ughh

what does he think i am,
a nobody?
a nobody that is pushed around all the time?
a nobody who doesn't care?
a nobody who doesn't have emotions?
since when did anyone ever care about me.
he ignored me,
my feelings.
so i'm showing a side of myself
that noone's ever seen
i have to stand up,
i don't care if he does that to me again.
i need to show that i'm no pushover,
i need him to shut up.
just shut up and get out of my life.
to think that i was talking to him a few minutes ago.
i was clueless,
& he made me feel even more stupid.
does he know how it feels like?
to think that you're a loser.
i care,
he doesn't.
& i am unloved again.