You're never mine.

Surprisingly Art wasn't bad, not as bad as History.
Even though I was scolded and made to sit in front of the class, with George.
Being me, I should have sulked,
but I guess I wasn't me today.
What happened was...

George:& the sound quality for Nokia very good.
Syu:Ya, like N81.
George:N81 sucklah.
Nat:Nokia phone so bulky.
Gloria:Ok...what's that boy & girl's name at the back?[talks to huimin]
Gloria:Syu...ha...na, la. Syu..ha..da.. &..George? Bring your table and chair to the front.

silence
silence
silence

Gloria:Come to the front. George:No need.
Gloria:Come to the front.
George:No need.
Gloria:Come to the front.
George:No need.
Gloria: I ask you to come to the front.
[menotcertainedonwhattodo]

Took our chairs.
Crossed our legs,
& started drawing.

Aida asked me what happened,
i just say I don't know

Then I kept drawing a christmas wreath until George asked me what I was doing.

Syu: I'm drawing a Christmas wr... Can't even pronounce.
George:[tries to pronounce it]

All this time, I kept drawing that, and guess what,
George was trying to draw scenes from Secret for his poster.
Okay, that just doesn't make sense.
What would, Jay Chou, a Tofu Car, a Grand Piano and an Erhu be doing in a poster for a damn restaurant?
Then he act goodygoody, keep going to Gloria.

Gloria:What is your theme for the restaurant?
George:Eurasian, American?
Gloria:This is Singapore you know. Eurasians eat what?

[georgethinks]

George:Potatoes?

At that, I laughed.
POTATOES?
WTH?

Syu:Potatoes?!
George:They don't eat rice what.
Syu:But potatoes?! Classic.

Ok lol. Today there was sth wrong with my digestive system.Then just now science test, got one question sth to do with gastric, I think the answer is distilled water. I kept saying I need distilled water.
Until I found my very ancient axe oil.
Its expired since 2006 lol.
And the first time I sniffed it,
its like fucking nice.
& immediately I started sniffing it again,
& again,
You get my point.
No its like damn nice.
I AM ADDICTED.
And Khalis really need to improve his aiming skills.
EGGz took some pictures today, but its in Tau's phone.
Natasya hair band broke, And its like damn thick.

Saw -ehhem- today.
I know why only see him on Thursday.
He's PE period mah,
WAAAA, CAN SEE HIS SEXY LEGS!

Today's practice change to tomorrow.
Okay, I think ____ likes ______.
His attitude is damn different towards ______.


Bored.

My drug:)

Brown u.

I have to accept it, don't I?

I look so much different elsewhere.

MATT LYSGAARD!!!
HE IS A FUCKING GOOD SINGER.
I WONT TELL YOU WHO HE IS!!

Its a god damn arms race.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=YxlUNYeWs1o

Just watch damnit.
Woo, syafiq r3 noticed I was wearing eyeliner.
But he said my glasses like science lab one.
Sighsigh.
Tomorrow got CO yea?

Okay, yesterday I called Far to complain about my damn _______.
She does nothing but sleep, eat,complain, blames others & stuff.
I really hate her, if anyone wanna know what the words are ask me.
But I'm guessing some of you know already.

WAAAA, tau say I use eyeliner, like very depressing my face.
People don't notice cause my HUGE specs blocking mah.
Except Jiexin.
HAAAA, JIEXIN I GOT ONE MORE PIC OF YOU AND NATASYA.
lame.
lolololol.
But I won't post lah.

Just now Far take video of me singing Jenny Was A Friend Of Mine,
damn funny lah.

Shai bought her eyelash curler to school.
I quite nervous to use, so I didn't.
My stupid hair like so dry just now,
but who cares right?

Godgod, please let him notice me this year.
Sighsigh.
Oh ya, Jaslen has a second piercing, no fair.
I don't think she told her parents, did you?

George says that EVERY teacher read my article on the board behind.
WALAO,
HE COPY MY LITERATURE ANSWERS SIA,
THEN SYAHID COPY HIM.
WTH?
LATER I KENA BLAME HOW

Today, I think 2r7 is hated by a lot of teachers,
including Jamie Tan & Lavania.
EVEN MAZLAN,
FUCKER.
HE LAUGHED WHEN MY PHONE FLEW OUT OF MY HAND.
Some guys were playing and kickin chairs.
MAZLAN WAS MUMBLING SOMETHING ABOUT NOT REPLACING CHAIRS IF ITS DAMAGED OR STH.
WHO CARES?
We complain to Mrs Lock about the teachers already.
I kept raising my hands
behind the backs of these people & thats why my phone fell.
Sigh.
Walked 3/4 the way home with Amirah.
Then started raining, so took bus.
I nothing to do mah.
Don't think there is homework.
Is there?
I seriously want a hoodie.
But I don't want it for my bday.

I WANT A FUCKING HOODIE.

BOB BRYAR AND RAY TORO PLAY GUITAR HERO.

AND BOB IS BETTER AT IT THAN RAY.

The 8 Dwarfs

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAISARAH!!!

Today really isn't a good day.
FUCK
I FORGOT TO BRING HOME MRS LOCK TY GIFT FOR MY PARENTS,
oh well, it isnt really that nice,
BUT SHIT
GOT THANK YOU LETTER FOR MY DAD
SHITSHIT.
MUM SAY SHE DIDNT SEE ME BRING HOME
PLEASEPLEASE LET IT BE AT SCHOOL.

I think I'll stop listening to Iron Maiden.

Omg, I went Hong Zhang's blog, then there was this quiz,
I type my name,
& out comes this.

Syuhada[noun]:
A person of questionable sanity who starts their own cult.

Wow, wonder what that means.
Watching Heroes today.
Maybe Saturday I going arcade or just going out.
If going arcade,
ANYONE WANNA FOLLOW ME OR NOT?

when you wake up, dreams are never real.

You dream about something you want,
you see it so clearly in your mind,
as if you're really there.
For example, you are on a date,
with your crush.
Will you want it to end?
No, I don't want it to.
You wake up,
& you realized it was never really true, wasn't it?
You were so happy,
the moment you wake up, it was just a dream.
You are so right.
Sometimes I really want to keep on dreaming,
convincing myself its real.
I would never want to wake up.
I don't want it to end.
But then life is real, unlike dreams.
Get used to it sucker.

And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds.

Falling in love with Fall Out Boys, dammit.

1. My Chemical Romance
2. The Killers
3. Fall Out Boys
4. Avenged Sevenfold
5. Flyleaf

Why I always kena during big group man?
Steph got her drums back.
Jaslen had diarrhoea.
I seriously need to find time to go to arcade.
FOR THE THE SECOND/THIRD TIME, ANYONE WANNA GO WITH ME?

I have to stop being mean to Jessie lah

Jeremy, maybe next week i return your lost.
Finish until Episode 14 already.
Eh, u faster buy Rock Band can?
I wanna play leh.

WALAO ROCK BAND NO MCR SONG

But got Flyleaf's I'm So Sick.
Very nice song.
Then got Iron Maiden also.
YES, I listen to Iron Maiden.
But,
the best song has got to be
The Killers' When You Were Young.
Omg, The Killers' songs like damn nice.
ESPECIALLY MR BRIGHTSIDE.

Then guitar hero 2 have
Avenged Sevenfold's Beast & The Harlot.
& YES I LISTEN TO THEM TOO.
Also have My Chemical Romance's Dead!,
Famous Last Words,
Teenagers &
This Is How I Disappear.
WHERE'S I DON'T LOVE YOU,
FUCK LAH,
ONE DAY I'M GOING TO PLAZA SINGAURA'S ARCADE,
PLAY DRUM MANIA.
Beside it got Guitar Freaks I think,
The other day Aida & Syafiqah played.



YAYAYA CORRECT,
SEESEESEE

"One of the major selling points of GuitarFreaks is its ability to be linked to another of Konami's Bemani games, DrumMania. This allows up to three players to join together to play simultaneously in Session Mode. During a session, the music will play simultaneously from both games, and the players' guitar and drum sounds are relayed between the two games."
(Adapted from Wikipedia)

Cool sia,
no wonder The Killers' Read My Mind vid,
they use both games.
ANYONE WANNA GO WITH ME?
Like very paiseh if go alone.
I noob in drums mah.
But last time, Imen's dad tried, than they say must have some gamecard thingy.

JIEXIN, I TOLD YOU I'LL PUT IT ON MY BLOG

George photoshopped picture,
Damn nice,
except that its going down.

I EDITTED WITH PAINT.
SEE, GEORGE FINALLY BECOME BANGLA.
HE'S BLACK

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYATHIRAH!

Ok I am so not use to being at home on a Friday before 6.
Whatever.
I AM REALLY PISSED WITH ATIKA.
Ok, so I'm taking 07, Jing Yi 7.

WALAO, I KNOW WHERE TO PRACTICE,
GO ARCADE AT PLAZA SING HAVE DRUM MANIA.

I walked home today, damn tired.
YES I WALKED HOME
Which is like around 1-2 km.
Since no CO not much happened.
Maybe something will later

Okay, so fighting with Jing Yi over the number Seven class jersey,
REALLY drains me.
HE ALREADY HAVE A LOT NUMBER SEVEN JERSEYS LAH.
He wouldn't gave in.
Ok, he insisted on having two SEVENS.
At first I didn't want to,
I told him to take 07, he don't want,
so i take 7.
Then he told me to take 07, I don't want,
& he would take 7.
then we argued, shouted,
everything was hysterical.
Then at last, we both agreed that we both have the same number,
SEVEN.
But its kind of weird having two people with the same number on their backs.
And come to think of it 07 is nicer than 7.
So sorry to disappoint you Jeremy, but,
MAYBE I'm gonna stop fighting for my rights with Jing Yi.
I still deserve that number though, right Celeste?


Today was the O level results thingy.
And I just came back from celebrating my sis results after practice.
Practice was fuckingly okay,
Jessie didn't come, as her usual self,
since she is always asking people to do something,
but she herself doesn't do it,
whateverlah.
Ek Jun's hair was a little bit diff,
during break, we called him,
& me, steph and maisarah sang, no shouted.

HEY HEY YOU YOU
I DON'T LIKE YOUR GIRLFRIEND

& he hung up
cause he didn't know my number.
Whatever.

INDONESIANS ACCENTS ARE TOTALLY SEXY

Finally saw -ehhem- after 4 days of sianness.
I THOUGHT BAND PUTTING THEIR STUFF IN CD SHELTER?
I WANT PRACTICE LEH

Oh ya Eric cut his hair. lolololololol
he told me that kaixin person from his class act in the kinship yesterday,
she was pregnant & i think she had a miscarriage. lololololololol

& OMG JING YI & JEREMY LOOK DAMN CUTE WHEN THEY WERE YOUNG.

Like wth,
Jessie just smsed me,
Practice change to thursday.
until March
& thats bad,
why?
Because, I'm used to going home late on Friday.
Because, I'm used to waiting for -ehhem- just so I can take the same bus with him.
Because, it means another chance lost of seeing -ehhem-.
Because, it means I won't really get to see -ehhem- before he graduates this year.

SIGHsighsigh

Told myself already that 2008 not gonna be really good.
I'm going to Steph's party in March, which she already started planning.

WE LOVE EACH OTHER RIGHT?

Lava calls us racists

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I suddenly missed my late grandpa.
I was thinking of him.
I'll tell you the story on how I was too late to see him for the last time.

Since February last year,
my grandpa has been in & out of the hospital.
I wasn't very sure what his illness was,
but it was really painful to see my beloved grandpa,
weak and asleep always on the hospital bed.
He needed help to chew his food,
& there was one point, he only took liquid food.
To watch him struggle to lift himself to sit wasn't a very comforting thought.
So, I did as I was told, sit in the waiting room with all my other cousins.
It was really unbearable to think what would happen the next day.
I didn't want to lose him.
One day, the doctor told us that we have to be prepared for the worst.
But I didn't.
I held on to that one tiny bit of hope in my heart.
I kept thinking that everything will be okay.
But my grandpa's condition worsen by the day,
I was coping with the new school environment,
so my mind became very occupied.
I didn't know why I didn't bother to visit my grandpa after school.
How stupid.
I really loved him.
But I really couldn't bear watching him slipped away.
My mum, being the caring person that she was,
visited him every single day.
February past and the March holidays came.
On the 13th of March, I went to the library,
only to rush back home again after my father called and said that my grandpa's condition is worst than ever.
I kept twisting my fingers around my jacket,
convincing myself that nothing was wrong.
When I finally reached his ward,
& upon seeing the room filled with family members crying,
I knew,
I just knew.
I broke down.
Lost control.
Realized that I was late,
too late.
I didn't get to see him one last time.
At the funeral,
before they covered my grandpa's face one last time,
I cried, while kissing his cheek one last time.
I have to accept that my late grandpa, has finally moved on.

Atuk, I miss you.

WAAAAA!
40 PEOPLE JOIN CO.
COOL.

I am starting to let go of my frustrations by biting my lower lip.
Hope it doesn't bleed. Went Bedok Reservoir just now.
Will be posting pictures.


My bro take one. Thats why blurry.


He damn cute right?


Flying fox-ing at Bedok Reservoir


CAMWHORING

Under my umbrella, ella, ella.

hug, HUG, HUG



Tall candy canes, nah, I think they're for birds.



Syu. :D




CAMWHORING!!

is that shadow cute or what? Teehee.


WAAAAAA

Let's kiss the pavement.



We are all thirsty & tired.




BIG FOOT DOES EXIST.
You know what I think?
I think the Big Foot legend is derived from the Andean mountaineers Miss Gloria Tan talked about.
Missing Mrs Koh.

Last Friday....





You may kiss the...uh...broom?

Not last Friday.

George says he wanna photoshop this picture.
I wanna see the outcome.

Tell me, who have not started vandalizing their table?