missingeu

I know,
I know.
I never post for 9 days.
Wow.
That's a long time.
My comp had virus thats all.

270807

Went back to EVPS for motivational talk thingy.[withshanxuanjaslenzulandamirul]
I thought HE would be there but..
Well,
Loads of people went there.
Syafique
Jia Ji
Syafiq
Nordiyana
Brian
Haziq
Syathirah
....
....
....

After that, Nordiyana, Jaslen, Jia Ji, Brian & me went to McDonalds
You know what,
I think Mc has something that can help bond people.
Urgh
Whatever
Sent Nordiyana home.
Jia Ji also went home.
Left Jaslen, Brian and me.
We sat at a park bench
then talktalk until so late.
Brian bullied a small boy
Haha
That boy show off what....
Then want to go home,
Brian picked up a damn LONG branch.
Then he pokepoke it at my bag.
I kept screaming sia.
I still remembered when Brian used to call me to ask for homework.
He very longwinded seh
Sometimes he talk until 45 minutes
Haha.
Guess you could say he was one of my best guy friends in primary school
besides Khalid.
OhMyGosh
I miss KHALID!!!!
[the evps one not the nass one]
I deleted his photo on my comp already, no fair.
He moved to somewhere
he attends Bukit Panjang Government High School

280807

Got Co today
because the percussion, welcoming the guest.
The SCs too.
HE WAS THERE.
Oh I forgot to mention,
its for the COE ICT thingy.
Today was the rehearsal.
I told myself that
I REALLY CANNOT MAKE A FOOL OF MYSELF.
Because he was there.
Awwwww....
I really cannot stand it.
I love him too much already.
I cannot bear to watch him graduate next year.
The bad part about today was we had to carry the drums && their stands
SOOO HEAVY.
Urgh.
Oh I'm part of the team for Student Learning Festival.

290807

Got rehearsal AGAIN
HE'S THERE AGAIN.
he touched my drum...
Weeeeeeeee
.....................
I'm soooo happy...
I swear my limbs are gonna fall off if I ever carry TWO drums
at ONE time.
I can't even climb the damn stairs to my house.

300807

COE ICT
SLF

Cool Acronyms
Wooooooooooooooooooo
Our booth was hidden by the damn red curtain. Stupid right?
All six[Amirah,Farhana,Shahidah,Tauhidah&Natasya] of us when to Mc at 8am.
So early rite???
Considering that the thing starts at 3pm
I just cannot wait for My performance
& seeing him.
OMG
seriously

I LOVE HIM TOO MUCH ALREADY

Zul already called me mental
but I really wanna BE WITH HIM.

I really want him to know how much I love him,
how much I long for him,
how much I dream of him.

I realised this after watching the FINAL EPISODE of Prison Break season 2.
I cried when Michael sacrificed himself to save Sara.
Its soo sweet.

Its just that I want someone who's always there for me,
someone who cares,
someone I imagined is like Michael.

HIM...

I love you,
& will always do.

Syuhada.