Happiness is an illusion of fate

Eleven days of not blogging has left me really bored.

Actually, its a record for me this year.

But I guess it was good since the computer broke down during mid years.

Studied quite hard, cause the stress was coming to me.

With Sis adapting to poly life, and younger sis not studying at all for her exams, I felt the burden was on me to live up to my parents' expectations.

Speaking of polys,

I need to say something that has been n my mind for quite a while,

I seriously get pissed when I look at the new poly female students wriggling their butts in their clearly, very short shorts and carrying their new laptops, hand in hand with a new guy they just met and acting as if they are so matured, they have all the freedom they want. Not to mention, purposely showing off their cleavage when sitting on front of a guy.

Such bimbos.

And I partly meant my sister.

Minus the shorts and the cleavage part

Meet the parents' on 23 May, and yes, I'm actually scared that Mrs Lock would rat out on me about the verbal-bullying-the-guy-who-broke-his-foot-by-jaywalking-and-its-not-my-problem-he-can't-walk incident.

Guess I shouldn't have done that.

Geography paper was easy but in between a throbbing head and the cramps I kept getting sinceI was having my period, I couldn't think that straight.

Math was okay, and I know I lost five marks because of the simultaneous equation question.

History drained me. Science just now was,

neh, I don't wanna talk about it.

Been fetching my little brother,

cause I was home,

and Mum's having joint problems.

Kept telling her to sleep, but she can't cause she's not used to it.

Then, the other day, ______ fell and hit her head on a chair. And ______ didn't even realize she had fell. And when she fell I felt no emotion whatsoever.

Cause seriously you know ______ pisses me off.

Mum was worried about her,

but me, I just felt blank.

That probably sounds inhuman of me,

but hatred can make people do unexpected things.

I don't mean that

I was being really edgy on Wednesday,
Sorry Jeremy for shouting at you on MSN.
It was the stress of exams,
I really broke down that night.

Compos down,
main papers for EL and ML too.

Happy BELATED birthday Chuting!
Happy Birthday Mum!

I had a weird dream the other day.

One day, Mrs Lock wanted to quit teaching.
And wanted to take over her sister's duck rice stall,
(i don't even know if she has a sister)
So, the scene changed to me standing beside Zulikraam,
and next to him was my mother.
Told Mum about Mrs Lock quitting teaching,
then she looked at me,
and turned back to stare at something that Zul was also staring at.
I do not know why Zul suddenly appear in my dream.
Okay, then, suddenly, I was in our first level classroom.
The whole 2r7 was there except Syahid and Natasya.
Dunno why.
Ok, so the screen was down.
George had turned to glare at me,
And I was glaring at him back,
I remembered I was angry at him because of something, but don't know exactly what.
I spotted something familiar on the screen.
It was Pepper,
and Mrs Lock was holding a knife dripping with blood on one hand
and Pepper on the other.
I assumed she KILLED PEPPER.
(exactly how, I wonder as he wasn't even alive to begin with)
Suddenly stood up dropping my chair, with George still glaring at me.
Ran to the screen and started clawing it.
Without any reason, the whole dream changed to me being at TM alone and only the shopkeeper of the shop where we are making our tees.
I asked the keeper if my shirt was ready,
He took it out,
it was really plain,but nice at the same time.
Its black, and the words are red and white.
When I unfolded that shirt,
inside was a MIDDLESBROUGH jersey,
but somehow it looked like Barcelona jersey?
But it had the word 'Middlesbrough' printed on it.
So I unfolded that shirt, and out come posters of different sizes.

At that point I suddenly woke up,
thinking that finally, the class tee had been made,
but no.
So I went back to sleep

It Ain't that sweet

Nat didn't come today.
Very bored
Relatively very boring day.
Stayed back outside AVA there,
Zee was there.
Weisheng and gang swarmed the table I was sitting at,
then Alvin and Weisheng play Tennis with his phone and mine.
I practically suck at that.
Kay, so I stayed back and study.
Um,
practiced my Math-algebraic fractions
and did a mindmap on World population growth.

I KNOW WHAT JEREMY DID TO PEPPER

PHONE IS FIXED!

Feeling real hyper,
cause I got my phone back.
I MISS IT LIKE SHIT

Lit was slack cause Mr Lim had nothing for us to do.
So I revised my Math, later got Math test.
I have completely forgotten about Chapter 5!
That was the time when I was slacking during Math,
cause Miss Chua is really very boring.
History next, and I got only 10 for March holiday assignment.
Effort doesn't really count in this test though(my opinion).
I didn't bring home my History textbook during the one week hols,
and I actually searched for it on the Net,
and found this powerpoint slides sharing site.
The ppt on the whole chapter was there!
And since you need to have an account to download it,
I just copied and typed (literally) onto a word document.
Then, I had to write the whole essay out.
Thats effort okay.
But relax, I still get 9.
Cause source-based qs I got 1/10,
overall is 10,
so I get 9 for essay (:
Okay so all of the above info was redundant.

Recess stayed in class to revise for Math again.

Mother Tongue, we went through Northbrooks Secondary exam paper.
Fell asleep again,
cause yesterday watch Heroes season finale,
It.
was.
crap.
la.
Don't think I'll watch season 2.
Math test!
Okay, so i had spent Lit and recess period to study for chap 5,
then I didn't study for chap 10 -.-
The questions on chap 10 was damn hard la.
Left some of them blank.
I thought after math was break so, I so happy,
then see that noone stood up.
Then Weisheng say it wasn't break,
then sat down.
FALSE HOPE!
Science did mindmap again,
mindmap is quite effective.
BREAK!
EL, when Mrs Lock addressed the issue on verbal bullying.
I was thinking of G.
Damn that G.
Cursed him again today.
IPW was cool,
Jeremy's group obviously will ACE their IPW.
This is what Shai told me about what he did with Pepper.
Jeremy holds Pepper and pokes Syahid with Pepper's hand
"Bad Syahid(points middle finger.)"
Okay that sounded a bit confusing.
Kay, nevermind.

I HAD THE URGE TO STUDY TODAY!
Actually wanted to sit outside AVA.
Zulaiha and Farahin went to study with me.
Then Zul wanted to go tmart to buy bubble tea for a while,
and we ended up studying at MC at tmart there
SAW THE NEWLY-APPOINTED PERCUSSION SECTIONAL LEADER ,
Steph!
You damn good la you, you were already there when I came,
then when I go home you still there!

Today will post lots of pictures,
but very outdated.
the last picture on my phone was during Sports Meet-28 March
(three weeks ago)
On the way,




candid


waiting for another mrt

Farahin's funny face lol



Lift, basement level, EAST POINT
Tauhidah looks like she's strangling herself.

burnt cookie

julian's drawing

Sakae Sushi trip


Jar!



notice steph's hands



Randolph!

how much the guys ate.

thats all.

When the day met the nght

I have disciplined myself to start studying,
cause I have been slacking a lot lately.
(I don't study for tests)

Just started cursing G cause he can do it,
so why did we have to give in to him?

INDONESIANS ACCENTS ARE SEXY!
I seriously like Anderson's accent la.
The way he speaks is like,
when I'm doing my work,
I will stop and listen to his voice.
Okay, I sound stalker-ish.

Math was blah,
WEISHENG AND KHALIS EVIL
Throw Pepper around.

I agree with some tworsevenians that we have no class spirit.
Cause seriously.
Look at the amount of bitching we have in the class.
I think I'll make my own jersey, thank you very much.

Never that simple

Yesterday was freaky.
HZ gave me a piece of advice that I don't think I will ever follow.
Cause its just not me.

Thanks Aida for lending me Pretty Odd.
Sorry I caused a scratch on it.

Bogusly Real

Investiture was okay.
I admit I was showing favouritism by clapping for some
and not clapping for others.

Hui Hui's speech was,
just wow.
Read Shai's blog on how she and Nat can't get over the fact that Celeste is real pretty.
Lol.

Went library today with Farhana, Amirah, Zulaiha and Farahin.
SAW MUM TODAY! :D
Missed her loads.
Hugged her like shit.

Feeling emo,
shall not talk about ANYTHING in detail.

You stood out in the crowd.
All I could see were the nasco chairs and you alone.
I shouldn't have gone to the investiture,
cause it only reminded me of you graduating.
You were all that I ever wanted,
except that you can never be mine.
Happy Advanced Birthday.
Even if you never read this.
You kept me going when I was having a rough time at school.
You made my day, yesterday, today, tomorrow and forever.
I will miss you.

funky yellow boots

HAPPY BELATED NORDIYANA AND MARDHIANA!

Okay, quick post.
Universal Music Group has released Flyleaf's Fully Alive music video three days ago.
I have to admit I never bother looking the video up since I thought Flyleaf didn't have a major record deal.
It turns out they did though.

BELATED PRESENTS WISH ALERT!
A pair or earpiece/headphones(monster or those like Imen's)
MCR shirt
COLOURFUL/BLACK HOODIE!
Shades
AND
I seriously need shoes.
My school shoes are worn out,
while the sole of my slipper is too thin, I can fall anytime.
My flats are starting to wore out
and my sneakers are blegh.

Feeling greedy la.


Those aren't my specs.
(Look below)



You'll be missed.

You won't understand

First time late for school.
I shouldn't have brought my Math 2B textbook,
cause today got Math Olympiad.

REMINDER: Link Jarratt and Khalid

TAKING 5 WILL BE SHOWING ON KIDS CENTRAL(urgh).
I will so be watching it
Psst, featuring The Click Five.
Speaking of them, they coming to Singapore for their tour.
It would be great if I catch them live.

Speaking of tours...



My Chemical Romance is almost finishing their Black Parade tour,
after which they would start recording for the new album.

Speaking of albums(so many speaking of),
Panic At The Disco released a new one called, Pretty Odd.
Maybe I shall go buy?

So what?

The title is random.

So class was a bit fun today.
My butt still hurt from sitting on the bike too long.
I brought Jessie's bubbles,
which she didn't want.
So I bring lor, go extra.

Then all the people at the back right side, right back side(backside!), back on the right,
played with the leftover balloon from Saturday's party,
which I filled with water.
It look like a boob,
Horny!

"Jeremy, I think you drop your boob."

2r7's going to Beijing,
I'll probably be going for the experience la.
But damn ex, even after it has been subsidized
and if Dad can afford this,
WHY CAN'T HE AFFORD TO BUY ME A NEW PHONE?
I sound so materialistic, sheesh.

I feel guilty, yet again.
Will not elaborate.

Dory is reading Harry Potter says:
the prostitute is a transexual la

'wEi__sHeNg 1-12 1053r says:
then what is transexual sia?

'wEi__sHeNg 1-12 1053r says:
my english kinda suck

Dory is reading Harry Potter says:
guy have sex change operation

'wEi__sHeNg 1-12 1053r says:
;O

Dory is reading Harry Potter says:
become girl

Dory is reading Harry Potter says:
ya

'wEi__sHeNg 1-12 1053r says:
siao

Dory is reading Harry Potter says:
people dunno how to appreciate their own gender

'wEi__sHeNg 1-12 1053r says:
he cut off his _____ ?

'wEi__sHeNg 1-12 1053r says:
ya lor

Dory is reading Harry Potter says:
NO LA, they still have their penis

'wEi__sHeNg 1-12 1053r says:
that measn they hav both?

Dory is reading Harry Potter says:
no, they have a penis, and they do sex with a guy so its penis to penis

'wEi__sHeNg 1-12 1053r says:
eww disgusting

First time chat with Weisheng like damn long today!
Found out we had a lot of common experiences.
HIGH 5!

Mrs Lock ask who wants to go to the CCA investiture thing,
I was the first to raise my hand.
"Got SC right?"
You know why I asked.
Speaking of SCs, Shen Hang, or sth is the President of the Student Council.
Just now, after school he walked past the class room,
without thinking I shouted, "Bye President!"
"Huh?"
I waved,
then he waved back.
Cool.

Season 4 of Lost should be good, I really want to watch it.



When I saw that floppy hairstyle, I just knew it was him.
He made my day, yet again. Thanks, even if he won't even read this.
He's the sunflower that made me smile all the time.

What's really going on

Taken from Maisarah's blog.
NASCO PERCUSSION IS LOVED!

Hi, back from Night Cycling.
From Tampines Swimming Complex to East Coast Park, is roughly 28 kilometres.
Somehow, I feel that Saturday was a long time ago.
Probably cause we cycled the whole night,
so my interpretations of day and night switched.
Crap la, don't mind me.
Won't go into detail,
just that, it was really, really tiring.
When we were passing through Changi, the carpark near the foodcourt there,
got prostitude, but she's not a girl.
You get what I mean.
I was one of the last to finish the journey,
cause when I was nearing the end point,
I started hyperventilating, wheezing whatever.
Just couldn't breathe. I panicked and immediately stopped.
Really, it was scary cause, I was making these weird noises when I tried to breathe in.
Blablabla,
We watch the sun rise.
I have never seen the sunrise before,
and believe me, it was beautiful.

Just realized got a lot of homework.

Listen to Vampire Weekend, although they may sound corny.

The guys are uber cute.
To . For your info, I've apologized to the poor boy.

Its better if I just disappear.

NO FEAR

Did he have to complain to his form teacher?
Coward.
He cannot even take a joke.
Ok fine, I know I acted like some kind of hooligan,
but it was meant to be a joke, idiot.
I just want my classroom back, now.
And please la, cannot even sit in classroom,
you think we what tigers and lions that can eat you anytime.
Such spoilt brats and COWARDS.

Was almost late for school yesterday.
Thanks for helping me carry my books.
Hope Syahid and Yanyi like their presents,
although they were nothing special.
Oh ya,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANYI!
HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY SYAHID!

Practice today.
After practice was the fun part.
Just realized that I don't really hate Jessie now.
Deep down, I know everyone has her good and bad points.
So yea, I WAS MEAN TO HER.
I bought the balloons and the bubbles
Eric bought the cakes, one for Jessie and one for Victor.
Unfortunately, Victor already knew about this small farewell party.
LC ask Percussion to got to the canteen.
Eric left 30 minutes earlier to fill the balloons with water.
Hehi.
So I was asked to occupy Jessie for a while,
J:Who wants this last MnM?
S:Lets give this to S****N.
A: NO!

That kept us occupied for about two minutes.

THEN,
WATER BOMB,
CAKE SMEARING,
SLAPPING,
CHASING EACH OTHER.

We all kena scold by Mr Fong.
Band, erhu people, elly, yanyi and yiliang saw us.
The driest was probably Maisarah.
I smelled like chocolate.
Then I went home, and realized there was chocolate mousse in my ear.

Going Night Cycling later, organized by the Mosque where I take my religious classes.

Currently waiting for Jeremy's anticipated post.

If you just realize

2.4 tomorrow, dang. Please let me improve.
Miss Chua is a very boring person. You look at her talking and, wham! you feel like you rather do something other than learn Math from her.
Take just now, I didn't listen to her at all at the computer lab. Instead I played City Bloxxx on Zulaiha's phone(I beat her tower height record by the way, 38 floors. But Tau pro, 52 floors.).
Personally, I prefer Mr Lee.
Homec was... the usual. Frankly, I had been nice to Atika, nicer than last year anyway. But perhaps too nice. Since she kept coming over to my table just now.
Mother Tongue has become too bored for me to care.
Syafiq and Imen said I'm like a grandmother(a bit outdated luh). Even Cikgu, cause I talk a lot, and I actually do sound like one.
English was okay, though with Mrs Lock gone, like got more work. Natasya, Syahid and George was horny, so I became horny.
Mr Vincent Lee came to our class just as we were headed for MT. He was calling all the tworsevenians. (cool!) He announced that we are going to have to change classes with the onersevenians, all because of a guy who broke his foot.
I do not want that oneroneans classroom, whose ventilation sucks.

On the way to MT, Nat, Tau, Farahin,Zul and me stopped by onerseven, saw Natasha and asked her who is the boy who broke his foot. "You came to visit isit?"
I scolded the boy sia.
Weisheng's phone has a vibrator, which he send to George, who put it in his mouth. Weisheng showed me the About of the application.
"Masturbatorsthsth,
For the pleasure for women."
SOMETHING like that.
After school went to look for Mr Leonard Tan with Tau to go back her phone
as Mrs Lock told her to meet him. Couldn't find him though. All seven of us then went to TM, to buy Syahid's present. Got sidetracked lots of times. Then all of us went to the playground near S11. Can't tell what we did, cause its related to Syahid's present. See it in class tomorrow.

Dad has got to renew the Kaspersky Anti Virus licence thingy,
cause the message, "Update cannot start because licence has expired." keeps popping out.
Speaking of Dad, he's currently giving Math tuition to sis, whose Math grade keeps falling every test. It is a horror teaching her, she's Primary 4 yet even the most basic essential skills are missing in her. She doesn't pay attention in class. Under the bad influence of her so called friends, she has become from bad to worse.

You just have to stop. People are trying to study, and you blast the TV volume. I noticed when you insisted you wanted to watch your bloody news on the new plasma TV instead of the one in the study room. Before there even was the plasma, you wouldn't care if it was a small tv. Do you think this house is a hotel? Sleep, eat, sit, brag and watch tv is all that you do. Don't you know how to make yourself useful? No wonder Sis never talk to you at all. Do you think everything comes for free here in this house? Help my other Grandma cook la, instead of sitting on you darn arse. I rather you move out. It will be quieter, trust me.

I'm trying to see which alignment is easier to read, left or middle.

ITS GERARD WAY'S BIRTHDAY!

The sexy frontman of My Chemical Romance turns 31 today!
STAY SEXY GEE!

I forgot to blog about how my hiccups were gone.
All thanks to Weisheng.
During Science yesterday,
I was hicupping so loud until Zuaiha could hear me.
Then Weisheng suggested I hold my breath,
Jloh say hold for two minutes.
I was like whatthehell?
Each time I hiccup, people will turn around to look at me.
Then break, I walked behind Weisheng and gang.
I continued hicupping, it wasn't deliberate okay.
Then Weisheng turned to me andsaid, "Must shock you.
"Then he turn back around.
What came next was unexpected.
He turn around and said Rar, kinda like when Yao Zhi said it,
but a bit more fiece, but apparently, not enough to scare me.
SURPRISINGLY, my hiccups were gone after that.
How cool is that?
Weisheng so powerful hor.

Skipped CCL today.
I like Percussion's other teacher.

Helped Imen with Malay homework today.
I love her headphones,
although green isn't my colour.

Truth to be told,
I was talking about Siying in my Its Empty post.
I was just sick of her.
No offence there.

Excuse me while I ask Syahid why he and George stared at me after they whispered to each other.
After which George said, "Right?"





The thoughts of you have not gone away

Steady hands just take the wheel

Thanks Elly and Yanyi for the bloody nice card!

I totally love the hearts!

Zachary looks so damn cute yesterday in Heroes.
Khalis watch sia.

Literature was okay,
7.5 -8.5
Derrick show-off.

TAUHIDAH I CANNOT SAY HOW SORRY I AM THAT I ASK TO LISTEN TO THAT SONG THAT LED TO THE BITCH COMING IN THAT LED TO THE CONFISCATION OF YOUR PHONE.

I feel bloody guilty.
And I deserve to be called a dork,
not Jloh.

Its empty

Today was the first time I ever saw Shai in a rage,
like she was seriously mad.
Jeremy hit her eye with the dustpan or something,
and she started chasing and hitting him.
It was hilarious.
Then during Mother Tongue she decide to apologize,
which I think she did.
Did you?

Okay whatever, just now I slept during MT test.
Cause I didn't get enough sleep last night since
I watched The Spiderwick Chronicles and Meet The Spartans(both pirated).
TSC was okay, but it was really frustrating at the starting
cause Jared siblings just won't believe him.
But Meet The Spartans just left me laughing on the floor.
Spartan men greet each other with an open mouth kiss.
Its just disgustingly funny.

Stayed back with a bunch of people to rehearse for Lit,
Amirah's group was really funny.
George coward wor.
He Malvolio mah, then, Far is Olivia.
Farris came,
George scared to say his "Come to bed" line,
cause Farris there.
Weisheng and George kept making horny noises which really cracked me up.
Gosh, horny-ing is fun.
So our group is settled, but I don't think we are very ready.

Thanks for the presents,
Syaheeed, Natasya, Shan Xuan and Atika (T.T)

Major haircut desires were roaming,
Tau cut her hair, very cute la de.
Khalis too.

What is the big deal?
I do not understand why you care so much about who likes who.
You talked about people, but did you take a look at yourself first, you flirt?
You are such a despo, even with Derrick you flirt.
You already have your precious guy whom I don't even think is a guy.
What, just because someone says you and him are together,
doesn't mean you have to attract attention by denying it right?
Face it, you are one hell of an asshole.
Its not a secret anymore,
but do you have to reveal others,
just so to have the feeling of being superior just for once?
What, you yourself are experiencing the same feeling as others who are crushing does.
Don't you think you and him make an odd couple?
If you can be one, so why can't they?
Just shut up you bitch.

I do not know why I am speaking up.

Maybe we're torn apart

Thanks to those who wished me a happy birthday,

Smses
Aunt who smsed on the dot,
at 00:00:00,
Zulaiha
Stephanie,
Stephanie,
Syathirah,
Hong Zhang,
Fazrina,
Farhana,
Jaslen,
Shahidah,
Jeremy,
cucuku Imen,
Kak Nur,
Hidayah,
Ewanna.

Advanced wishes
Amirah,
Natasya,
Jeremy.

Taggers
Weisheng,
Yanyi,
Jeremy,
Hong Zhang,
Fazrina,
Kristine.

Friendster comments
Reena,
Xinyi,
Syaheeed,
Shuqi,
Azfryna,
Elly,
Maisarah,
Stephanie,
Syafiqah.

MSN
Hong Zhang,
Ekjun,
Farahin.

Said words
Family,
Hidayah,
Nabilah.

Lots of people to thank.

So yesterday went out to Pizza Hut,
wore nothing special,
just my normal black jeans, blue shirt and white jacket.
Un-surprisingly, was given money.
REMINDER: Give Chuting back her earphones.
My very sweet chocolate cake went into my jacket.
Lol.
Went home and use Sis' laptop to ask Hong Zhang for Step Up 2 songs.
Read his and Jeremy's blog,
Nice lyrics btw Jeremy.
I totally love the picture Hong Zhang editted.

Yesterday ate a lot so today I'm going to the reservoir(again).

Things weren't going my way in the morning so I threw tantrums, again.
When I left for class, I said goodbye to Mum,
and when I reach the lift,
I realized I was really rude to Mum,
So I turned and said bye again,
only to be answered by the slamming of the door.
Was almost late for class.
Ustaz told us that a Dutch minister or something produced a clip about how Islam is responsible for all those terrorist stuff.
Ustaz said he just misinterpreted the Quran.
Speaking of Quran, I asked Ustaz to buy me an English translated one,
since I don't understand the Indonesian one at home.
Also, I wanted to borrow his father-in-law's book entitled The 100,

but Halim asked for it first, so whatever.
Nabilah kept banging her phone cause someone called her during class.

Went Jiexin's blog and saw this HUGE photo of me which she editted.
Now that really makes me wanna have Photoshop.
Weisheng, you say you have the pirated CD right?
Lend me can?
Oh and I'm gonna ask Aida for the Windows Vista installation disc.

Fourteen more days

Sorry was never it.

Tuesday.

Happy belated to Kiangyong!
Happy Birthday Aunt!

NLB trip is !
Somehow I have lesser to blog about since most of my thoughts I have to keep to myself,
in case I hurt somebody.

Its been a really rough week, I know.
Guess the whole class can tell the tension between us EGGz.
Especially when Tauhidah & me changed places just now.
But it has cool down during the NLB trip, thankfully.

Atika gave me a pair of studs. Lol
Shan Xuan gave me this lovely round thing which I suppose is a handphone holder.
Its not yet, my birthday I mean.
I have absolutely no plans for tomorrow.

Stayed back yesterday with Zulaiha, practising for our Lit.
Then we improvised a bit.
Zulaiha suggest that we say, "That" with a certain accent in our voices.
One of my lines is,
"Nonsense? Hardly! Who wouldn't be send to IMH if they were dressed like that?
(Looks at Jloh, in a certain way)"

Weisheng said he called me at the bus stop yesterday, I never hear.
So sorry lol.
His temporary phone damn nice lor,
COMPARED TO MINE.
Wth, Alvin play snakes on my phone until my battery dead.

Try as might, I can't make this post longer.

Its not the same anymore.

Not a hero

Watched Step Up 2 again, still freaking awesome.
(Pirated dvd)
Speaking of which, I have yet to return Jeremy's Lost.
LEFT LAST TWO EPISODES.
Even though I have watch it on tv.




ADAM G. SEVANI IS JUST OH-SO-ADORABLE!
"I'm Robert Alexander the Third,
but you can call me Moose.
No, no, you gotta blow it up,
like this,
(punches Andie's fist,
then opened up his fist)
And like this.
(Pulls his hand back making a weird sound effect)"

Thanks to Shai for creating the script!

HAHA! Jeremy Loh will be playing Malvolio and will have to wear high socks and pants.

3moredays

Yesterday was good.

I need to talk to someone.
People have something against me today.

Gym-ed with Zulaiha & Farahin.
Not as satisfying as jogging around the reservoir.

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Steph showed me this video of FSLG.
The beat like damn fast.
Then the percussion so pro.
If we ever reach like even a fraction of their standard,
I guess we can all pat ourselves on the back.
Seriously, compared to them we are like the sound of the gentle breeze blowing.

Do it

I know its late.

TOMORROW, BEFORE MRS LOCK COMES IN THE CLASS,
AN APOLOGY WILL BE WRITTEN ON THE BOARD KAY?

ZOMG!

Oh.
My.
Gosh.

Have you heard of the guy who had a sex change operation?
Well actually he was a girl.
But he changed his sex.
And now he's pregnant.
This really icks me.
First of all, God has made you into a fine woman, why must you change your gender?
These people will never be thankful for what God had provided them with.
Losers.

Second of all, well by right he is a woman,
but he's a "man".
And MEN, my dears, DO NOT GET PREGNANT.
What the hell is happening to this damn world?

Don't know where she belongs

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HZ!

Trained for 2.4 with Zulaiha & Farahin at Bedok Reservoir(4.5 km)
Improved a little bit,
the last time I jogged around the reservoir, I completed in 1 hour.
Today, 47 minutes.
HEY! At least improve right!
But we all know I will fail la der.
Cause I took 15 minutes to complete 1.5 km.
& for once I am standing up and facing the problem I have.
I'm doing something about it.
And I'm proud of this.
So don't come telling me what I can't do,
cause I determine my own abilities.
You better believe it.
And you better shut up.

ARGH! YOUTUBE TOOK DOWN MY POOR JLOH VIDEO.

Its not bullying what.
I even stated, "Jloh isn't being bullied." in the description column.
Damnit.

Found Uglies under my table.
But Shai still want Nat & me to share the cost of Breaking Dawn.
Now reading On Beauty.
One of the character's name is Jerome lol.
Natasya pointed that.

I need a favour from all those reading my blog.
Complete this sentence.
I like Syuhada for her _____________.

Lost in my own world.

Always learn from your mistakes.

Phone is officially busted.
Using oldie phone.
Just until Dad send it for repair.
Which I don't think will happen,
he scrimp on my phone,
but splurged on our new tv,
in which Lost looks awesome by the way.
So I don't get why I just can't get a new phone.
Whatever.
Cannot play my Pokemon already,
my Pacman also,
and Diner Dash.

I have not learn from my mistake.
Gosh, I really shouldn't have cut my hair.

EK JUN, READ THIS!
Eh, you have Step Up 2 The Streets Soundtrack CD right?
CAN LEND?!

You never know

Phone has gone cuckoo.
When I turn it on, it will only be filled with whiteness.

I lost Shai's Uglies.
Owe her a book.
Yesterday Sports Day.
Whatever.
NCC people only look at those Chung Cheng plastics.
For your info, the song they danced to is about vampires.
That is why Chris sang. "So many of them look good in here."
Inference=They looked good enough to be sucked.

So after that.
Took MRT with Farahin, Zulaiha, Tauhidah, Natasya, Shahidah, Amirah, Farhana, Farris & Asyraf.
Stopped at Simei.
All of us alighted except Asyraf.
First went to LJS,
then went KFC.
Far and Far look really sweet together.
Let's just hope she won't forget us,
even after getting who she wanted.
Made concoction.
Went home.

REMINDER: Tomorrow bring memory stick for Nabilah.

2r6 jersey is a beauty.
22 bucks only.
MUCH BETTER than that crappy tee chosen by class comm.

Listen to Push by Enrique Iglesias

Its been getting better, I think

Turned the cookies from homec into charcoal.
Its bitter like hell.
Grandma's cookies, Naufal called it.
Made to stand with Azimah cause we were late for Malay class.
Anderson joined us later.
We stood the whole lesson
Two people whom I do not know actually know that I exist now.
No practice today.
So Jing Rui(JR), Jarratt, Stephanie, Stephanie, Jaslen, Alfred and Randolph hung out at canteen.
Then Jaslen & Stephanie left.
Alfred, Jarratt and Randolph played basketball with that basketball guy, Samuel?
Then he saw I was taking video.
He smiled and waved.
The other guy was Ridzwan.,
Yes Aida, I somehow talked to him today.

GOOD-ER

Syahid's video was funnaye.
Okay the presentation about the CL reading club thingy was lame lor.
I mean Titanic?
Lol
Fortunately we didn't need to present for the Malay project.
However, Zee and me are up second tomorrow.

Mrs Lock saw the "KICK ME" & "KICK ME AGAIN" Post-its stuck to the unoccupied table at the back of the class.
Then she ask Nat whether I under great stress or something.
Syahid was really unfriendly today.
He kept turning around & giving Nat & me that attitude face.

CCL teacher didn't come today.
The relief teacher was yummy and young and nervous.
He looks really, really young.
Miss J. T accompanied him.
She was like
"I am standing here, & you're still talking? Is this how you behave?"
What, she meant she's some walking "Shh" sign we're supposed to obey?
Then when she left, I stuck out my tongue.
Julian ask me to meet him outside second floor
JQ(Cher's name is Jing sth) was a bit gullible though
I took the chance and said I had CCA at 2.45,
I did have practice, at 3.
But since I wanna pon right,
I just said I have CCA.
Then met Julian.
Then played Labyrinth, TicTacToe and Tetris on his phone.
Then ask Jarratt help us buy Bubble Tea.
Then ask everyone come meet us there.
Then watched "How to be Gangster"
Then everyone come already, except Stephie-poo & Mai.
Then open CD shelter
Then paisey, the second one open already, I kept turning the key.
Then search for whiteboard.
Then practice.
So many thens.
Randolph kena tease by Eric, Alfred & Jarratt
Then emo.
Julian go treat us Sakae Sushi.
Lol, I so noob, don't know how to use chopsticks.
Then suddenly Randolph came in & join us?
THANKS JU-POO.

So I headed home.
And when I walked through the door,
Singapore scored her first goal in the match with Lebanon.









Be strong.

Just Great

Ah shitty,
Malay project is shitty.

Hold on I go upload some videos on youtube.

So, today saw Shafique(as usual), Aizat and Azimah (: !
She look pretty as always.

"Syuhada, finally you have made yourself useful for once."

That made me think,
am I really that insignificant and worthless,
so much so that I never really did anything useful for anyone?
I am not mad at Jeremy for saying that.
It just made me really wonder what I'm here for.

And Yanyi still can say I'm optimistic.
Lol.

What the hell is wrong with you today?
Not a hello or a smile from you.
Do you know how cold you made me feel?
Since that day,
you have really became a stranger to me,
but a friend to others.

"Are you thinking what I'm thinking, B1?"

Bob always play with his mouth open.
CUTE, I like luh. ((:
Psst, he play Guitar Hero.

Georg Listing is hot also okay.

Bob Bryar is MCR's drummer lah der. (:
AND ITS GEORG not George,
even though its pronounce as George.
Georg plays bass for Tokio Hotel.

BOB'S HOTNESS OWNS GEORG'S!

Starting now

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EWANNA!

Realized I'm a disorganized person.
So, I just bought a notebook and Post-its.
Gosh, Post-its are expensive sia.

REMINDER: Link Julian.

I cannot believe I bitch about * just now.
Kept saying GL GF GL to Weisheng.
Then immitate *.
Then * saw.
I think.
DIE

Okay, now I forgot what to blog about.

Turning Point

I am so hooked on Maisarah's blog song.

After today's class at the mosque, I began to think that I take my mother for granted,
I need to change my ways, I have to kick my bad habits. Any day can be the last I ever kiss her cheeks.

Thanks to everyone who helped to carry the instruments

I do not know why I am commenting on almost everyone's friendster

Yes honey.

Happy Belated DAD!

Overall I think the performance was ok.

Still don't think Percussion was very good.
Whatever.
So while waiting, was very emo because of ehhem.
Not a good sign.
My feet hurt because of the damn shoes.

I AM NOT ACT CUTE-ING






So today surprise, surprise,
I went to Jeremy's house,
with Hong Zhang, Jing Yi and Ser Kai
to play Rock Band.
En Yong was waiting at Jeremy's house.
Khalis came later.
They were supposed to do their Lit project
My hand and foot coordinations suck can?
I suck on the drums,
I did a wee bit better on guitar.
YOU STILL OWE ME A SONG.
That really cheered me up.
I will post videos when I can.
For my sake, Jeremy named our band MCR which supposedly came from Paris,
No originality lor.
Jing Yi had such a low voice unlike Ser Kai, who could really sing high-pitch.
It was damn fun.
Then we all went home,
cause Jeremy had to go out with his uncle or something.

You don't mind if I come again do you?
(PRACTICE)

They were eating lunch.

Waiting for bus,
Jeremy damn impatient lor.

Jeremy & En Yong

That's my character.

Sheesh, now I have no earpiece.
Cause I using Sis' one mah,
then she just got her new laptop from RP,
she charged her mp3 lor, then she asked for her earpiece back.
Dunno what I gonna use.

You have changed so much,
you barely have time for me anymore.
I pretended to be okay but I was really dejected.
You're not the person I knew.
I liked you just the way you are,
Why the hell did you change?
I wished things were the way before,
when you were my gay friend.


PERCUSSION!
=)