whatever

Exams are approaching
& I'm seriously unprepared.
Like duh.

Oh my gosh,
I suddenly feel that I am not so photogenic.
Because I can't even pose for a photo properly.
In my phone, there's like,
few.

Oh ya, I saw him.
How the hell am I supposed to end this damn feeling?
Look, I know that he's graduating and all next year.
Well, Farhana will understand this feeling.
She's in love too.
Just like me.
But unlike me,
her crush's in Sec 2.
Mine Sec 3.
EXPRESS,
TRIPLE SCIENCE.

Ohmygosh,
people of CHINESE ORCHESTRA,
help me do something.
I NEED TO FORGET HIM,
but I can't.
& that's the problem.
If I can't forget him.
I have to make something happen.
What?
More importantly,
HOW?
A guy like that
will never fall for
a girl like me.
Right?
Even if there are like other guys out there,
who's in love with me,
just as EWANNA said,
I won't, like,
be FAITHFUL.
Right?
Because I still love him.


Ok, I know i like to post lots of photos.
Why not?
These are just random stuff, alright?

This was the squishy snail which
Shahidah ended up touching with her feet.



I went to Ikea. (I like going there)
Then, this lamp reminds me of Harry Potter.
Oh ya, I just learnt that Mr Lee Kuan Yew has another name,
Mr Harry Lee.
Wooooo.


Umm, in case you can't see, I was posing with this thingy.(see below)


It looks like an egg, but its a candle.



I think this thingy's for the ice.



&& I love this cushion, but my mum just won't let me buy it.


I suddenly feel like buying something cuddly.
Like Stephanie's Mimi Mushroom.
But NOT like that RAT.


I like this sign,
at the Ikea,
I dunno why.


I like this dining table,
see, the chairs are curved to fit the table's shape.
So cool.

Note: To the Ikea staff, I am not a furniture designer but a student who loves photography. I hope this is not copyrighted stuff.


Aren't it CUTE???
I have a thing for plush toys these days.


I do not know this girl.
I was holding this lion,
when suddenly,
she took it from me,
indicating that I take a picture.
So I did.

This is Shai's rubric(is that how you spell it) cube.


This my face, & I'm signing off.

Bye.

syuhada.

a

Oh ya,
saw Tek Saing yesterday,
I was waiting for a bus at interchange.
Then I walking along the line waiting thingy,
I heard my name.
I turned around.
He was there.
I just smiled and waved.
I really miss EVPS.
I dunno why.

Syuhada.

for you, if you ever get to know me.

I've never felt like this before.
I love you,
And I mean it.
You're my one and only.
I can't bear to see you go.
Tears wet my face,
As you fade from sight,
From my life,
Out of reach.
You disappear.
I still love you,
Even though I'm a stranger
To you.
I want you to know
That I'll be there,
Longing for you to turn up.
My heart leap.
Misery flows through me,
When I see nothing
but dark space.
No you, no light.
No matter what,
I love you.
You don't know,
how much I dream of you,
how much I long for you,
how much I love you so.
Holding on tight,
hoping that you'll find me there.
Take my hand, please.
And because of you,
I live.
As days pass by,
my love for you grows.
I gotta speak my mind.
But how?
You don't know me.
Sometimes.
its better if I just let go.
Let go of you.
But there's hope.
Faith.
Belief.
Someday,
I know,
It will happen.
Why don't you get it?
I love you.
My heart flutter.
I melt,
At the mere sight of you.
The distance between us,
is never enough,
to break my adoration,
this feeling.
I try not to imagine,
what will happen,
when you're gone.
You need to know this,
before you disappear.
These few words,
it means something.
In fact,
it means everything to me.

I love you,

& will always do.

i'llgetemoish

Yesterday, yesterday.
Got relief teacher for CCL.
HE SPEAKS MALAY
cos he's from Malaysia.
AND HE TEACHED CHINESE, USING MALAY LANGUAGE.
HOW WONDERFUL IS THAT?

Today, mother tongue,
Irsyad sat between me & Natasya.
HE IS SO DAMN FUNNY SIA.

&& I LOVE WATER BABIES!

syuhada

him

Oh ya, one last pic.



Outside Sakae Sushi.
Find him yourself.
So easy.

Syuhada

i'llgetemo

Today took
lots&LOTS
of pictures.
Seriously.

I absolutely LOVE
Yan Yi's phone.
Here's a picture.(part of it)

SO preety sey..
I know Wei Sheng also want that phone.
Now, I also think its preety.
Really....


I dunno when they take this.
& in case you don't know,
thats me.


Farhana with her reborned hair.
So preety.


Cute sey..

Mr Teo rocks.
for NOT confiscating our phones when
we use them.



ATIKA-PLEASE LEAVE US MALAY GIRLS ALONE. WE ARE GETTING AGITATED BY YOU AND YOU ARE LIKE THIS BUTTERFLY THAT WON'T GO AWAY. WE DON'T NEED YOUR COMPANY.


Science was exceptionally & surprisingly
FUN.
REALLY.
We did experiments on
distillation & chromatography.

This is Yan Yi's strip thingy.


And this is mine. suckysycky.

And this is Zulaiha's.


Zulaiha actact.


This is me,Yan Yi,Elizabeth and Zulaiha's distillation se-up.

Distillation is so cool.


Zulaiha actact again.

&& the drawer of our bench at science is so filthy.
Look.

Disgusting.

Oh some pictures from last homec lesson.


This is what I was going to cook.
You guys see that ball of unshaped dough.
Yup thats mine.
I made it.
People were laughing like mad.
Especially Syahid.


Look what someone did to her apron.
Haha.

Oh ya just now,
after school,
Mrs Lock talked to me.

She said,
"Hey, Syuhada. This morning during the debate you keep doing this."
And she made an impression
of me flinging my fringe across my face.

She continued,
"I was going to count how many time you do that."

Just like how I count how many time Miss Xu wear that red dress.
Laugh out loud.

I actually wanted to talk to her about Eng Yong.
How he was lonely at times.
How the boys treat him.
So badly.
Sometimes I pity him.
Sometimes I don't.
But guyss,
he's not that bad..
I know I am going to get response from this
so, I'm signing out.

Bye, people.

Syuhada.

noco

I'm so depressed.
There's no CO practice
Yesterday,
Today,
Until after exams.
I didn't see him
For the WHOLE week.
&& there's no Prison Break
to look forward to.
Sigh.
Dad fixed my phone already.
So no worries,
For me.
How am I supposed to survive this SEPTEMBER?
I love A Lonely September by Plain White T's.
They rock.
Exams coming veryVERY soon.
Show & Tell, I don't know what to do about.
Someone
GIVE ME IDEAS!

That's right people.
I dropped my phone into the toilet bowl.
No comment.
Just that I totally suck.

Photos

Angry seh..


Baboon posing..


Apple tea rocks.



Two cans balancing.


Up, up & away...


Minty & Sweet.


Chocolate.


What I cooked for Homec Practical.



What Zulaiha cooked for Homec Practical.







The Stray Cat which I ADORE so Much.



Deoxyribo Nucleic Acid are cool.


Element Tile



The Two Books Which I Bought.







1r7 babes & dudes(urgh).


See No Evil, Hear No Evil, Say No Evil.(Is that right?)


Me & my Sis.


Aren't they Pweety??