Do it

I know its late.

TOMORROW, BEFORE MRS LOCK COMES IN THE CLASS,
AN APOLOGY WILL BE WRITTEN ON THE BOARD KAY?

ZOMG!

Oh.
My.
Gosh.

Have you heard of the guy who had a sex change operation?
Well actually he was a girl.
But he changed his sex.
And now he's pregnant.
This really icks me.
First of all, God has made you into a fine woman, why must you change your gender?
These people will never be thankful for what God had provided them with.
Losers.

Second of all, well by right he is a woman,
but he's a "man".
And MEN, my dears, DO NOT GET PREGNANT.
What the hell is happening to this damn world?

Don't know where she belongs

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HZ!

Trained for 2.4 with Zulaiha & Farahin at Bedok Reservoir(4.5 km)
Improved a little bit,
the last time I jogged around the reservoir, I completed in 1 hour.
Today, 47 minutes.
HEY! At least improve right!
But we all know I will fail la der.
Cause I took 15 minutes to complete 1.5 km.
& for once I am standing up and facing the problem I have.
I'm doing something about it.
And I'm proud of this.
So don't come telling me what I can't do,
cause I determine my own abilities.
You better believe it.
And you better shut up.

ARGH! YOUTUBE TOOK DOWN MY POOR JLOH VIDEO.

Its not bullying what.
I even stated, "Jloh isn't being bullied." in the description column.
Damnit.

Found Uglies under my table.
But Shai still want Nat & me to share the cost of Breaking Dawn.
Now reading On Beauty.
One of the character's name is Jerome lol.
Natasya pointed that.

I need a favour from all those reading my blog.
Complete this sentence.
I like Syuhada for her _____________.

Lost in my own world.

Always learn from your mistakes.

Phone is officially busted.
Using oldie phone.
Just until Dad send it for repair.
Which I don't think will happen,
he scrimp on my phone,
but splurged on our new tv,
in which Lost looks awesome by the way.
So I don't get why I just can't get a new phone.
Whatever.
Cannot play my Pokemon already,
my Pacman also,
and Diner Dash.

I have not learn from my mistake.
Gosh, I really shouldn't have cut my hair.

EK JUN, READ THIS!
Eh, you have Step Up 2 The Streets Soundtrack CD right?
CAN LEND?!

You never know

Phone has gone cuckoo.
When I turn it on, it will only be filled with whiteness.

I lost Shai's Uglies.
Owe her a book.
Yesterday Sports Day.
Whatever.
NCC people only look at those Chung Cheng plastics.
For your info, the song they danced to is about vampires.
That is why Chris sang. "So many of them look good in here."
Inference=They looked good enough to be sucked.

So after that.
Took MRT with Farahin, Zulaiha, Tauhidah, Natasya, Shahidah, Amirah, Farhana, Farris & Asyraf.
Stopped at Simei.
All of us alighted except Asyraf.
First went to LJS,
then went KFC.
Far and Far look really sweet together.
Let's just hope she won't forget us,
even after getting who she wanted.
Made concoction.
Went home.

REMINDER: Tomorrow bring memory stick for Nabilah.

2r6 jersey is a beauty.
22 bucks only.
MUCH BETTER than that crappy tee chosen by class comm.

Listen to Push by Enrique Iglesias

Its been getting better, I think

Turned the cookies from homec into charcoal.
Its bitter like hell.
Grandma's cookies, Naufal called it.
Made to stand with Azimah cause we were late for Malay class.
Anderson joined us later.
We stood the whole lesson
Two people whom I do not know actually know that I exist now.
No practice today.
So Jing Rui(JR), Jarratt, Stephanie, Stephanie, Jaslen, Alfred and Randolph hung out at canteen.
Then Jaslen & Stephanie left.
Alfred, Jarratt and Randolph played basketball with that basketball guy, Samuel?
Then he saw I was taking video.
He smiled and waved.
The other guy was Ridzwan.,
Yes Aida, I somehow talked to him today.

GOOD-ER

Syahid's video was funnaye.
Okay the presentation about the CL reading club thingy was lame lor.
I mean Titanic?
Lol
Fortunately we didn't need to present for the Malay project.
However, Zee and me are up second tomorrow.

Mrs Lock saw the "KICK ME" & "KICK ME AGAIN" Post-its stuck to the unoccupied table at the back of the class.
Then she ask Nat whether I under great stress or something.
Syahid was really unfriendly today.
He kept turning around & giving Nat & me that attitude face.

CCL teacher didn't come today.
The relief teacher was yummy and young and nervous.
He looks really, really young.
Miss J. T accompanied him.
She was like
"I am standing here, & you're still talking? Is this how you behave?"
What, she meant she's some walking "Shh" sign we're supposed to obey?
Then when she left, I stuck out my tongue.
Julian ask me to meet him outside second floor
JQ(Cher's name is Jing sth) was a bit gullible though
I took the chance and said I had CCA at 2.45,
I did have practice, at 3.
But since I wanna pon right,
I just said I have CCA.
Then met Julian.
Then played Labyrinth, TicTacToe and Tetris on his phone.
Then ask Jarratt help us buy Bubble Tea.
Then ask everyone come meet us there.
Then watched "How to be Gangster"
Then everyone come already, except Stephie-poo & Mai.
Then open CD shelter
Then paisey, the second one open already, I kept turning the key.
Then search for whiteboard.
Then practice.
So many thens.
Randolph kena tease by Eric, Alfred & Jarratt
Then emo.
Julian go treat us Sakae Sushi.
Lol, I so noob, don't know how to use chopsticks.
Then suddenly Randolph came in & join us?
THANKS JU-POO.

So I headed home.
And when I walked through the door,
Singapore scored her first goal in the match with Lebanon.









Be strong.

Just Great

Ah shitty,
Malay project is shitty.

Hold on I go upload some videos on youtube.

So, today saw Shafique(as usual), Aizat and Azimah (: !
She look pretty as always.

"Syuhada, finally you have made yourself useful for once."

That made me think,
am I really that insignificant and worthless,
so much so that I never really did anything useful for anyone?
I am not mad at Jeremy for saying that.
It just made me really wonder what I'm here for.

And Yanyi still can say I'm optimistic.
Lol.

What the hell is wrong with you today?
Not a hello or a smile from you.
Do you know how cold you made me feel?
Since that day,
you have really became a stranger to me,
but a friend to others.

"Are you thinking what I'm thinking, B1?"

Bob always play with his mouth open.
CUTE, I like luh. ((:
Psst, he play Guitar Hero.

Georg Listing is hot also okay.

Bob Bryar is MCR's drummer lah der. (:
AND ITS GEORG not George,
even though its pronounce as George.
Georg plays bass for Tokio Hotel.

BOB'S HOTNESS OWNS GEORG'S!

Starting now

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EWANNA!

Realized I'm a disorganized person.
So, I just bought a notebook and Post-its.
Gosh, Post-its are expensive sia.

REMINDER: Link Julian.

I cannot believe I bitch about * just now.
Kept saying GL GF GL to Weisheng.
Then immitate *.
Then * saw.
I think.
DIE

Okay, now I forgot what to blog about.

Turning Point

I am so hooked on Maisarah's blog song.

After today's class at the mosque, I began to think that I take my mother for granted,
I need to change my ways, I have to kick my bad habits. Any day can be the last I ever kiss her cheeks.

Thanks to everyone who helped to carry the instruments

I do not know why I am commenting on almost everyone's friendster

Yes honey.

Happy Belated DAD!

Overall I think the performance was ok.

Still don't think Percussion was very good.
Whatever.
So while waiting, was very emo because of ehhem.
Not a good sign.
My feet hurt because of the damn shoes.

I AM NOT ACT CUTE-ING






So today surprise, surprise,
I went to Jeremy's house,
with Hong Zhang, Jing Yi and Ser Kai
to play Rock Band.
En Yong was waiting at Jeremy's house.
Khalis came later.
They were supposed to do their Lit project
My hand and foot coordinations suck can?
I suck on the drums,
I did a wee bit better on guitar.
YOU STILL OWE ME A SONG.
That really cheered me up.
I will post videos when I can.
For my sake, Jeremy named our band MCR which supposedly came from Paris,
No originality lor.
Jing Yi had such a low voice unlike Ser Kai, who could really sing high-pitch.
It was damn fun.
Then we all went home,
cause Jeremy had to go out with his uncle or something.

You don't mind if I come again do you?
(PRACTICE)

They were eating lunch.

Waiting for bus,
Jeremy damn impatient lor.

Jeremy & En Yong

That's my character.

Sheesh, now I have no earpiece.
Cause I using Sis' one mah,
then she just got her new laptop from RP,
she charged her mp3 lor, then she asked for her earpiece back.
Dunno what I gonna use.

You have changed so much,
you barely have time for me anymore.
I pretended to be okay but I was really dejected.
You're not the person I knew.
I liked you just the way you are,
Why the hell did you change?
I wished things were the way before,
when you were my gay friend.


PERCUSSION!
=)

Rawr.

Natasya: Yao Zhi,
(he turns around)
She say she scared of you.
(points to me)
Yao Zhi: (raises both hands like a cat)
Rar.
(turns back around)

I'm not scared of him, just intimidated.

My msn name two days ago was

syu-poo took the same bus as __-poo

Then, yesterday someone(you should know who you are) asked Maisarah about something(you should know what it is).

Yesterday so late sia rehearsal ended.
George asked me to get myself a PSP as a birthday gift for him.
Then, Jeremy ask me to get myself a PS2.
So he can lend me something.
But, I'm broke.
Okay, I never noticed who witnessed the fight I had with Eric.
But one of them is Shi Yong.

Yesterday, me and Maisarah were being SUPER friendly.
And Percussion like so extra during Choir's performance.
We were like clapping along to the songs instead of planning where to put the instruments
on stage.
Then today Percussion sit on the chairs right,
Steph(Sec 3), Maisarah & me, were like

AM I CUTE?
(did a victory sign and put it next to our cheeks, batted our eyelids, and grin widely)


PEPPER!

a bloody monday

One term has passed

VL-Talked about why are the Populars popular and why the Rejects rejected
1st EL-Did the alumni letter thingy
Recess-The malay sec 1 bitches find fault with Farhana and ask Tau for her number cause one of their cousins wants to know her.
Can you believe how lame this people are?
Malay was the most suckiest period just now.
I was made to stand again.
Like some rebel.
Science-Did practical(finally)
Math-Copied uncompleted Sci homework from George.
2nd El-Error Analysis

Stayed back ACTUALLY to discuss about music
Then, whatever-ed.
Saw Yiliang's back. Then wondered why he never carry his dizi.
Then went canteen,
and The Case for The Missing Dizi was solved.
Yanyi and Elly were carrying it. Lol
Practice was fun.
A bit better than that stupid day.
Still, it was a bloody Monday.

HAPPY BELATED TO STEPH, WAN JUN AND GEORGE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALFRED!
My birthday,
uh, wait.



19 days more.
My calculation so slow.
SHIT
I haven't do HeyMath Quiz.
Due already lah

Okay, so Percussion was given a talk by Celeste and Lee Chuang.
(interrupted by erhu people)
I cannot change my mindset that we suck.
I never realize Percussion is very united,
until Celeste said that we are, unlike the _____ group,
got so many cliques here and there.
(I coughed)
Need to buy white shirt,
told Mum, then Dad cut in,
"Wear mine, unisex what."
It
is
fucking
big.
Eh, can wear flats?

Music and Lit project not done.
YAY
TOMORROW EXCUSE FROM IPW!

Julian's phone damn nice.

Shai was adding poo to all our names
I'm syu-poo.

Worst practice ever

150th post
Go on,
say it,
I suck like hell.

I never should have bothered in the first place,
never should have covered for Stephanie and Jessie.
It only made Conductor look down on us more.
If he wants to say percussion suck,
just say it.
I wont take it wrongly like I did when Koknam or Yiliang said it.
Cause,reality check, we do suck.
And I learnt that.
Conductor just gave me false hope when he gave me that thumbs up.
I really like that song,
& it just doesn't sound right without the drum part(Jessie),
so I volunteered myself to play but I know only two parts,
then got one part is

RL RLR R R

It looks easy lah
Then I dunno how to play cause somehow I never hear Jessie play that before.
So, I got that look from Conductor.
Then the third song is the cymbals(Stephanie).
I DO NOT HAVE THE SCORE.
Conductor shouldn't have blamed me because,
by right Steph should play,
but I played for her also.
But only knew some parts.(I not pro)
I shouldn't have bothered, really.
People would think I act pro(which I'm not).
But I was really covering for them,
because not playing at all is worst than playing wrongly.

Steph's(sec2) birthday party was quite fun.
Even though I sat and stare at the people most of the time.
The outside perspective is really interesting.
I listened to the conversations and laughed myself most of the times.
And I finally had the guts to sms Eric after getting his number from Alfred.
I apologized,
and he said he should be the one apologizing.
So all is well.
Reminder: Jeremy owes me a song on Guitar Hero 3.
Thanks Xinrong for keeping me company while I sit and stare.
I really appreciate it.
Steph looks real pretty,
and no, she doesn't look like an ah ma, Hong Zhang.
Steph's Mum was really cool.
Ser Kai: ASSHOLE
Steph's Mum:We all have one what.
All of us: ???
Steph's Mum: Someone said asshole what, we all have one, unless you have two.
Lol.
I don't wish to have a curfew,
because I had to go home like damn early,
and didn't even stay to cut cake.
Steph must be really disappointed.
Wan Jun brought the design for the class tee, NOT JERSEY.
And the class tee, NOT JERSEY design sucks.
Its black,
the front is 2r7 '08, red and bloody font.
The back is all our names and register numbers, not in order.
I remember the first few names are Atika(-.-) 16, George 35, Mike(Nat) 10 and syu 15.
Jing Yi & me fought over the number seven like for nothing lor.
Then Amirah get 7 cause she register number seven.

Wth, my younger sis and bro watching HSM2.

A class forum is pointless if you keep anti-ing people.
A class forum is for discussing stuff
not bitching about classmates whom you know will see the comments.
The meaning of class unity is already lost.
I don't think people will mind if they were arguing whether a PSP or Nintendo DS Lite is better.
But saying whether Hong Zhang/Derrick sucks and saying they nerd or things like that?
Isn't that a bit too extreme, people?
I mean, high socks don't make people nerds.
Thats not my point.
I think we should just forgive HZ even after what he did.
What he said was wrong,
& I believe he did that out of anger and/or jealousy.
Maybe Yanyi & Hong Zhang can just discuss how you guys feel.
Anyway, its just a suggestion.
I am not standing up for Yanyi/HZ/Derrick,
I am standing up for what is right.

P.s. Hate me for all I care for I think this is one thing
I can do for the class that doesn't involves screaming.
I am a nobody in 2r7 remember?

I'm an asshole

Jeremy is the one being an ass right now,
cause seriously, emphasizing the fact that he thinks MCR sucks,
doesn't change my mind at all.
This is the second time I'm saying this,
just respect people's choice of music.
He knows that I don't have Photoshop or whatever,
he said this is an editted picture of his non-existent sister.

So, I can't un-edit it.
Who knows he might be lying.
Maybe its a picture of the 'her'
he's taking about in his blog posts,
since he said the 'her' and his sister is so much alike.

I shouldn't be happy.

Yesterday was really, really weird.
I kept seeing people who looks like Irsyad, Naufal and Kiang Yong.
Except that they are like 19 or something.
Wee-ird

I'm alone at home.
Finished watching Lost 3 until Season Episode 8 just now.
And I have absolutely nothing to do right now.

Oh, two people rated my "Poor Jloh" video on youtube.
Who sia?
Noone left a comment,
except me.

Sometimes, you just have to be different.

STEP UP 2 WAS AWESOME

Gosh, I talk in my sleep.
Sis and Grandma said I talked to Pepper in my sleep.
What a weird person.

What the hell, Jeremy soo does not have a sister.

The day after tomorrow is my Grandpa's death anniversary.
I seriously miss him.

Escape The Fate has a new singer,
Craig Mabbitt.
Wow.
Ronnie(former lead singer) has really big eyes.

I know it won't work out.
I know it never will.
Cause sometimes we're like the the same poles of a magnet,
repelling each other every time we're near.
I do feel something for you.
But its fading with the days that past till the day you graduate.

Why is it so difficult to find a blog skin that shows titles?

Live together, die alone

Math Olympiad today.
I went out earlier because need to return books which were probably overdued.
Never got around to finish reading the Jeffrey Archer book.
Should borrow it again some other time.
Uglies is turning out to be a bitch for Tally,
except for the part where David kissed her.
I was like so bored, sit there, watch Elly put back the pieces of the rubiks cube cher gave us.
Pretended to ask questions.
Wanted to go Prima Deli with Shai,
but raining so didn't go.
Probably should go buy Steph's present.
But I have no mood to do anything right now.
Probably cause I will disappoint Jaslen, Maisarah and Stephanie if I won't go to the camp.
So yea,
I do have my reasons.
If anyone bought Eyes Set To Kill newest album, can lend me?
I would totally appreciate it.
Their new song Reach is totally AWESOME.

I have totally nothing to blog about.
Cause right now I'm finding a blog skin that can post the titles of my posts.

Yesterday I dreamt that Shai's MySpace account has a photo of the word Adriana and the song playing had lyrics that kept repeating Adriana.

Friends and Alibis

I am a human.
There is still a limit to what I can take.
Those comments I tried to let it slip to the ground.
Like there's a wall between me and them.
But the more I ignored it,
the more fragile that wall gets.
Finally that wall breaks.
And those comments hit me.
Yesterday was the worst crying jag I ever experienced.

"I am fed up with hearing who likes who,
who steads with who,
and what you did with each other."
That statement has officially make me out to be a very mean person.

Eric, I don't know if you're serious about changing CCA,
but please don't.
And Tauhidah, we are not having a couple tiff.

I've been writing short posts for the past few days,
so I'm writing a long one today.
Didn't go dazu yesterday because got this malay camp, whatever,
Amazingly Shiok is sucky.
I know I didn't miss anything.
Stephanie is losing faith so she ask me whether she can not go dazu.
I allowed her to not come,
it was really pointless for her.

Victor taught Alfred and me some "drumming techniques".
He has a drum set at home sey.
He told me drum courses are a waste of money.
I had better learn myself,
IF I had a drum set.

There is something wrong with my left earpiece.
Music sounds really weird.

Just realized that arcade at Century Square has Guitar Freaks and Drum Mania.

I'm Not Okay backwards sounds like Russian.

ATTENTION PERCUSSION
Go www.nas-co.blogspot.com for CO camp thingy.

I think I shall not go.
After yesterday, I had enough of camps.
Do not object to my decision please
cause I have my reasons for not coming.
Therefore, I rather rot at home
than rot at school, because that is what I would be doing-ROT.
I won't be enthu on that day because of some reason.
And yes I won't be setting a good example.

Face Down on Guitar Hero looks noob compared to Through The Flames sthsthsthsthsth.
When You Were Young drums on Rock Band
Is.
Bloody.
Difficult.
Pepper is with me, watching the sucky IGN preview of Dead! on GH2.
And please don't ask me why I suddenly watch this kind of videos.
Even I myself don't know.
Who's Pepper?
He's my very warm and very comforting friend who's a penguin.
His birthday is right after Nat's birthday.
He's two years old this year,
but has only been owned by me for11 hours.

DAMN BLOGGER!
Cannot post photos.

Fought with Eric.
I am a very mean person.
Shouldn't have said all those things,
shouldn't have shouted at him,
shouldn't have been mad at him for skipping practice.
What the hell was I thinking?
I am very mean.
& I feel very guilty.
What a lame fight.
Now I dunno how to face him.
I dunno whether he's still angry,
I hope not.
How to apologize to him?
Please let everything be alright tomorrow
cause its just awkward not talking to him.
Sorry Eric.

Cute hair Jaslen & Chuting.
Imen's dad is cool.
He called her lame.

I'm incomplete

Got back three papers.
Sorry if I hurt[editted] your ears when I screamed during History.

Me: ........
Cher: Why? Never study isit?
Me: Um, no.
Cher: Then why you get 18 out of 20?
Me: (Runs, jumps & screams at the same time)
Me: (cries)

Lit 26/50
EL 44/60

Went waffle-ing with Maisarah.
Even she agrees MUTHU is a flirt.

Dammit I haven't even start watching Lost 3.
I need to redo my damn comic.

Dianna draws cute people.
I don't like cikgu sey.
Suruh aku diri tak tentu pasal.
Merepek sey.

Need to keep this short.
Adios.

what is happening?

I go do my comic liao,
Later continue
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Lol, its 11:25 p.m.
I just completed my comic sia.
Finally understood what was going on between HZ and Yanyi.
Me slow, yea?
People really shouldn't be very sensitive.
2R7 my shit,
the whole class' reputation is ruined.
We better not take to heart some comments PEOPLE will make.
So yeah,
2R7 sucks.

I read all the tags it is like so funny lor,
wait i go paste here.

flo-rida: yoyoyo snoop my nigga taught me to fo shizzy mah nizzle off the hizzle, dawg!
flo-rida: i meant shizzle yo, shizzle!
chris brown: yo flo da dawg, im with you with you with you with you
flo-rida: thats so OUTDATED yo, its LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW! get it mah nigga? fo shizzle.
chris brown: i tell you wad nigga, thats so low dawg, thats so dam low.
flo-rida: low low? how bout elevator have you heard? she's stuck on my ele, elevator.
chris brown: wadever nigga, i tell you wad, i give you some kiss kiss, same like how i give your bro t-pain da nigga.
flo-rida: what?! im calling timbaland dawg! westside boys come on! timba, timbaland!
timberland: eh niggas, stop timba here timba there. i aint no timba.
flo-rida: AHA THE NAME'S TIMBALAND, *****! *takes out gun* where's the real one
rihanna: (in the background) under my umbrella, ella, ella, aa, aa, aa, under my umbrella, ella, ella, aa, aa, aa.....
flo-rida: yo rihanna whats rockin? give me that umbrella *snatches umbrella* im under her umberella, ella, ella, eh, eh!!
rihanna: and i hate that i love you sooooooooooooooooooooooooo
flo-rida: who me? ahhhhhhhhhh get away from me!! you know what. i dont know what. im confused. a confused black @ss nigga
t-pain: yo dawg, come on let me getcha some kiss kiss
flo-rida: low low low low low low low's still hanging on!!!! u see my apple-bottomed jeans, boots wif the fur?
shaggy: whats wif the party yo? girl youre my angel, you're my darling angel.
usher: no matter what i do, all i think about ISH EUUU. even when im wif my boo, u noe im crazy oover euuu.
t-pain: i like the bartender...
my chemical romance: (working as a bartender) i dont love you, like i did, yesterday...
green day: IM ON, HOLIDAAAAAAAAAY!! whens sept gonna end? *bored* heyy whats wif the many niggas bartender?
green day: dude, do u even know whats a proper mosh? u'd die if i throw u into a mosh pit!
my chemical romance: we aint no nigga although we sing the black parade, get it smarty pants?
flo-rida: no, not pants u swine! its APPLE BOTTOMED JEANS YO *takes out guns*
simple plan: you guys gonna miss me when im gone, oo-oo, ooo-ooo, oo-oo, you gonna miss me when im gone though im sorry i cant be perfect..
sting: hey chill florida. every step you take, every move i make. i'll be missing euuuu
simple plan: yo sting yo, i know youre gonna miss me when im gone *continue oo-oo, oo-oo, oo-oo*
maroon5: hey simple plan, arent u guys dead? i asked her to stay, but she wouldnt listen
avril: when youre gone, the pieces of my heart is missing you, when youre gone... hiie maro0n5ie, dunnch snattchh miiee siimplee plann kkiess?
sum41: hey lay off maroon! lavigne's mine!
avril: euuu makkiiee miiiee sh0 h0rrtt worrhhx, makkiee miie wanna dr0p, euurre sh0o riidiculouuss w0rrxx
chris brown: wads a lavigne man dawg, can eat?
sum41: wake up b1tch you're all mine!! *slaps u* *doubleslap. like jigglypuff*
ash: pikachu! i choose you!
flo-rida: yo my niggas gonna go yo. word.
snoop: fo shizzle my nizzle nigga, yoyoyo snoop in the house
charmander: *fire blast*
snoop: snooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
chris brown: i tell you wad niggas, i gotta go now, but remember, im with you with you with you with you with you

THAT WAS SO FREAKING HILARIOUS.
Maybe thats Julian and Ek Jun.
But they were planning to say this, (i know, they told me)
J: A
EJ: S
J: S
EJ: H
J: O
EJ: L
J: E