Looks like a fight will happen on the first day of school,over a damn band called My Chemical Romance.

Ok,I've to clarify one thing.I understand why the hell people like MCR.I get it.I said they are ok,nothing special.I said they were a fucking waste of time.But did I say they suck?No!Goodness me,for all you MCR lovers,listen to Shinedown's "I Dare You",my fave song of all time,before you say anything.And I know you have never heard of this stupid song before,ok Syuhada.

If you think they are okay,
DON'T WASTE YOUR FUCKING TIME ON THEM.
SINCE YOU GOT SO MUCH OF IT ANYWAY.
BY SAYING THEY'RE A WASTE OF TIME,
YOU'RE SAYING THEY SUCK TOO,
MY DEAR PUNK.
Yes I've never heard of that 'stupid' song,
as quoted by you.
So, in conclusion, my 'dear' jeremy,
I dunno how this fight started, but
please understand that i never said you said
they suck.
I just said
'I'd vowed i'll kick anyones' ass who go against them'

Yours sincerely,
Syuhada,
the MCR-lover.

I'm finally getting a new pair of shades,
I ask my grandmother for $5,
just like that I got it,
my dad, little bit difficult lah,
but he gave me $10.
so I only pay $2.90.
I'm buying at BHG.
Tomorrow, maybe I going Pasir Ris Park,
MAYBE, gatecrash Shafique's class gathering,
but MAYBE NOT.
I not that mean.
Ask EGG babes already,
but not confirm.
So maybe I going alone,
listen to music,
walkwalk.
Anyone want go with me?
Actually got a guy ask me watch him perform,
but I not sure where.
& that was the first time a guy
sort of ask me out,
and I decline.
wth rite?
Just want to have some fun tomorrow, last day of 2007.
A very dramatic year for me,
say goodbye to naive old me,
& hello new matured me.

to lame name,
this is my reply to you
I am not going to delete your message or whatever.
May I please clarify with you that you do not know
who I am talking about,
or why I hate her so much.
If you do, please understand that
I am not an insecured freak.
Nor am I someone who cares what people think.
I care about what I think of myself,
thats why when I say I'm ugly,
I THINK I am ugly,
That is my own thought.
Even if someone says the opposite of what I think,
I will accept it and consider it.
Another thing is that,
No, I am not jealous of her,
because in my sense, I think I am better than her
in one thing,
which is 'socializing'.
And no, I am not scared she will ruin EVERYTHING
in that sense.
The word 'Everything' is a placeholder, which is a word that
is used to replace something else.
In this case, the phrase is
"me and my besties gossiping about her big hair"
Please get that straight.
The next thing I wanna talk about is,
she does interfere with my life,
you wouldn't know that.
Unless you ARE her.
Last thing i want to say,
you see me bothering her life, PUNK?

Sincerely yours,
Syuhada,
the 'insecured' freak.

Thanks people who comment bout my hair.

OMG, SHAI,
YESTERDAY'S SUPERNATURAL WAS ABOUT VAMPIRES
WHO DON'T DRINK HUMAN BLOOD,
JUST LIKE THE CULLENS.
AND THE NAME OF THE EPISODE WAS "Bloodlust"
Tau,there is such a thing as Bloodlust

Ok,to more important stuff.

My Chemical Romance.What a fucking waste of time.Ok,don't get me wrong,I like their songs.But why should Teenagers scare the living shit out of me?I poop everyday.Why would I join the Black Parade when I can easily do solo stand-up?
That's why I don't envy MCR.I never said they are bad to the core.They are just ok.Nothing special.

Don't you ever say that again,
you just don't get them.
If you don't like them,
AT LEAST RESPECT PEOPLE'S CHOICE OF MUSIC.

Ok, yesterday, Shai send me an episode of Mtv Sweet Sixteen,
like so cool,
the Birthday girl so lucky,
HELLO,
WHO THE HELL GETS MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE
TO PERFORM FOR HER
ON HER BIRTHDAY????
& she got an IPHONE, A CANON PROFESSIONAL CAMERA,
GERARD WAY SINGING TO HER,
GET UP CLOSE WITH THE [abandidunnothenameof],
TAKING PHOTOS WITH MCR.
What can be more perfect than having
a birthday like that?

Then she also send an episode of LA ink,
Haven't finish watching yet,

Now i have to finish my English homework damn,
One more thing,
jeremy if you have something to say about MCR
say it to my face,
If you dunno yet,
I'd vowed i'll kick anyones' ass who go against them

SOMEONE REBONDED HER HAIR,
AND SHE'S MAKING ME FEEL MORE UGLY THAN EVER

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

***** HAS REBONDED HER HAIR, SHE MAKE ME LOOK LIKE IM AN UGLY DUCKLING

?

WHAAAT?

FUCK YOU'RE KIDDING

OMGOMGOMGOMG

GO TO HER FRENSTER

NO WAY MAYBE SHE PHOTOSHOPPED IT

OMGOMG, RILI SHE MAKE ME LOOK UGLY WITH MY SHORT HAIR

NOOOOO !!!!!

it's okay syu,

AN EVEN BIGGER NO, FOM MEE, THE UGLY DUCKLING

the leaves will grow back, i'll tell ya

I CUT MY HAIR AIDA, AND IT WENT ALL WRONG, I LOOK LIKE FUCKING FOOL

it's okay.

if she makes fun of your hair, we call our abangs and kakaks and smack!

SHE WILL NEVER DO THAT, INSTEAD PEOPLE WILL FLOCK TO HER, BECAUSE OF HER NEW HAIR

WHY DOES SHE HAVE TO RUIN EVERYTHING

it'll grow back

hope so,IM GOING TO SCHOOL IN A TAXI

i'll sambut you

lol.

lol

and i wont be wearing my specs, at least until before class start

oh, you're really upset?

YES

it's okaaay

it wud be nice to know that im preetier than someone in class

you are pretty!!

not with my effing short hair

it'll grow back.

not in one week

maybe two!

ya, maybe

relax babeh

god

=D

People just don’t understand.
My Chemical Romance are so passionately loved by the fans because, in a way, they fuel the fire that keeps them living.
But at the same time, the haters truly despise them because they just don’t get it.
In my opinion, unless you understand when MCR are coming from, you have no right to make an assumption or an opinion on them.

quoted by,
actually i don't know

READ IT JEREMY

Chelsea got in,yea.
Melisa S got out,YEA.
But, Asia won,
I'm talking about Pussycat Dolls Presents:The Search For The Next Doll
Yes, I watch that damn show.
During the elimination part,
Robin,the creator of PCD,commented on Chelsea, than Melisa, and said.
"But it comes down to this,"
If she had said 'and' instead of 'but'
Chelsea would have been eliminated.
Common sense

Thats when she broke down,
she tried to convince herself that she's someone,
someone unique.
But she couldn't.
She couldn't help the tears.
Her sister's presence had always caused
an increase sense of inferiority to her.
With her ridiculously short hair and round face,
she kept saying she was ugly.
But then, she realized that God had given her
what she would always have,
her face,
& she should be thankful for that.
It doesn't matter if someone is more beautiful,
it just depends on how she sees it.
The world isn't divided into pretty or ugly people.
People shouldn't judge others on looks alone.
Whats the point of having a heart then?
She could be a very beautiful person if she believes in herself,
& she will,
At last, a beauty is born.

WOOO,
Shai & I have our Edwards!

Thats Jeremy Sumpter, Shai's Edward.
He's gorgeous, really.


Oh god, Freddie Boath is indescribable.
& he's my Edward

to jeremy,
DIARY OF JANE IS SOO LONG AGO,
WHY DON'T YOU LISTEN TO AVENGED SEVENFOLD?

i have a few things to say,

to jeremy,
i'm not stupid. Just remember that.

to zul,
fyi, i support Man U too

to shafique,
alas, i didn't need to go to hilton.

to celeste,
i dunno if you ever read this,
but please stop smiling at me just because you know.

to koknam,
thanks and sorry for irritating you the other day

to shahidah,
i'm gonna stop going mc for a while, (savemoneyformcrconcert)

tothatfuckingbastard,
i got over you.

tothatbitch,
you can have him, i don't care

to jessie,
i will not give up.

to shawn,
can i have it? Please?

to stephanie,
thanks for everything.

to farris,
thanks for sending me A7X songs

to EGG babes,
stick together, alrite?

to imen,
stab that bitch!

to jeremy again,
thanks for being there, even though i'm still mad at you.

to indira,
hope we meet again.

to aida,
joey,peter, and tom is loved.

to jaslen,
lets say goodbye to our 'beloved' seniors

to all,
i wish you a happy new year.

hey,thats a lot.

I Don't Love You drum cover by a SIX YEAR OLD


I Don't Love You performed ny The Morning After, a singaporean band
Quite good leh

ohmyfuckinggoose,
check out the drummer in this video,
he's like, HOT!
i think aida will like him.
but, no way i saw him first!!!

bye mcr.

Ok, rewind back to friday, co graduation party.

Theme: 'something' yellow
Venue: Guess where,
yup, thats correct, school library.

ok so it was my first time outside with my totally sucky hair,
unlike elizabeth's which is like so damn straight


my bedroom+studyroom+blahblah is very messy sia.

ok, so, we were separated into groups.
I'm in group 5.
Leader:Yi Liang, & someone-whose-name-i-cant-remember
I'm in same group with Ek Jun & Jarratt.
Then, most of the time i solved Ek Jun's budget rubiks.
[its like so damn difficult to turn.]
Then, I had enough of it.
I stopped solving one side.
He said,"You're the most selfish junior I ever had."
Then he did that sound,
the signature ekjun-pouting-and-sulking-sound
then i imitate him.
then jarratt came & i ask him how was his kao ji,
then he said sth then, alfred say he fail.

We played concentration.
then so fast already, break.

Ek Jun sit like ah pek.
See, there's no yellow colour thing on him,
Jessie also.
Then, he showed me this one single piece of yellow-coloured-thread on his blue shirt.

Thats Alfred, yes the i-think-i-fail-my-kaoji alfred.

Continued with some games. which i wasnt paying attention much,
since i was playin gwith rubiks again
& watching yi liang, the pro-er person in solving rubiks than me.

I do know that people were forced to eat weird stuff.
& Jarratt was the first representative of our group.
He supposed to eat udon with chilli sauce & soy sauce.
He was like so eager to eat.

The far-left person was wearing spongebob.

End,
Percussion took down the
"Time To Graduate" letters & spelled lots of words.
Above is just one of them.

Percussion went arcade.
Met family after that.
Mum, Dad & Sis changed handphones.
Mum from Nokia 6125 to Nokia 6300
Dad from Nokia 6280 to N81[not 8gb]
Sis, from SE K608i to SE W580i
Me, from K610i to K610i-scratched & always off itself.

& you have just read the chapter of one day of Story Of My Life

alright

i prefer school than holidays.
damn, i know, not a soul is viewing my blog,
since the hit counter is rising mostly because of my very own viewing.

fine, i'll go talk to pete.

bummer,

can someone just slap me in the face
& ask me to stop emo-ing,
please?

SSSS

story of my life, get in.

urgh,
arrogance is hated.
arrogance is stupid.
stupid people are stupid.
just like that bastard who stabbed me.

dugh

Story of my life, get in.

EK JUN!!
MCR IS EMO!!!

someone, please,
i NEED to go to My Chem Concert,
I need tix!!
someone, who's kind enough,
PLEASE donate more or less 95 bucks to me.

yyyy

you reached 1000, bloggie.
people, if you love me, help me reach 2000

story

We have to talk.
I've been wanting to say this.
Go on.
Well, I think we should stay away from each other.
What?! Why?!
You love me.
No, I loved you.
Its gone, the feelings gone.
Its her, isn't it?
That bitch.
NO,
YOU ARE THE BITCH SYUHADA.
Don't try to frame her.
I know you're trying to make her look guilty.
Don't think I'm stupid just because you have the brains.
Just shut up, you bastard.
NO, YOU SHUT UP, BITCH.
GET OUT OF MY LIFE,
I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN.
I CAN'T STAND PEOPLE LIKE YOU CRAPING.

& she stood there,
tears falling from her face.

sciencer&d

stupid people are stupid.

ok

ok, i'm switching back to emo mode

tagg

Tag reply[to MUMMY]

&& linked =)

hr

i am now chatting with jeremy,
and he says i'm emo,
cos i listen too much mcr.
wth
am i?

i thought

This post is for that someone who offended me.

i thought we shared something,
but we didn't.
i thought we connected,
but we never did.
i thought we were quits,
but we weren't.
i thought we had it going,
but you refused.
i thought we were close,
but you didn't want to be.
i thought i knew you,
but i didn't.
i thought you considered my feelings,
but you hurt me real bad.
i thought you cared,
but you're just plain selfish.
i thought i trusted you,
but your words broke that trust.
i thought we understood each other,
but you didn't.

& i thought we were friends,
well i thought wrong.

ughh

what does he think i am,
a nobody?
a nobody that is pushed around all the time?
a nobody who doesn't care?
a nobody who doesn't have emotions?
since when did anyone ever care about me.
he ignored me,
my feelings.
so i'm showing a side of myself
that noone's ever seen
i have to stand up,
i don't care if he does that to me again.
i need to show that i'm no pushover,
i need him to shut up.
just shut up and get out of my life.
to think that i was talking to him a few minutes ago.
i was clueless,
& he made me feel even more stupid.
does he know how it feels like?
to think that you're a loser.
i care,
he doesn't.
& i am unloved again.

Malaysia trip

The trip was fun.
Will post about it later.


Bye.

GOOD

Parent meeting.

"Basically, Syuhada is a good girl,
very consistent.
I'm very happy with her.
I like teaching her.
I'm sure if she improves,
she'll be one of the top students for O'levels"

[as quoted by Mrs Lock]

yo

SPARKIES,
WE
ARE
EXPANDING OUR TERRITORY
TO OUR NEIGHBOUR IN
42 HOURS 45 MINUTES 58 SECONDS

[in simple human language, we're going Malaysia, babehhhh]

I'm still here

EOY over.
No co.
Half of Hari Raya almost gone.
Collected like almost 250 bucks.
Then ytd spent $50 on my new bag.
Love it.
Bought it at tm.
Went with farhana, her cousin and amirah.

Today I never go sch lor.
Went to ICA building to make new passport.
Hope people will miss me.
Yesterday, I nominated myself to become sc.
I had only 3 votes from my class.
Like so pathetic rite?
I thought I was just too proud,
but Steph and farhana kept assuring me that I wasnt
Maybe lor.

I really don't know what to write about
cos my life's a mess right now.
I can't think straight.
Someone help me through this.
Please.
I was worried enough without class troubles,
now look,
two fights in two days.
Are we r7 or what?
We can't be too joking right.
So,
JIA YOU GUYS!

p.s. thanks jhong for bringing spiderman3 for us to watch
I fell in love with Tobey Mcguire's butt all over again.

Ok, tag replies.

Syu:Yan Yi
I'm updating lor

Syu:Elly
Went there A LOT of times, tagged it too. Thanks though. :))
P.s. He's EMO. Yay!!!

Syu:coolboyz
Cannot leh.

Syu:xinrong
And linked ;)

Syu:nisah
love them.

Syu:hanis
and tagged ;)

Syu:aida
HEY

posted

Ok, I'm posting
after 3649127865 days.

break.

Ok,
I broke my promise.
I have something to say.
I made up my mind the other day to stop liking him.
Coincidentally,
a random guy ask me for stead.
I agreed.
That was yesterday.
Today, he smsed me a lot about his ex.
So I indirectly asked for a break.
Because he didnt realized that I was his stead.
So I THINK I'm gonna go back to liking that someone.
GOSH
this is complicated man.

hiatus

and don't expect me to post next week, alright?
I'm on hiatus.
I don't even know what that means.

syuhada.

CONGRATS

oh ya,

CONGRATS BLOGGIE!
YOU REACH 500 ALREADY!

actually more than that lah.
i a bit slow.

Its been baboon days since I posted.
Exams, exams.
& GOSH
I STOOD, LIKE AN INCH AWAY FROM HIM.
My arm just FROZE UP.

Tag replies.

SYU:I LOVE YOU:
WHO ARE YOU

syuhada.

whatever

Exams are approaching
& I'm seriously unprepared.
Like duh.

Oh my gosh,
I suddenly feel that I am not so photogenic.
Because I can't even pose for a photo properly.
In my phone, there's like,
few.

Oh ya, I saw him.
How the hell am I supposed to end this damn feeling?
Look, I know that he's graduating and all next year.
Well, Farhana will understand this feeling.
She's in love too.
Just like me.
But unlike me,
her crush's in Sec 2.
Mine Sec 3.
EXPRESS,
TRIPLE SCIENCE.

Ohmygosh,
people of CHINESE ORCHESTRA,
help me do something.
I NEED TO FORGET HIM,
but I can't.
& that's the problem.
If I can't forget him.
I have to make something happen.
What?
More importantly,
HOW?
A guy like that
will never fall for
a girl like me.
Right?
Even if there are like other guys out there,
who's in love with me,
just as EWANNA said,
I won't, like,
be FAITHFUL.
Right?
Because I still love him.


Ok, I know i like to post lots of photos.
Why not?
These are just random stuff, alright?

This was the squishy snail which
Shahidah ended up touching with her feet.



I went to Ikea. (I like going there)
Then, this lamp reminds me of Harry Potter.
Oh ya, I just learnt that Mr Lee Kuan Yew has another name,
Mr Harry Lee.
Wooooo.


Umm, in case you can't see, I was posing with this thingy.(see below)


It looks like an egg, but its a candle.



I think this thingy's for the ice.



&& I love this cushion, but my mum just won't let me buy it.


I suddenly feel like buying something cuddly.
Like Stephanie's Mimi Mushroom.
But NOT like that RAT.


I like this sign,
at the Ikea,
I dunno why.


I like this dining table,
see, the chairs are curved to fit the table's shape.
So cool.

Note: To the Ikea staff, I am not a furniture designer but a student who loves photography. I hope this is not copyrighted stuff.


Aren't it CUTE???
I have a thing for plush toys these days.


I do not know this girl.
I was holding this lion,
when suddenly,
she took it from me,
indicating that I take a picture.
So I did.

This is Shai's rubric(is that how you spell it) cube.


This my face, & I'm signing off.

Bye.

syuhada.

a

Oh ya,
saw Tek Saing yesterday,
I was waiting for a bus at interchange.
Then I walking along the line waiting thingy,
I heard my name.
I turned around.
He was there.
I just smiled and waved.
I really miss EVPS.
I dunno why.

Syuhada.

for you, if you ever get to know me.

I've never felt like this before.
I love you,
And I mean it.
You're my one and only.
I can't bear to see you go.
Tears wet my face,
As you fade from sight,
From my life,
Out of reach.
You disappear.
I still love you,
Even though I'm a stranger
To you.
I want you to know
That I'll be there,
Longing for you to turn up.
My heart leap.
Misery flows through me,
When I see nothing
but dark space.
No you, no light.
No matter what,
I love you.
You don't know,
how much I dream of you,
how much I long for you,
how much I love you so.
Holding on tight,
hoping that you'll find me there.
Take my hand, please.
And because of you,
I live.
As days pass by,
my love for you grows.
I gotta speak my mind.
But how?
You don't know me.
Sometimes.
its better if I just let go.
Let go of you.
But there's hope.
Faith.
Belief.
Someday,
I know,
It will happen.
Why don't you get it?
I love you.
My heart flutter.
I melt,
At the mere sight of you.
The distance between us,
is never enough,
to break my adoration,
this feeling.
I try not to imagine,
what will happen,
when you're gone.
You need to know this,
before you disappear.
These few words,
it means something.
In fact,
it means everything to me.

I love you,

& will always do.

i'llgetemoish

Yesterday, yesterday.
Got relief teacher for CCL.
HE SPEAKS MALAY
cos he's from Malaysia.
AND HE TEACHED CHINESE, USING MALAY LANGUAGE.
HOW WONDERFUL IS THAT?

Today, mother tongue,
Irsyad sat between me & Natasya.
HE IS SO DAMN FUNNY SIA.

&& I LOVE WATER BABIES!

syuhada

him

Oh ya, one last pic.



Outside Sakae Sushi.
Find him yourself.
So easy.

Syuhada

i'llgetemo

Today took
lots&LOTS
of pictures.
Seriously.

I absolutely LOVE
Yan Yi's phone.
Here's a picture.(part of it)

SO preety sey..
I know Wei Sheng also want that phone.
Now, I also think its preety.
Really....


I dunno when they take this.
& in case you don't know,
thats me.


Farhana with her reborned hair.
So preety.


Cute sey..

Mr Teo rocks.
for NOT confiscating our phones when
we use them.



ATIKA-PLEASE LEAVE US MALAY GIRLS ALONE. WE ARE GETTING AGITATED BY YOU AND YOU ARE LIKE THIS BUTTERFLY THAT WON'T GO AWAY. WE DON'T NEED YOUR COMPANY.


Science was exceptionally & surprisingly
FUN.
REALLY.
We did experiments on
distillation & chromatography.

This is Yan Yi's strip thingy.


And this is mine. suckysycky.

And this is Zulaiha's.


Zulaiha actact.


This is me,Yan Yi,Elizabeth and Zulaiha's distillation se-up.

Distillation is so cool.


Zulaiha actact again.

&& the drawer of our bench at science is so filthy.
Look.

Disgusting.

Oh some pictures from last homec lesson.


This is what I was going to cook.
You guys see that ball of unshaped dough.
Yup thats mine.
I made it.
People were laughing like mad.
Especially Syahid.


Look what someone did to her apron.
Haha.

Oh ya just now,
after school,
Mrs Lock talked to me.

She said,
"Hey, Syuhada. This morning during the debate you keep doing this."
And she made an impression
of me flinging my fringe across my face.

She continued,
"I was going to count how many time you do that."

Just like how I count how many time Miss Xu wear that red dress.
Laugh out loud.

I actually wanted to talk to her about Eng Yong.
How he was lonely at times.
How the boys treat him.
So badly.
Sometimes I pity him.
Sometimes I don't.
But guyss,
he's not that bad..
I know I am going to get response from this
so, I'm signing out.

Bye, people.

Syuhada.

noco

I'm so depressed.
There's no CO practice
Yesterday,
Today,
Until after exams.
I didn't see him
For the WHOLE week.
&& there's no Prison Break
to look forward to.
Sigh.
Dad fixed my phone already.
So no worries,
For me.
How am I supposed to survive this SEPTEMBER?
I love A Lonely September by Plain White T's.
They rock.
Exams coming veryVERY soon.
Show & Tell, I don't know what to do about.
Someone
GIVE ME IDEAS!

That's right people.
I dropped my phone into the toilet bowl.
No comment.
Just that I totally suck.

Photos

Angry seh..


Baboon posing..


Apple tea rocks.



Two cans balancing.


Up, up & away...


Minty & Sweet.


Chocolate.


What I cooked for Homec Practical.



What Zulaiha cooked for Homec Practical.







The Stray Cat which I ADORE so Much.



Deoxyribo Nucleic Acid are cool.


Element Tile



The Two Books Which I Bought.







1r7 babes & dudes(urgh).


See No Evil, Hear No Evil, Say No Evil.(Is that right?)


Me & my Sis.


Aren't they Pweety??