All for nothing.

CHRIS BROWN IS SEXY MAN!!
Okay, ya I was listening to HZ blog song,
which was With You.
Then I watch the vid,
omg,
so nice.
Then I started listening to all his songs,
and with that, I'M LOVING CHRIS.

OHMYGOD,
I AM VERY HAPPY FOR FARHANA
SHE'S FINALLY IN LUCK.

But I'm sad for myself.

He's really not worth the wait.
I cannot just forget him just like that.
Why can't I be like Far,
oh ya,
I forgot I can never be like her.
All the things I did,
it was all for nothing.
And he can never understand that,
and he never will
cause he doesn't even know me.
Who am I to him?
A fucking lousy percussionist.
Who is he to me?
Everything.
So why am I not giving up?
Cause I believe there's such thing as faith.
But whats the use?
He loves her.
And yes,I'm happy for him.
At the same time jealous.
Who cares right?
He found his love,
And I think, soon, I'll find mine.
Which isn't him.
So do I stop liking him,
No.
I still have faith.