Happiness is an illusion of fate

Eleven days of not blogging has left me really bored.

Actually, its a record for me this year.

But I guess it was good since the computer broke down during mid years.

Studied quite hard, cause the stress was coming to me.

With Sis adapting to poly life, and younger sis not studying at all for her exams, I felt the burden was on me to live up to my parents' expectations.

Speaking of polys,

I need to say something that has been n my mind for quite a while,

I seriously get pissed when I look at the new poly female students wriggling their butts in their clearly, very short shorts and carrying their new laptops, hand in hand with a new guy they just met and acting as if they are so matured, they have all the freedom they want. Not to mention, purposely showing off their cleavage when sitting on front of a guy.

Such bimbos.

And I partly meant my sister.

Minus the shorts and the cleavage part

Meet the parents' on 23 May, and yes, I'm actually scared that Mrs Lock would rat out on me about the verbal-bullying-the-guy-who-broke-his-foot-by-jaywalking-and-its-not-my-problem-he-can't-walk incident.

Guess I shouldn't have done that.

Geography paper was easy but in between a throbbing head and the cramps I kept getting sinceI was having my period, I couldn't think that straight.

Math was okay, and I know I lost five marks because of the simultaneous equation question.

History drained me. Science just now was,

neh, I don't wanna talk about it.

Been fetching my little brother,

cause I was home,

and Mum's having joint problems.

Kept telling her to sleep, but she can't cause she's not used to it.

Then, the other day, ______ fell and hit her head on a chair. And ______ didn't even realize she had fell. And when she fell I felt no emotion whatsoever.

Cause seriously you know ______ pisses me off.

Mum was worried about her,

but me, I just felt blank.

That probably sounds inhuman of me,

but hatred can make people do unexpected things.

I don't mean that

I was being really edgy on Wednesday,
Sorry Jeremy for shouting at you on MSN.
It was the stress of exams,
I really broke down that night.

Compos down,
main papers for EL and ML too.

Happy BELATED birthday Chuting!
Happy Birthday Mum!

I had a weird dream the other day.

One day, Mrs Lock wanted to quit teaching.
And wanted to take over her sister's duck rice stall,
(i don't even know if she has a sister)
So, the scene changed to me standing beside Zulikraam,
and next to him was my mother.
Told Mum about Mrs Lock quitting teaching,
then she looked at me,
and turned back to stare at something that Zul was also staring at.
I do not know why Zul suddenly appear in my dream.
Okay, then, suddenly, I was in our first level classroom.
The whole 2r7 was there except Syahid and Natasya.
Dunno why.
Ok, so the screen was down.
George had turned to glare at me,
And I was glaring at him back,
I remembered I was angry at him because of something, but don't know exactly what.
I spotted something familiar on the screen.
It was Pepper,
and Mrs Lock was holding a knife dripping with blood on one hand
and Pepper on the other.
I assumed she KILLED PEPPER.
(exactly how, I wonder as he wasn't even alive to begin with)
Suddenly stood up dropping my chair, with George still glaring at me.
Ran to the screen and started clawing it.
Without any reason, the whole dream changed to me being at TM alone and only the shopkeeper of the shop where we are making our tees.
I asked the keeper if my shirt was ready,
He took it out,
it was really plain,but nice at the same time.
Its black, and the words are red and white.
When I unfolded that shirt,
inside was a MIDDLESBROUGH jersey,
but somehow it looked like Barcelona jersey?
But it had the word 'Middlesbrough' printed on it.
So I unfolded that shirt, and out come posters of different sizes.

At that point I suddenly woke up,
thinking that finally, the class tee had been made,
but no.
So I went back to sleep

It Ain't that sweet

Nat didn't come today.
Very bored
Relatively very boring day.
Stayed back outside AVA there,
Zee was there.
Weisheng and gang swarmed the table I was sitting at,
then Alvin and Weisheng play Tennis with his phone and mine.
I practically suck at that.
Kay, so I stayed back and study.
Um,
practiced my Math-algebraic fractions
and did a mindmap on World population growth.

I KNOW WHAT JEREMY DID TO PEPPER

PHONE IS FIXED!

Feeling real hyper,
cause I got my phone back.
I MISS IT LIKE SHIT

Lit was slack cause Mr Lim had nothing for us to do.
So I revised my Math, later got Math test.
I have completely forgotten about Chapter 5!
That was the time when I was slacking during Math,
cause Miss Chua is really very boring.
History next, and I got only 10 for March holiday assignment.
Effort doesn't really count in this test though(my opinion).
I didn't bring home my History textbook during the one week hols,
and I actually searched for it on the Net,
and found this powerpoint slides sharing site.
The ppt on the whole chapter was there!
And since you need to have an account to download it,
I just copied and typed (literally) onto a word document.
Then, I had to write the whole essay out.
Thats effort okay.
But relax, I still get 9.
Cause source-based qs I got 1/10,
overall is 10,
so I get 9 for essay (:
Okay so all of the above info was redundant.

Recess stayed in class to revise for Math again.

Mother Tongue, we went through Northbrooks Secondary exam paper.
Fell asleep again,
cause yesterday watch Heroes season finale,
It.
was.
crap.
la.
Don't think I'll watch season 2.
Math test!
Okay, so i had spent Lit and recess period to study for chap 5,
then I didn't study for chap 10 -.-
The questions on chap 10 was damn hard la.
Left some of them blank.
I thought after math was break so, I so happy,
then see that noone stood up.
Then Weisheng say it wasn't break,
then sat down.
FALSE HOPE!
Science did mindmap again,
mindmap is quite effective.
BREAK!
EL, when Mrs Lock addressed the issue on verbal bullying.
I was thinking of G.
Damn that G.
Cursed him again today.
IPW was cool,
Jeremy's group obviously will ACE their IPW.
This is what Shai told me about what he did with Pepper.
Jeremy holds Pepper and pokes Syahid with Pepper's hand
"Bad Syahid(points middle finger.)"
Okay that sounded a bit confusing.
Kay, nevermind.

I HAD THE URGE TO STUDY TODAY!
Actually wanted to sit outside AVA.
Zulaiha and Farahin went to study with me.
Then Zul wanted to go tmart to buy bubble tea for a while,
and we ended up studying at MC at tmart there
SAW THE NEWLY-APPOINTED PERCUSSION SECTIONAL LEADER ,
Steph!
You damn good la you, you were already there when I came,
then when I go home you still there!

Today will post lots of pictures,
but very outdated.
the last picture on my phone was during Sports Meet-28 March
(three weeks ago)
On the way,




candid


waiting for another mrt

Farahin's funny face lol



Lift, basement level, EAST POINT
Tauhidah looks like she's strangling herself.

burnt cookie

julian's drawing

Sakae Sushi trip


Jar!



notice steph's hands



Randolph!

how much the guys ate.

thats all.

When the day met the nght

I have disciplined myself to start studying,
cause I have been slacking a lot lately.
(I don't study for tests)

Just started cursing G cause he can do it,
so why did we have to give in to him?

INDONESIANS ACCENTS ARE SEXY!
I seriously like Anderson's accent la.
The way he speaks is like,
when I'm doing my work,
I will stop and listen to his voice.
Okay, I sound stalker-ish.

Math was blah,
WEISHENG AND KHALIS EVIL
Throw Pepper around.

I agree with some tworsevenians that we have no class spirit.
Cause seriously.
Look at the amount of bitching we have in the class.
I think I'll make my own jersey, thank you very much.

Never that simple

Yesterday was freaky.
HZ gave me a piece of advice that I don't think I will ever follow.
Cause its just not me.

Thanks Aida for lending me Pretty Odd.
Sorry I caused a scratch on it.

Bogusly Real

Investiture was okay.
I admit I was showing favouritism by clapping for some
and not clapping for others.

Hui Hui's speech was,
just wow.
Read Shai's blog on how she and Nat can't get over the fact that Celeste is real pretty.
Lol.

Went library today with Farhana, Amirah, Zulaiha and Farahin.
SAW MUM TODAY! :D
Missed her loads.
Hugged her like shit.

Feeling emo,
shall not talk about ANYTHING in detail.

You stood out in the crowd.
All I could see were the nasco chairs and you alone.
I shouldn't have gone to the investiture,
cause it only reminded me of you graduating.
You were all that I ever wanted,
except that you can never be mine.
Happy Advanced Birthday.
Even if you never read this.
You kept me going when I was having a rough time at school.
You made my day, yesterday, today, tomorrow and forever.
I will miss you.

funky yellow boots

HAPPY BELATED NORDIYANA AND MARDHIANA!

Okay, quick post.
Universal Music Group has released Flyleaf's Fully Alive music video three days ago.
I have to admit I never bother looking the video up since I thought Flyleaf didn't have a major record deal.
It turns out they did though.

BELATED PRESENTS WISH ALERT!
A pair or earpiece/headphones(monster or those like Imen's)
MCR shirt
COLOURFUL/BLACK HOODIE!
Shades
AND
I seriously need shoes.
My school shoes are worn out,
while the sole of my slipper is too thin, I can fall anytime.
My flats are starting to wore out
and my sneakers are blegh.

Feeling greedy la.


Those aren't my specs.
(Look below)



You'll be missed.

You won't understand

First time late for school.
I shouldn't have brought my Math 2B textbook,
cause today got Math Olympiad.

REMINDER: Link Jarratt and Khalid

TAKING 5 WILL BE SHOWING ON KIDS CENTRAL(urgh).
I will so be watching it
Psst, featuring The Click Five.
Speaking of them, they coming to Singapore for their tour.
It would be great if I catch them live.

Speaking of tours...



My Chemical Romance is almost finishing their Black Parade tour,
after which they would start recording for the new album.

Speaking of albums(so many speaking of),
Panic At The Disco released a new one called, Pretty Odd.
Maybe I shall go buy?

So what?

The title is random.

So class was a bit fun today.
My butt still hurt from sitting on the bike too long.
I brought Jessie's bubbles,
which she didn't want.
So I bring lor, go extra.

Then all the people at the back right side, right back side(backside!), back on the right,
played with the leftover balloon from Saturday's party,
which I filled with water.
It look like a boob,
Horny!

"Jeremy, I think you drop your boob."

2r7's going to Beijing,
I'll probably be going for the experience la.
But damn ex, even after it has been subsidized
and if Dad can afford this,
WHY CAN'T HE AFFORD TO BUY ME A NEW PHONE?
I sound so materialistic, sheesh.

I feel guilty, yet again.
Will not elaborate.

Dory is reading Harry Potter says:
the prostitute is a transexual la

'wEi__sHeNg 1-12 1053r says:
then what is transexual sia?

'wEi__sHeNg 1-12 1053r says:
my english kinda suck

Dory is reading Harry Potter says:
guy have sex change operation

'wEi__sHeNg 1-12 1053r says:
;O

Dory is reading Harry Potter says:
become girl

Dory is reading Harry Potter says:
ya

'wEi__sHeNg 1-12 1053r says:
siao

Dory is reading Harry Potter says:
people dunno how to appreciate their own gender

'wEi__sHeNg 1-12 1053r says:
he cut off his _____ ?

'wEi__sHeNg 1-12 1053r says:
ya lor

Dory is reading Harry Potter says:
NO LA, they still have their penis

'wEi__sHeNg 1-12 1053r says:
that measn they hav both?

Dory is reading Harry Potter says:
no, they have a penis, and they do sex with a guy so its penis to penis

'wEi__sHeNg 1-12 1053r says:
eww disgusting

First time chat with Weisheng like damn long today!
Found out we had a lot of common experiences.
HIGH 5!

Mrs Lock ask who wants to go to the CCA investiture thing,
I was the first to raise my hand.
"Got SC right?"
You know why I asked.
Speaking of SCs, Shen Hang, or sth is the President of the Student Council.
Just now, after school he walked past the class room,
without thinking I shouted, "Bye President!"
"Huh?"
I waved,
then he waved back.
Cool.

Season 4 of Lost should be good, I really want to watch it.



When I saw that floppy hairstyle, I just knew it was him.
He made my day, yet again. Thanks, even if he won't even read this.
He's the sunflower that made me smile all the time.

What's really going on

Taken from Maisarah's blog.
NASCO PERCUSSION IS LOVED!

Hi, back from Night Cycling.
From Tampines Swimming Complex to East Coast Park, is roughly 28 kilometres.
Somehow, I feel that Saturday was a long time ago.
Probably cause we cycled the whole night,
so my interpretations of day and night switched.
Crap la, don't mind me.
Won't go into detail,
just that, it was really, really tiring.
When we were passing through Changi, the carpark near the foodcourt there,
got prostitude, but she's not a girl.
You get what I mean.
I was one of the last to finish the journey,
cause when I was nearing the end point,
I started hyperventilating, wheezing whatever.
Just couldn't breathe. I panicked and immediately stopped.
Really, it was scary cause, I was making these weird noises when I tried to breathe in.
Blablabla,
We watch the sun rise.
I have never seen the sunrise before,
and believe me, it was beautiful.

Just realized got a lot of homework.

Listen to Vampire Weekend, although they may sound corny.

The guys are uber cute.
To . For your info, I've apologized to the poor boy.

Its better if I just disappear.

NO FEAR

Did he have to complain to his form teacher?
Coward.
He cannot even take a joke.
Ok fine, I know I acted like some kind of hooligan,
but it was meant to be a joke, idiot.
I just want my classroom back, now.
And please la, cannot even sit in classroom,
you think we what tigers and lions that can eat you anytime.
Such spoilt brats and COWARDS.

Was almost late for school yesterday.
Thanks for helping me carry my books.
Hope Syahid and Yanyi like their presents,
although they were nothing special.
Oh ya,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANYI!
HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY SYAHID!

Practice today.
After practice was the fun part.
Just realized that I don't really hate Jessie now.
Deep down, I know everyone has her good and bad points.
So yea, I WAS MEAN TO HER.
I bought the balloons and the bubbles
Eric bought the cakes, one for Jessie and one for Victor.
Unfortunately, Victor already knew about this small farewell party.
LC ask Percussion to got to the canteen.
Eric left 30 minutes earlier to fill the balloons with water.
Hehi.
So I was asked to occupy Jessie for a while,
J:Who wants this last MnM?
S:Lets give this to S****N.
A: NO!

That kept us occupied for about two minutes.

THEN,
WATER BOMB,
CAKE SMEARING,
SLAPPING,
CHASING EACH OTHER.

We all kena scold by Mr Fong.
Band, erhu people, elly, yanyi and yiliang saw us.
The driest was probably Maisarah.
I smelled like chocolate.
Then I went home, and realized there was chocolate mousse in my ear.

Going Night Cycling later, organized by the Mosque where I take my religious classes.

Currently waiting for Jeremy's anticipated post.

If you just realize

2.4 tomorrow, dang. Please let me improve.
Miss Chua is a very boring person. You look at her talking and, wham! you feel like you rather do something other than learn Math from her.
Take just now, I didn't listen to her at all at the computer lab. Instead I played City Bloxxx on Zulaiha's phone(I beat her tower height record by the way, 38 floors. But Tau pro, 52 floors.).
Personally, I prefer Mr Lee.
Homec was... the usual. Frankly, I had been nice to Atika, nicer than last year anyway. But perhaps too nice. Since she kept coming over to my table just now.
Mother Tongue has become too bored for me to care.
Syafiq and Imen said I'm like a grandmother(a bit outdated luh). Even Cikgu, cause I talk a lot, and I actually do sound like one.
English was okay, though with Mrs Lock gone, like got more work. Natasya, Syahid and George was horny, so I became horny.
Mr Vincent Lee came to our class just as we were headed for MT. He was calling all the tworsevenians. (cool!) He announced that we are going to have to change classes with the onersevenians, all because of a guy who broke his foot.
I do not want that oneroneans classroom, whose ventilation sucks.

On the way to MT, Nat, Tau, Farahin,Zul and me stopped by onerseven, saw Natasha and asked her who is the boy who broke his foot. "You came to visit isit?"
I scolded the boy sia.
Weisheng's phone has a vibrator, which he send to George, who put it in his mouth. Weisheng showed me the About of the application.
"Masturbatorsthsth,
For the pleasure for women."
SOMETHING like that.
After school went to look for Mr Leonard Tan with Tau to go back her phone
as Mrs Lock told her to meet him. Couldn't find him though. All seven of us then went to TM, to buy Syahid's present. Got sidetracked lots of times. Then all of us went to the playground near S11. Can't tell what we did, cause its related to Syahid's present. See it in class tomorrow.

Dad has got to renew the Kaspersky Anti Virus licence thingy,
cause the message, "Update cannot start because licence has expired." keeps popping out.
Speaking of Dad, he's currently giving Math tuition to sis, whose Math grade keeps falling every test. It is a horror teaching her, she's Primary 4 yet even the most basic essential skills are missing in her. She doesn't pay attention in class. Under the bad influence of her so called friends, she has become from bad to worse.

You just have to stop. People are trying to study, and you blast the TV volume. I noticed when you insisted you wanted to watch your bloody news on the new plasma TV instead of the one in the study room. Before there even was the plasma, you wouldn't care if it was a small tv. Do you think this house is a hotel? Sleep, eat, sit, brag and watch tv is all that you do. Don't you know how to make yourself useful? No wonder Sis never talk to you at all. Do you think everything comes for free here in this house? Help my other Grandma cook la, instead of sitting on you darn arse. I rather you move out. It will be quieter, trust me.

I'm trying to see which alignment is easier to read, left or middle.

ITS GERARD WAY'S BIRTHDAY!

The sexy frontman of My Chemical Romance turns 31 today!
STAY SEXY GEE!

I forgot to blog about how my hiccups were gone.
All thanks to Weisheng.
During Science yesterday,
I was hicupping so loud until Zuaiha could hear me.
Then Weisheng suggested I hold my breath,
Jloh say hold for two minutes.
I was like whatthehell?
Each time I hiccup, people will turn around to look at me.
Then break, I walked behind Weisheng and gang.
I continued hicupping, it wasn't deliberate okay.
Then Weisheng turned to me andsaid, "Must shock you.
"Then he turn back around.
What came next was unexpected.
He turn around and said Rar, kinda like when Yao Zhi said it,
but a bit more fiece, but apparently, not enough to scare me.
SURPRISINGLY, my hiccups were gone after that.
How cool is that?
Weisheng so powerful hor.

Skipped CCL today.
I like Percussion's other teacher.

Helped Imen with Malay homework today.
I love her headphones,
although green isn't my colour.

Truth to be told,
I was talking about Siying in my Its Empty post.
I was just sick of her.
No offence there.

Excuse me while I ask Syahid why he and George stared at me after they whispered to each other.
After which George said, "Right?"





The thoughts of you have not gone away

Steady hands just take the wheel

Thanks Elly and Yanyi for the bloody nice card!

I totally love the hearts!

Zachary looks so damn cute yesterday in Heroes.
Khalis watch sia.

Literature was okay,
7.5 -8.5
Derrick show-off.

TAUHIDAH I CANNOT SAY HOW SORRY I AM THAT I ASK TO LISTEN TO THAT SONG THAT LED TO THE BITCH COMING IN THAT LED TO THE CONFISCATION OF YOUR PHONE.

I feel bloody guilty.
And I deserve to be called a dork,
not Jloh.

Its empty

Today was the first time I ever saw Shai in a rage,
like she was seriously mad.
Jeremy hit her eye with the dustpan or something,
and she started chasing and hitting him.
It was hilarious.
Then during Mother Tongue she decide to apologize,
which I think she did.
Did you?

Okay whatever, just now I slept during MT test.
Cause I didn't get enough sleep last night since
I watched The Spiderwick Chronicles and Meet The Spartans(both pirated).
TSC was okay, but it was really frustrating at the starting
cause Jared siblings just won't believe him.
But Meet The Spartans just left me laughing on the floor.
Spartan men greet each other with an open mouth kiss.
Its just disgustingly funny.

Stayed back with a bunch of people to rehearse for Lit,
Amirah's group was really funny.
George coward wor.
He Malvolio mah, then, Far is Olivia.
Farris came,
George scared to say his "Come to bed" line,
cause Farris there.
Weisheng and George kept making horny noises which really cracked me up.
Gosh, horny-ing is fun.
So our group is settled, but I don't think we are very ready.

Thanks for the presents,
Syaheeed, Natasya, Shan Xuan and Atika (T.T)

Major haircut desires were roaming,
Tau cut her hair, very cute la de.
Khalis too.

What is the big deal?
I do not understand why you care so much about who likes who.
You talked about people, but did you take a look at yourself first, you flirt?
You are such a despo, even with Derrick you flirt.
You already have your precious guy whom I don't even think is a guy.
What, just because someone says you and him are together,
doesn't mean you have to attract attention by denying it right?
Face it, you are one hell of an asshole.
Its not a secret anymore,
but do you have to reveal others,
just so to have the feeling of being superior just for once?
What, you yourself are experiencing the same feeling as others who are crushing does.
Don't you think you and him make an odd couple?
If you can be one, so why can't they?
Just shut up you bitch.

I do not know why I am speaking up.

Maybe we're torn apart

Thanks to those who wished me a happy birthday,

Smses
Aunt who smsed on the dot,
at 00:00:00,
Zulaiha
Stephanie,
Stephanie,
Syathirah,
Hong Zhang,
Fazrina,
Farhana,
Jaslen,
Shahidah,
Jeremy,
cucuku Imen,
Kak Nur,
Hidayah,
Ewanna.

Advanced wishes
Amirah,
Natasya,
Jeremy.

Taggers
Weisheng,
Yanyi,
Jeremy,
Hong Zhang,
Fazrina,
Kristine.

Friendster comments
Reena,
Xinyi,
Syaheeed,
Shuqi,
Azfryna,
Elly,
Maisarah,
Stephanie,
Syafiqah.

MSN
Hong Zhang,
Ekjun,
Farahin.

Said words
Family,
Hidayah,
Nabilah.

Lots of people to thank.

So yesterday went out to Pizza Hut,
wore nothing special,
just my normal black jeans, blue shirt and white jacket.
Un-surprisingly, was given money.
REMINDER: Give Chuting back her earphones.
My very sweet chocolate cake went into my jacket.
Lol.
Went home and use Sis' laptop to ask Hong Zhang for Step Up 2 songs.
Read his and Jeremy's blog,
Nice lyrics btw Jeremy.
I totally love the picture Hong Zhang editted.

Yesterday ate a lot so today I'm going to the reservoir(again).

Things weren't going my way in the morning so I threw tantrums, again.
When I left for class, I said goodbye to Mum,
and when I reach the lift,
I realized I was really rude to Mum,
So I turned and said bye again,
only to be answered by the slamming of the door.
Was almost late for class.
Ustaz told us that a Dutch minister or something produced a clip about how Islam is responsible for all those terrorist stuff.
Ustaz said he just misinterpreted the Quran.
Speaking of Quran, I asked Ustaz to buy me an English translated one,
since I don't understand the Indonesian one at home.
Also, I wanted to borrow his father-in-law's book entitled The 100,

but Halim asked for it first, so whatever.
Nabilah kept banging her phone cause someone called her during class.

Went Jiexin's blog and saw this HUGE photo of me which she editted.
Now that really makes me wanna have Photoshop.
Weisheng, you say you have the pirated CD right?
Lend me can?
Oh and I'm gonna ask Aida for the Windows Vista installation disc.

Fourteen more days

Sorry was never it.

Tuesday.

Happy belated to Kiangyong!
Happy Birthday Aunt!

NLB trip is !
Somehow I have lesser to blog about since most of my thoughts I have to keep to myself,
in case I hurt somebody.

Its been a really rough week, I know.
Guess the whole class can tell the tension between us EGGz.
Especially when Tauhidah & me changed places just now.
But it has cool down during the NLB trip, thankfully.

Atika gave me a pair of studs. Lol
Shan Xuan gave me this lovely round thing which I suppose is a handphone holder.
Its not yet, my birthday I mean.
I have absolutely no plans for tomorrow.

Stayed back yesterday with Zulaiha, practising for our Lit.
Then we improvised a bit.
Zulaiha suggest that we say, "That" with a certain accent in our voices.
One of my lines is,
"Nonsense? Hardly! Who wouldn't be send to IMH if they were dressed like that?
(Looks at Jloh, in a certain way)"

Weisheng said he called me at the bus stop yesterday, I never hear.
So sorry lol.
His temporary phone damn nice lor,
COMPARED TO MINE.
Wth, Alvin play snakes on my phone until my battery dead.

Try as might, I can't make this post longer.

Its not the same anymore.

Not a hero

Watched Step Up 2 again, still freaking awesome.
(Pirated dvd)
Speaking of which, I have yet to return Jeremy's Lost.
LEFT LAST TWO EPISODES.
Even though I have watch it on tv.




ADAM G. SEVANI IS JUST OH-SO-ADORABLE!
"I'm Robert Alexander the Third,
but you can call me Moose.
No, no, you gotta blow it up,
like this,
(punches Andie's fist,
then opened up his fist)
And like this.
(Pulls his hand back making a weird sound effect)"

Thanks to Shai for creating the script!

HAHA! Jeremy Loh will be playing Malvolio and will have to wear high socks and pants.

3moredays

Yesterday was good.

I need to talk to someone.
People have something against me today.

Gym-ed with Zulaiha & Farahin.
Not as satisfying as jogging around the reservoir.

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Steph showed me this video of FSLG.
The beat like damn fast.
Then the percussion so pro.
If we ever reach like even a fraction of their standard,
I guess we can all pat ourselves on the back.
Seriously, compared to them we are like the sound of the gentle breeze blowing.

Do it

I know its late.

TOMORROW, BEFORE MRS LOCK COMES IN THE CLASS,
AN APOLOGY WILL BE WRITTEN ON THE BOARD KAY?

ZOMG!

Oh.
My.
Gosh.

Have you heard of the guy who had a sex change operation?
Well actually he was a girl.
But he changed his sex.
And now he's pregnant.
This really icks me.
First of all, God has made you into a fine woman, why must you change your gender?
These people will never be thankful for what God had provided them with.
Losers.

Second of all, well by right he is a woman,
but he's a "man".
And MEN, my dears, DO NOT GET PREGNANT.
What the hell is happening to this damn world?

Don't know where she belongs

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HZ!

Trained for 2.4 with Zulaiha & Farahin at Bedok Reservoir(4.5 km)
Improved a little bit,
the last time I jogged around the reservoir, I completed in 1 hour.
Today, 47 minutes.
HEY! At least improve right!
But we all know I will fail la der.
Cause I took 15 minutes to complete 1.5 km.
& for once I am standing up and facing the problem I have.
I'm doing something about it.
And I'm proud of this.
So don't come telling me what I can't do,
cause I determine my own abilities.
You better believe it.
And you better shut up.

ARGH! YOUTUBE TOOK DOWN MY POOR JLOH VIDEO.

Its not bullying what.
I even stated, "Jloh isn't being bullied." in the description column.
Damnit.

Found Uglies under my table.
But Shai still want Nat & me to share the cost of Breaking Dawn.
Now reading On Beauty.
One of the character's name is Jerome lol.
Natasya pointed that.

I need a favour from all those reading my blog.
Complete this sentence.
I like Syuhada for her _____________.

Lost in my own world.

Always learn from your mistakes.

Phone is officially busted.
Using oldie phone.
Just until Dad send it for repair.
Which I don't think will happen,
he scrimp on my phone,
but splurged on our new tv,
in which Lost looks awesome by the way.
So I don't get why I just can't get a new phone.
Whatever.
Cannot play my Pokemon already,
my Pacman also,
and Diner Dash.

I have not learn from my mistake.
Gosh, I really shouldn't have cut my hair.

EK JUN, READ THIS!
Eh, you have Step Up 2 The Streets Soundtrack CD right?
CAN LEND?!

You never know

Phone has gone cuckoo.
When I turn it on, it will only be filled with whiteness.

I lost Shai's Uglies.
Owe her a book.
Yesterday Sports Day.
Whatever.
NCC people only look at those Chung Cheng plastics.
For your info, the song they danced to is about vampires.
That is why Chris sang. "So many of them look good in here."
Inference=They looked good enough to be sucked.

So after that.
Took MRT with Farahin, Zulaiha, Tauhidah, Natasya, Shahidah, Amirah, Farhana, Farris & Asyraf.
Stopped at Simei.
All of us alighted except Asyraf.
First went to LJS,
then went KFC.
Far and Far look really sweet together.
Let's just hope she won't forget us,
even after getting who she wanted.
Made concoction.
Went home.

REMINDER: Tomorrow bring memory stick for Nabilah.

2r6 jersey is a beauty.
22 bucks only.
MUCH BETTER than that crappy tee chosen by class comm.

Listen to Push by Enrique Iglesias

Its been getting better, I think

Turned the cookies from homec into charcoal.
Its bitter like hell.
Grandma's cookies, Naufal called it.
Made to stand with Azimah cause we were late for Malay class.
Anderson joined us later.
We stood the whole lesson
Two people whom I do not know actually know that I exist now.
No practice today.
So Jing Rui(JR), Jarratt, Stephanie, Stephanie, Jaslen, Alfred and Randolph hung out at canteen.
Then Jaslen & Stephanie left.
Alfred, Jarratt and Randolph played basketball with that basketball guy, Samuel?
Then he saw I was taking video.
He smiled and waved.
The other guy was Ridzwan.,
Yes Aida, I somehow talked to him today.

GOOD-ER

Syahid's video was funnaye.
Okay the presentation about the CL reading club thingy was lame lor.
I mean Titanic?
Lol
Fortunately we didn't need to present for the Malay project.
However, Zee and me are up second tomorrow.

Mrs Lock saw the "KICK ME" & "KICK ME AGAIN" Post-its stuck to the unoccupied table at the back of the class.
Then she ask Nat whether I under great stress or something.
Syahid was really unfriendly today.
He kept turning around & giving Nat & me that attitude face.

CCL teacher didn't come today.
The relief teacher was yummy and young and nervous.
He looks really, really young.
Miss J. T accompanied him.
She was like
"I am standing here, & you're still talking? Is this how you behave?"
What, she meant she's some walking "Shh" sign we're supposed to obey?
Then when she left, I stuck out my tongue.
Julian ask me to meet him outside second floor
JQ(Cher's name is Jing sth) was a bit gullible though
I took the chance and said I had CCA at 2.45,
I did have practice, at 3.
But since I wanna pon right,
I just said I have CCA.
Then met Julian.
Then played Labyrinth, TicTacToe and Tetris on his phone.
Then ask Jarratt help us buy Bubble Tea.
Then ask everyone come meet us there.
Then watched "How to be Gangster"
Then everyone come already, except Stephie-poo & Mai.
Then open CD shelter
Then paisey, the second one open already, I kept turning the key.
Then search for whiteboard.
Then practice.
So many thens.
Randolph kena tease by Eric, Alfred & Jarratt
Then emo.
Julian go treat us Sakae Sushi.
Lol, I so noob, don't know how to use chopsticks.
Then suddenly Randolph came in & join us?
THANKS JU-POO.

So I headed home.
And when I walked through the door,
Singapore scored her first goal in the match with Lebanon.









Be strong.

Just Great

Ah shitty,
Malay project is shitty.

Hold on I go upload some videos on youtube.

So, today saw Shafique(as usual), Aizat and Azimah (: !
She look pretty as always.

"Syuhada, finally you have made yourself useful for once."

That made me think,
am I really that insignificant and worthless,
so much so that I never really did anything useful for anyone?
I am not mad at Jeremy for saying that.
It just made me really wonder what I'm here for.

And Yanyi still can say I'm optimistic.
Lol.

What the hell is wrong with you today?
Not a hello or a smile from you.
Do you know how cold you made me feel?
Since that day,
you have really became a stranger to me,
but a friend to others.

"Are you thinking what I'm thinking, B1?"

Bob always play with his mouth open.
CUTE, I like luh. ((:
Psst, he play Guitar Hero.

Georg Listing is hot also okay.

Bob Bryar is MCR's drummer lah der. (:
AND ITS GEORG not George,
even though its pronounce as George.
Georg plays bass for Tokio Hotel.

BOB'S HOTNESS OWNS GEORG'S!

Starting now

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EWANNA!

Realized I'm a disorganized person.
So, I just bought a notebook and Post-its.
Gosh, Post-its are expensive sia.

REMINDER: Link Julian.

I cannot believe I bitch about * just now.
Kept saying GL GF GL to Weisheng.
Then immitate *.
Then * saw.
I think.
DIE

Okay, now I forgot what to blog about.

Turning Point

I am so hooked on Maisarah's blog song.

After today's class at the mosque, I began to think that I take my mother for granted,
I need to change my ways, I have to kick my bad habits. Any day can be the last I ever kiss her cheeks.

Thanks to everyone who helped to carry the instruments

I do not know why I am commenting on almost everyone's friendster

Yes honey.

Happy Belated DAD!

Overall I think the performance was ok.

Still don't think Percussion was very good.
Whatever.
So while waiting, was very emo because of ehhem.
Not a good sign.
My feet hurt because of the damn shoes.

I AM NOT ACT CUTE-ING






So today surprise, surprise,
I went to Jeremy's house,
with Hong Zhang, Jing Yi and Ser Kai
to play Rock Band.
En Yong was waiting at Jeremy's house.
Khalis came later.
They were supposed to do their Lit project
My hand and foot coordinations suck can?
I suck on the drums,
I did a wee bit better on guitar.
YOU STILL OWE ME A SONG.
That really cheered me up.
I will post videos when I can.
For my sake, Jeremy named our band MCR which supposedly came from Paris,
No originality lor.
Jing Yi had such a low voice unlike Ser Kai, who could really sing high-pitch.
It was damn fun.
Then we all went home,
cause Jeremy had to go out with his uncle or something.

You don't mind if I come again do you?
(PRACTICE)

They were eating lunch.

Waiting for bus,
Jeremy damn impatient lor.

Jeremy & En Yong

That's my character.

Sheesh, now I have no earpiece.
Cause I using Sis' one mah,
then she just got her new laptop from RP,
she charged her mp3 lor, then she asked for her earpiece back.
Dunno what I gonna use.

You have changed so much,
you barely have time for me anymore.
I pretended to be okay but I was really dejected.
You're not the person I knew.
I liked you just the way you are,
Why the hell did you change?
I wished things were the way before,
when you were my gay friend.


PERCUSSION!
=)

Rawr.

Natasya: Yao Zhi,
(he turns around)
She say she scared of you.
(points to me)
Yao Zhi: (raises both hands like a cat)
Rar.
(turns back around)

I'm not scared of him, just intimidated.

My msn name two days ago was

syu-poo took the same bus as __-poo

Then, yesterday someone(you should know who you are) asked Maisarah about something(you should know what it is).

Yesterday so late sia rehearsal ended.
George asked me to get myself a PSP as a birthday gift for him.
Then, Jeremy ask me to get myself a PS2.
So he can lend me something.
But, I'm broke.
Okay, I never noticed who witnessed the fight I had with Eric.
But one of them is Shi Yong.

Yesterday, me and Maisarah were being SUPER friendly.
And Percussion like so extra during Choir's performance.
We were like clapping along to the songs instead of planning where to put the instruments
on stage.
Then today Percussion sit on the chairs right,
Steph(Sec 3), Maisarah & me, were like

AM I CUTE?
(did a victory sign and put it next to our cheeks, batted our eyelids, and grin widely)


PEPPER!

a bloody monday

One term has passed

VL-Talked about why are the Populars popular and why the Rejects rejected
1st EL-Did the alumni letter thingy
Recess-The malay sec 1 bitches find fault with Farhana and ask Tau for her number cause one of their cousins wants to know her.
Can you believe how lame this people are?
Malay was the most suckiest period just now.
I was made to stand again.
Like some rebel.
Science-Did practical(finally)
Math-Copied uncompleted Sci homework from George.
2nd El-Error Analysis

Stayed back ACTUALLY to discuss about music
Then, whatever-ed.
Saw Yiliang's back. Then wondered why he never carry his dizi.
Then went canteen,
and The Case for The Missing Dizi was solved.
Yanyi and Elly were carrying it. Lol
Practice was fun.
A bit better than that stupid day.
Still, it was a bloody Monday.

HAPPY BELATED TO STEPH, WAN JUN AND GEORGE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALFRED!
My birthday,
uh, wait.



19 days more.
My calculation so slow.
SHIT
I haven't do HeyMath Quiz.
Due already lah

Okay, so Percussion was given a talk by Celeste and Lee Chuang.
(interrupted by erhu people)
I cannot change my mindset that we suck.
I never realize Percussion is very united,
until Celeste said that we are, unlike the _____ group,
got so many cliques here and there.
(I coughed)
Need to buy white shirt,
told Mum, then Dad cut in,
"Wear mine, unisex what."
It
is
fucking
big.
Eh, can wear flats?

Music and Lit project not done.
YAY
TOMORROW EXCUSE FROM IPW!

Julian's phone damn nice.

Shai was adding poo to all our names
I'm syu-poo.

Worst practice ever

150th post
Go on,
say it,
I suck like hell.

I never should have bothered in the first place,
never should have covered for Stephanie and Jessie.
It only made Conductor look down on us more.
If he wants to say percussion suck,
just say it.
I wont take it wrongly like I did when Koknam or Yiliang said it.
Cause,reality check, we do suck.
And I learnt that.
Conductor just gave me false hope when he gave me that thumbs up.
I really like that song,
& it just doesn't sound right without the drum part(Jessie),
so I volunteered myself to play but I know only two parts,
then got one part is

RL RLR R R

It looks easy lah
Then I dunno how to play cause somehow I never hear Jessie play that before.
So, I got that look from Conductor.
Then the third song is the cymbals(Stephanie).
I DO NOT HAVE THE SCORE.
Conductor shouldn't have blamed me because,
by right Steph should play,
but I played for her also.
But only knew some parts.(I not pro)
I shouldn't have bothered, really.
People would think I act pro(which I'm not).
But I was really covering for them,
because not playing at all is worst than playing wrongly.

Steph's(sec2) birthday party was quite fun.
Even though I sat and stare at the people most of the time.
The outside perspective is really interesting.
I listened to the conversations and laughed myself most of the times.
And I finally had the guts to sms Eric after getting his number from Alfred.
I apologized,
and he said he should be the one apologizing.
So all is well.
Reminder: Jeremy owes me a song on Guitar Hero 3.
Thanks Xinrong for keeping me company while I sit and stare.
I really appreciate it.
Steph looks real pretty,
and no, she doesn't look like an ah ma, Hong Zhang.
Steph's Mum was really cool.
Ser Kai: ASSHOLE
Steph's Mum:We all have one what.
All of us: ???
Steph's Mum: Someone said asshole what, we all have one, unless you have two.
Lol.
I don't wish to have a curfew,
because I had to go home like damn early,
and didn't even stay to cut cake.
Steph must be really disappointed.
Wan Jun brought the design for the class tee, NOT JERSEY.
And the class tee, NOT JERSEY design sucks.
Its black,
the front is 2r7 '08, red and bloody font.
The back is all our names and register numbers, not in order.
I remember the first few names are Atika(-.-) 16, George 35, Mike(Nat) 10 and syu 15.
Jing Yi & me fought over the number seven like for nothing lor.
Then Amirah get 7 cause she register number seven.

Wth, my younger sis and bro watching HSM2.

A class forum is pointless if you keep anti-ing people.
A class forum is for discussing stuff
not bitching about classmates whom you know will see the comments.
The meaning of class unity is already lost.
I don't think people will mind if they were arguing whether a PSP or Nintendo DS Lite is better.
But saying whether Hong Zhang/Derrick sucks and saying they nerd or things like that?
Isn't that a bit too extreme, people?
I mean, high socks don't make people nerds.
Thats not my point.
I think we should just forgive HZ even after what he did.
What he said was wrong,
& I believe he did that out of anger and/or jealousy.
Maybe Yanyi & Hong Zhang can just discuss how you guys feel.
Anyway, its just a suggestion.
I am not standing up for Yanyi/HZ/Derrick,
I am standing up for what is right.

P.s. Hate me for all I care for I think this is one thing
I can do for the class that doesn't involves screaming.
I am a nobody in 2r7 remember?

I'm an asshole

Jeremy is the one being an ass right now,
cause seriously, emphasizing the fact that he thinks MCR sucks,
doesn't change my mind at all.
This is the second time I'm saying this,
just respect people's choice of music.
He knows that I don't have Photoshop or whatever,
he said this is an editted picture of his non-existent sister.

So, I can't un-edit it.
Who knows he might be lying.
Maybe its a picture of the 'her'
he's taking about in his blog posts,
since he said the 'her' and his sister is so much alike.

I shouldn't be happy.

Yesterday was really, really weird.
I kept seeing people who looks like Irsyad, Naufal and Kiang Yong.
Except that they are like 19 or something.
Wee-ird

I'm alone at home.
Finished watching Lost 3 until Season Episode 8 just now.
And I have absolutely nothing to do right now.

Oh, two people rated my "Poor Jloh" video on youtube.
Who sia?
Noone left a comment,
except me.

Sometimes, you just have to be different.

STEP UP 2 WAS AWESOME

Gosh, I talk in my sleep.
Sis and Grandma said I talked to Pepper in my sleep.
What a weird person.

What the hell, Jeremy soo does not have a sister.

The day after tomorrow is my Grandpa's death anniversary.
I seriously miss him.

Escape The Fate has a new singer,
Craig Mabbitt.
Wow.
Ronnie(former lead singer) has really big eyes.

I know it won't work out.
I know it never will.
Cause sometimes we're like the the same poles of a magnet,
repelling each other every time we're near.
I do feel something for you.
But its fading with the days that past till the day you graduate.

Why is it so difficult to find a blog skin that shows titles?

Live together, die alone

Math Olympiad today.
I went out earlier because need to return books which were probably overdued.
Never got around to finish reading the Jeffrey Archer book.
Should borrow it again some other time.
Uglies is turning out to be a bitch for Tally,
except for the part where David kissed her.
I was like so bored, sit there, watch Elly put back the pieces of the rubiks cube cher gave us.
Pretended to ask questions.
Wanted to go Prima Deli with Shai,
but raining so didn't go.
Probably should go buy Steph's present.
But I have no mood to do anything right now.
Probably cause I will disappoint Jaslen, Maisarah and Stephanie if I won't go to the camp.
So yea,
I do have my reasons.
If anyone bought Eyes Set To Kill newest album, can lend me?
I would totally appreciate it.
Their new song Reach is totally AWESOME.

I have totally nothing to blog about.
Cause right now I'm finding a blog skin that can post the titles of my posts.

Yesterday I dreamt that Shai's MySpace account has a photo of the word Adriana and the song playing had lyrics that kept repeating Adriana.

Friends and Alibis

I am a human.
There is still a limit to what I can take.
Those comments I tried to let it slip to the ground.
Like there's a wall between me and them.
But the more I ignored it,
the more fragile that wall gets.
Finally that wall breaks.
And those comments hit me.
Yesterday was the worst crying jag I ever experienced.

"I am fed up with hearing who likes who,
who steads with who,
and what you did with each other."
That statement has officially make me out to be a very mean person.

Eric, I don't know if you're serious about changing CCA,
but please don't.
And Tauhidah, we are not having a couple tiff.

I've been writing short posts for the past few days,
so I'm writing a long one today.
Didn't go dazu yesterday because got this malay camp, whatever,
Amazingly Shiok is sucky.
I know I didn't miss anything.
Stephanie is losing faith so she ask me whether she can not go dazu.
I allowed her to not come,
it was really pointless for her.

Victor taught Alfred and me some "drumming techniques".
He has a drum set at home sey.
He told me drum courses are a waste of money.
I had better learn myself,
IF I had a drum set.

There is something wrong with my left earpiece.
Music sounds really weird.

Just realized that arcade at Century Square has Guitar Freaks and Drum Mania.

I'm Not Okay backwards sounds like Russian.

ATTENTION PERCUSSION
Go www.nas-co.blogspot.com for CO camp thingy.

I think I shall not go.
After yesterday, I had enough of camps.
Do not object to my decision please
cause I have my reasons for not coming.
Therefore, I rather rot at home
than rot at school, because that is what I would be doing-ROT.
I won't be enthu on that day because of some reason.
And yes I won't be setting a good example.

Face Down on Guitar Hero looks noob compared to Through The Flames sthsthsthsthsth.
When You Were Young drums on Rock Band
Is.
Bloody.
Difficult.
Pepper is with me, watching the sucky IGN preview of Dead! on GH2.
And please don't ask me why I suddenly watch this kind of videos.
Even I myself don't know.
Who's Pepper?
He's my very warm and very comforting friend who's a penguin.
His birthday is right after Nat's birthday.
He's two years old this year,
but has only been owned by me for11 hours.

DAMN BLOGGER!
Cannot post photos.

Fought with Eric.
I am a very mean person.
Shouldn't have said all those things,
shouldn't have shouted at him,
shouldn't have been mad at him for skipping practice.
What the hell was I thinking?
I am very mean.
& I feel very guilty.
What a lame fight.
Now I dunno how to face him.
I dunno whether he's still angry,
I hope not.
How to apologize to him?
Please let everything be alright tomorrow
cause its just awkward not talking to him.
Sorry Eric.

Cute hair Jaslen & Chuting.
Imen's dad is cool.
He called her lame.

I'm incomplete

Got back three papers.
Sorry if I hurt[editted] your ears when I screamed during History.

Me: ........
Cher: Why? Never study isit?
Me: Um, no.
Cher: Then why you get 18 out of 20?
Me: (Runs, jumps & screams at the same time)
Me: (cries)

Lit 26/50
EL 44/60

Went waffle-ing with Maisarah.
Even she agrees MUTHU is a flirt.

Dammit I haven't even start watching Lost 3.
I need to redo my damn comic.

Dianna draws cute people.
I don't like cikgu sey.
Suruh aku diri tak tentu pasal.
Merepek sey.

Need to keep this short.
Adios.

what is happening?

I go do my comic liao,
Later continue
-------------------------------------
Lol, its 11:25 p.m.
I just completed my comic sia.
Finally understood what was going on between HZ and Yanyi.
Me slow, yea?
People really shouldn't be very sensitive.
2R7 my shit,
the whole class' reputation is ruined.
We better not take to heart some comments PEOPLE will make.
So yeah,
2R7 sucks.

I read all the tags it is like so funny lor,
wait i go paste here.

flo-rida: yoyoyo snoop my nigga taught me to fo shizzy mah nizzle off the hizzle, dawg!
flo-rida: i meant shizzle yo, shizzle!
chris brown: yo flo da dawg, im with you with you with you with you
flo-rida: thats so OUTDATED yo, its LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW! get it mah nigga? fo shizzle.
chris brown: i tell you wad nigga, thats so low dawg, thats so dam low.
flo-rida: low low? how bout elevator have you heard? she's stuck on my ele, elevator.
chris brown: wadever nigga, i tell you wad, i give you some kiss kiss, same like how i give your bro t-pain da nigga.
flo-rida: what?! im calling timbaland dawg! westside boys come on! timba, timbaland!
timberland: eh niggas, stop timba here timba there. i aint no timba.
flo-rida: AHA THE NAME'S TIMBALAND, *****! *takes out gun* where's the real one
rihanna: (in the background) under my umbrella, ella, ella, aa, aa, aa, under my umbrella, ella, ella, aa, aa, aa.....
flo-rida: yo rihanna whats rockin? give me that umbrella *snatches umbrella* im under her umberella, ella, ella, eh, eh!!
rihanna: and i hate that i love you sooooooooooooooooooooooooo
flo-rida: who me? ahhhhhhhhhh get away from me!! you know what. i dont know what. im confused. a confused black @ss nigga
t-pain: yo dawg, come on let me getcha some kiss kiss
flo-rida: low low low low low low low's still hanging on!!!! u see my apple-bottomed jeans, boots wif the fur?
shaggy: whats wif the party yo? girl youre my angel, you're my darling angel.
usher: no matter what i do, all i think about ISH EUUU. even when im wif my boo, u noe im crazy oover euuu.
t-pain: i like the bartender...
my chemical romance: (working as a bartender) i dont love you, like i did, yesterday...
green day: IM ON, HOLIDAAAAAAAAAY!! whens sept gonna end? *bored* heyy whats wif the many niggas bartender?
green day: dude, do u even know whats a proper mosh? u'd die if i throw u into a mosh pit!
my chemical romance: we aint no nigga although we sing the black parade, get it smarty pants?
flo-rida: no, not pants u swine! its APPLE BOTTOMED JEANS YO *takes out guns*
simple plan: you guys gonna miss me when im gone, oo-oo, ooo-ooo, oo-oo, you gonna miss me when im gone though im sorry i cant be perfect..
sting: hey chill florida. every step you take, every move i make. i'll be missing euuuu
simple plan: yo sting yo, i know youre gonna miss me when im gone *continue oo-oo, oo-oo, oo-oo*
maroon5: hey simple plan, arent u guys dead? i asked her to stay, but she wouldnt listen
avril: when youre gone, the pieces of my heart is missing you, when youre gone... hiie maro0n5ie, dunnch snattchh miiee siimplee plann kkiess?
sum41: hey lay off maroon! lavigne's mine!
avril: euuu makkiiee miiiee sh0 h0rrtt worrhhx, makkiee miie wanna dr0p, euurre sh0o riidiculouuss w0rrxx
chris brown: wads a lavigne man dawg, can eat?
sum41: wake up b1tch you're all mine!! *slaps u* *doubleslap. like jigglypuff*
ash: pikachu! i choose you!
flo-rida: yo my niggas gonna go yo. word.
snoop: fo shizzle my nizzle nigga, yoyoyo snoop in the house
charmander: *fire blast*
snoop: snooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
chris brown: i tell you wad niggas, i gotta go now, but remember, im with you with you with you with you with you

THAT WAS SO FREAKING HILARIOUS.
Maybe thats Julian and Ek Jun.
But they were planning to say this, (i know, they told me)
J: A
EJ: S
J: S
EJ: H
J: O
EJ: L
J: E

I am fugging tired

HAHA.
No spammage.
Yesterday has got to be the BEST FRIDAY NIGHT.

PE would have been fun,
if not for a stupid comment that I shouldn't take to heart.
Some people are totally insensitive yea?
They don't know when to shut up.
I broke one of the damn canteen chairs.
Its a fugging chair,
they can't last forever, damn it.
Which would you worry about more?
Breaking another one of those chairs,
or someone falling from it?

After PE, we went to see the SC list,
that stupid list just left me upset and disappointed.
26% of the reason I'm upset is that they never even gave me a chance
since I was absent on the day they had the interview.
31% was that some people accepted don't deserve to be SCs.
The other 43% was that 2r7 doesn't have any.
Add that to our very bad reputation,
what do you get?
Probably the worst 2r7 there ever was and ever will be.

I was like so pissed during Science.
Even Mdm Riza asked whether there was anything wrong.
Before that, I was like saying Ngee Ann corrupted and biased.
We(Zul,YanYiElly&Me) finally completed the fourth equation while the others did the third.

YANYI!
ELLY!
WE ARE VERY SORRY WE ALMOST FINISHED YOUR PAINT.
(apologizes until someone asks to stop)

PEACE CONCERT!
It was totally indescribable.
Shai at last didn't get to go.
Sad sey.
Ain was running a fever.
So Imen & me were rocking out the whole time.
When we reached Singapore American School,
we had to go through a check and all.
Me & Imen brought water bottles but they were like,
Person: "I'm sorry but we have to pour away this water."
Me: "What?!"
Person: [pours away my water]
Me: [watches the water go down the drain] "Poor water."
Person: "Yea, poor water."

When it was nearing the night and there were a lot of people,
we started dancing and jumping.
WE WERE MOSH-ING THE WHOLE TIME.
Being in a live concert was so far the best thing I've ever experienced.
Azimah, and the other drama-ians were there.
Din too.
You should have seen ALL OF US dancing like mad.
I WAS JUMPING AND JUMPING.
The night was truly unforgettable.
The bands were fantastic.
We sang along to some of the songs.
SCREAMO SONGS.
but don't have MCR song sia.

But I reall can't say anything else.
It was totally awesome.
Go to PEACE concert 2009,
& you guys will know what I meant.





















US WITH THE SUMMERS OVER GUYS.
Summers Over,
you guys rock.

Hatred makes people psycho

PLEASE THANK ELLY AND YANYI

BECAUSE THEY HAVE KEPT OUR CLASS VERY CLEAN
FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS.

These stacks of chairs were probably their work.
My very lovely ex-seniors read my blog.
Didn't know that.
Yea they came today.
I am the most lousy percussion leader ever.

I was freaking out in the morning.
The box that I did for art was missing.
There ws a 2r1 guy sitting at my place.
I told Mrs Lock who was going to 2r1 for their music lesson.
When she returned,
she said,
"I have asked them, but they did not see any box, only lots of books & there were quite truthful about it."

George and Syahid played Star Wars with my long sticks.
They are responsible for the scratches on them.
I do not wish to say what Jeremy did to my short sticks.

It was probably good since I made a better one BEFORE art.
Luckily Natasya got shiny gold paint.

Art was bullcrap.
I am emphasizing on the bullcrap
I don't wish to be in a SPARKS class.
Being in a non-SPARKS class is better than getting called proud and arrogant every other day.
George actually recorded five minutes of the lecture.
I was hoping she would say fuck.
So we could report her.
But she only said crap & bullshit.

SIGH.

Going Peace concert tomorrow.
Singapore American School
There'll be hot guys galore.
What a pleasure :)
I WILL BE WEARING MY LOVELY SHADES.
and of course clothes. -.-

Haven't told Mum and Dad yet about my * marks,
I seriously need tuition.
HAH,
I finally own Syahid and Jloh in Math.
I got 49/50,
they got 48.
Obviously Shan Xuan owned me and Jaslen.

English was pathetic.
Compos are suckaye.
My pencil case was left in my MT class.
So I had one uncapped pen only.
Kept borrowing Natasya.
& for the first time I didn't put in much effort.
I was distracted by my missing box.

I was looking forward to practice though.
[I do not want to talk about the incident that happened during art after cher went]
Haven't practice in a while.
My left hand lagged a lot.
Need to relax my wrist sey.
Juniors should stop complaining.
Alfred talked more this year than last.
I pinched his ear sia.
So yea, Ek Jun and Julian came.
Awkward
They read my blog, well I dunno about Julian but Ek Jun does.
Me: You so evil, go my blog never tag.
EJ: Okayokay, I tag today can?
They are planning to flood my tagbox today between 8-11pm tonight.
Lets hope they forget. :D (Its almost 9 now. & there's no sign of them)
Ek Jun did that sound, that EkJun-is-sulking-&-pouting sound.
Irritated.

SEE, ALFRED DISAPPEARED.
So cool.
Lol, lame lah.

Maisarah ask me go watch Leap Years with her tomorrow.
But I am reallyreallyreally sorry I couldn't.
SORRY
I didn't want to miss that concert.

Jing Yi was like so damn shocked today when I showed him ehhem's younger brother.
Because they are entirely different.
I pity his brother, take the bus alone.
ehhem go abandon him so sad.
Never thought he will be THAT kind of bro.

Yesterday, Nat was supposed to say the pledge.
But she got sick after drinking Lychee Ice-blend the day before,
so didn't come.
(I have a feeling that she is feeling a little guilty for chickening out.)

Camwhore like shit.
Shall only post 3 of them.

I'm the one squating.

I like this one.
FARHANA IS THE QUEEN.
I'm sitting down and holding both my hands up.
(My back facing camera)

Okay I go look for Green movement article or sth.

undefined promises left me empty

I do not like lying.

George explained to me how to do the,
Jeremy Loh who do you think is the most chiochiochio in the class thingy.
He said must highlight the part that we want to repeat or something.
Then keep on pasting.
Ohmygoose I'm such a noob.
The wonders of computerism, yea?

I wanna go buy Sims 2.
Shai say wait for Sims 3 come out,
then the whole Sims 2 series cheaper.
I also wanna buy Sims City 4.
BUT
My comp is so stubborn,
it refuses to upgrade to Windows XP.
So, Dad doesn't allow me to store games.
OMG,
did I mention I use to play maple?
I play, damn fun but like so noob until Level 8 only.
Then Dad ask to delete,
cause comp always lagging.
Those were the old days.
Somemore my comp cannot support photoshop.
Speaking of that,
Syahid is always reading that book on photoshop.
Then he kept showing us what photoshop could do.
HAH, George likes to look at skirts.
But Syahid likes to look up skirts.
Kidding,
just a joke.

Stop & Stare is such a nice song.
But the music vid like so, uh, eww.
I never even watch finish.
This homemade vid better,
& the guys are much more hotter.
But can't really see in the dark.



& ohmygod, the arsenal striker kena tackle,
then his foot like so urgh.

I WANT TO WATCH JUMPER.

I also wanna watch The Notebook AGAIN.
Damn nice.
I just realized I sound like someone who promotes songs.

The starting of Stop & Stare like one part of a very familiar song,
Ummm.
EMPTY.
yayayaya.
That song makes me emo all the time.
Thats why I tend to avoid it whenever I can.
I hate compos.
No wonder my English getting worse.
PITY ON THE TREES.
Jeremy wrote about Lost.
Last Friday,
Mrs Lock asked me something about Lost.
Forgot.
But I remembered my reply.(How self-centred can I be?)
"Ya, I watch Lost.
He asked me to give it a chance since he gave Heroes a chance.
Ya, so I do watch Lost.[gives a very wide smile to Mrs Lock]"

I am still waiting for drum lessons by Taufik.

Trapped

I rot at home every weekend.
I should be dead by now.
SOMEONE ASK ME OUT.

Next time, I shan't ask sis about anything.

It will only bring me more trouble.

I very lazy upload OLE vids on youtube.
Go listen to No Air by Jordin Sparks featuring Chris Brown.

I think I'm going psycho.
[randomness]

Hold on,
I go visit -ehhem-'s blog.

back.

Lets just say I'm glad he didn't say anymore about, erm,
the person with the lamb.

JR:Look, I have a sore eye,
because Mary did this to me.
Me:-.-

I Don't Care

OLE wasnt that fun.
Mostly the first day was more fun than yesterday.

Thursday-
Yes, I charged my phone at school, asked Syahid to hide for me.
He use his chair cover.
[Syahid & George likes to change seats]
Mrs Lock never come,
got this old, unmarried relief teacher.
After flag raising,
I suddenly heard I Don't Love You.
I was like shit.
Cause its my message tone.
I DIDN'T SILENT MY PHONE
Then, I was like rushing over to take out my charger.
Then, relief teacher was like,
"Girl what are you holding there. If I see you holding your phone one more time, I'm gonna confiscate it."
& who was the one who smsed me RIGHT after flag-raising?
KOKNAM
to say sorry again.
I appreciate it,
I really do.
But he called me the night before already.
So, I replied and said,
"Apology accepted.
blablabla
Ps, I forgot to silent my phone,
& I kena scolded by my relief teacher."
& what was his reply?
"Oh sorry XD"
-.-
Everything sorry lol.
So POD people came.
Played games,
wrote notes
(like science leh)





Algebra applied hor.




NASCO CHAIRS

What is up with Syahid?



Presented this with, atika.
[don't think just because I talk to her doesn't mean I don't hate her]





Bobo is the sex.
BOB IS THE SEX!



Jeremy wrote this on my table. (I think)

Friday-

They like very fit.


2R3 perform okay lah.
Said hi to Syafiq,
who was wearing a black Nike Man U shirt,
WITH THE NUMBER SEVEN BEHIND.
Then saw, Anderson wear hoodie.
So hot still wear hoodie.
Fesa also.

The cutie who followed his grandma here.
He asked us to pick a card,
those kind of Duel Masters cards.
Then dunno what lah.
He damn cute leh.

JASLEN, you don't shyshy can?

Best friends forever!

Bored.

Imen was like, i dunno lah.
____ kept coming over to me.
Imen, Shai was like saying ____ was blushing when talking to me.
I really dunno how to deal with ____.
____ knows about -ehhem-.
And sometimes will be very annoyed when I'm talking about -ehhem-.
____ even wanted to hug me when I was depressed on V-day.
I acted surprised.
Then Nat was like,
"Ala, Syu, you don't marry ___ can?"
& I was like ??
When the hell did I say I'm gonna marry ____?!!

My buddy kept pinching me.
Sighsigh.
Oh ya,
I still don't believe Julian & Celeste are related.
CELESTE YOUR ELECTRIC GUITAR DAMN NICE.





I'm still waiting.

I'm depressed

WOOO, NO MORE CT!!
Math very easy,
except got one question,
the, (x-y)square=25 and xy=14, find (x+y)square.
I KNOW THE ANSWER,
But I not sure I put 71 or 81.
The montage thingy at the back, you guys can see I work out the sum one.


Its,
(x-y)square=xsquare-2xy+ysquare
=xsquare-2(14)+ysquare
So, its,
25=xsquare-28+ysquare
25+28=xsquare+ysquare
53=xsquare+ysquare
Then expand the(x+y)square
xsquare+2xy+ysquare=xsquare+ysquare+28
=53+28
=81

Lit I die lah.
I dunno what's self-righteous.
Then I wrote some crap.
They give us like how many pages,
SIAO THINK ESSAY ISIT?

WOOO, SHAI BROUGHT BOBO.






I wanna pinch his nose.
So cute.
Then Shai say his stomach got hole,
no wonder like so weak.
Then we all like pushing his nose, his hands, ears, legs.
He look like sausage sia.

CCL sucks like bullcrap.
I like it better when there's only ex-1r7 people.
The teacher like dunno how to teach.
MR THONG BETTER.
MR LOW EVEN BETTER.
I think I don't wish to learn Chinese anymore.

HAH,
I walked halfway home today,
then near Amirah's block there got 4 birds die.
Very sad leh.
& I read somewhere that sometimes bird die because of some disease they carry.
I scared I get quarantine sia.


I was painting my box, unsure of whether Mrs Tan will come tomorrow
to collect.
Then,while I was painting,
someone called me.
Unfamiliar number,
picked it up,
I thought it was Eric so I was like
holding my phone in one hand and my brush in the other.
He like to talk crap mah.

Hello?
Hello? Is this Syuhada?

Then I realize this voice was too deep for Eric.

This is Koknam.
Oh. Um, hi.

He called to apologize.
About what he sent to me the other day.
He said it was harsh.

I'm glad you realize that.

I really am.
Though what he said was mean,
it was true.

Then talktalktalk,
I hung up.



I was painting mah.

Then my specs kena paint sia.


Tomorrow OLE,
HAH,
Mai, Steph & Yiliang
got Sec 3 camp.
(& all the others lh)

I wanna bring my rubrik cube.
Long time never play.

I LOVE BOBO :)

This whole post is dedicated to Bobo,
Shai's lovely koala.

I LOVE BOBO AND I CAN'T STOP LOVING HIM FOR SHIT.
HE IS SO FUCKING CUTE.
Everytime I see him I wanna bloody pinch his big, black nose.
His body is filled with As, Bs, Cs & Ds.
If I could, I would have filled him with Es, Fs, Gs, Hs, Is, ............................................& Zs.
If he could talk,
I think he would have screamed at us for squeezing in his legs so often.
Everytime you see Bobo, you just wanna touch him.
SHAI, BRING HIM TO SCHOOL EVERY SINGLE DAY

All for nothing.

CHRIS BROWN IS SEXY MAN!!
Okay, ya I was listening to HZ blog song,
which was With You.
Then I watch the vid,
omg,
so nice.
Then I started listening to all his songs,
and with that, I'M LOVING CHRIS.

OHMYGOD,
I AM VERY HAPPY FOR FARHANA
SHE'S FINALLY IN LUCK.

But I'm sad for myself.

He's really not worth the wait.
I cannot just forget him just like that.
Why can't I be like Far,
oh ya,
I forgot I can never be like her.
All the things I did,
it was all for nothing.
And he can never understand that,
and he never will
cause he doesn't even know me.
Who am I to him?
A fucking lousy percussionist.
Who is he to me?
Everything.
So why am I not giving up?
Cause I believe there's such thing as faith.
But whats the use?
He loves her.
And yes,I'm happy for him.
At the same time jealous.
Who cares right?
He found his love,
And I think, soon, I'll find mine.
Which isn't him.
So do I stop liking him,
No.
I still have faith.

someone just kill me.

I suddenly feel like watching a movie man.
COMMON TESTS MIGHT JUST KILL ME.
Come on lah, who the hell care if less people in Europe & North America died during the 1800s & 1900s than now.
Science?
Die lah.
English?
The Tays' chicken keep going to the Gohs' side of the fence.
Hilarious really.
I wonder who gave Huimin that BIG BIG present.
God,
you guys should really listen to Pictures Of You by The Last Goodnight.
It looks like I'm gonna have a very lonely and emo day,
studying things Lavania never teached us.

SINGING IS FUN! :)

Whatever

I am so hyperly today.
I was dared by Imen to shout "I WANT TO JOIN NPCC"
in front of them.
i did.
& every NPCC member turned to look at me.
And I was like, "Uh, it was a dare"
Then looked up saw JR[new percussionist, transferred from dizi]
Beside him was Yiliang,
and beside him was i dunno who.
"YO SUP" to yiliang.
"I forgot your name," to JR.
Imen was like," Who's that?
i only know JR and [theotherguy]"
"Uh, thats yiliang, why?"
"OH"

For the first time in 2008,
i didnt slack during PE.
CAPTAINS BALL IS SO FUN.
Jaslen & me was like,
MY BALL
OUR BALL
THEIR BALL
VOLLEYBALL!

I tell you, Farhana has a phobia of balls man.
Everytime the ball is of one metre from her reach,
her eyes will go O.O
and she will run away.

MAISARAH, YO.

Malay remedial, so fun.
Then I actually wanted to go CD shelter for fun.
Then Eric don't want to go with me.

I'm not okay.

The way you said all those things,
things that I never imagined you could come up with,
you said with so much love for her,
that I thought I would have given you up.
But I didn't.
I regretted that I ever read those words.
Those very words you said to her,
you waited until midnight for her.
I shouldn't have read it.
To me, your blog was bits & pieces of your life,
but now its just a mistake.

Is that true

Uncensored stuff

CHARGE

Julian & Julianer

I'm not okay.

MARY IS THE OBSTACLE

Missing in picture:Nat, Shai.

Happy Valentines. :D
gave EGG babes a hug.
Love you guys.

First time charge phone in school.
Thanks George for helping me block Mrs Tan, XD.
I bet he doesnt read my blog.
I bet nobody read it.

Celeste, HE HAVE VALENTINE.

During practice, I was all serious to make a speech,
but.
We really have to improve.

So I didn't eat lunch.
Sat & stare out of the back door.
Jeremy copied me.
Then atika distracted me asking about math test.
Then I was like jumping cause I haven't do homework.

Jeremy,
no you don't.

Math end,
Walk with Steph and Jaslen.
Then I forgot my wallet.
Walk back.
Eeyore so cute hor.
Julian came back & I'm really thankful for that.
I tell you I was so depressed and heartbroken,
I sing until my throat so sore.
Then Aaron, my junior, the Julianer[that means pro lah]
say,"You like to sing so much."
"No. I like to scream."

I tell you, singing is so fun.
Julian:When you go,
Me:Would you even turn to say,
Julian:"Wo pu ai ni."
Me:Like I did..
Julian: Zuo tian(????? dunno whether correct)

Julian&me:Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading.
Julian:So sick & tired of all the needless beating.

Juniors laughlaugh.
Then also I keep singing about bitches and fucking and,

Julian: You don't influence their young minds lah.
Me: Thats called corrupting their young minds.

Then somemore sing all kinds of tv shows songs.
Steph, Victor,Jas & me, to distract the juniors from their first lesson.
Actually the lesson is to shut out all other noise to concentrate & focus lor.

seven pages of remorse

Happy advanced Vday people. :)

I don't sound happy do I?
Well,I'm not.
Monday didn't go to school.
Was watching Lost, then got sick.
Tuesday still sick,
but not so much,
i lend my axe oil to Tauhidah.
the scent not so strong already.
Today, okay lah.
hyper here, hyper there.
My TD art the faces so cute.
Amazingly, I passed my Math test.

OMG MY BAG LOOK FUGLY IN CLASS PHOTO.

People, I don't think I want to become SC already.
So tomorrow got practice,
im gonna talk to the percussion.
We have to improve.
I DONT WANT PERCUSSION TO BE INSULTED


I kept sighing to Jeremy on while MSN-ing just now.
HE keeps saying I molest *
which I didnt.
I was stretching my hands,
he happens to pass by,
& I touched his throat.
Thats all.
"somethingsomething asylum"
"Thats where Syuhada comes from," says Jeremy.

Walked to school with Jaslen today,
missed talking to her lah sey.
Nvm can talk tmr at practice.
So stood with her watch the TD rehearsal, so lame.
THEN THE COMMANDER'S NAME IS MY FATHER'S NAME.
LOLOLOL
I kept saying "My father sia."

OHYA!

My dad has magical hands.
My mp3 breathed again when he touched it.
In other words, he fixed my mp3.
Happyhappyhappyhappy

Syahid & Natasya likes to laugh when I try to teach either one of them Math.
Funny meh.

I say hate more than I say love.
I should be more positive,
just like my guardian angel said.
She told me that the things I do to change is for myself not others.
I lack in self-confidence, she says.
I really should change.
She keeps stressing that.
I'll try to follow her advice.
Will be seeing her in another 3 months, very long hor.
Maybe will miss her.

To all the miseries in the world,
SHOO.

I am not afraid to keep on living

Somehow, people are ignoring me today.
AM I THAT EASILY HATED BY PEOPLE?
stupid.
Don't be surprise if I use my eyeliner again tomorrow.
Now that my best source of music is dead,
I can't even listen to MCR myself.
Nevermind,
tomorrow, I reach school I go listen with my damn phone.

I don't love you,
like I did,
yesterday.

Damn all the bastards.

My mp3 couldn't work, thats why i'm pissed.
Then I realized, music really is my life.

Damn it, I dunno whether I should go join SC or not.
Like, I'm the only one, EVERYONE ELSE SELECTED IN 2R7 DON'T WANT.
WALAO,
THEN NATASYA SOMEMORE SAY,
"I hate SCs, they are a bunch on enthu freaks."
Come on, I need some support,
Mum didn't even pretend to look happy for me, when I told her.
I'm hesitant enough to go to the damn interview.
But like what Imen pointed out, there's nothing to be hyped about.
BUT
SOME PEOPLE WONT BE HAPPY IF I JOIN.
BUT
IF I DONT JOIN, 2R7 WONT EVEN HAVE AN SC
BUT
forget it.

I'll go,
but please don't say anything bad.
I really need some encouragement after what koknam said about me thinking I'm good.
I SHALL WASTE MY ENERGY ASKING PEOPLE WHETHER I'M PROUD ON MONDAY.
Oh, and remind me to punch something when I see koknam.

Pissed

I probably shouldn't have said all those things on yiliang's blog.
DAMN YOU KN,
NO NEED INSULT US CAN?
Ok,
fine,
Percussion really sucks,
yes, I admit that Koknam.
We don't meet the standard.
Fine.
Fine.
We can do without Julian & Ek Jun, thank you very much.
Yes, without them, we sound terrible.
I can't deny Victor is pro.
& I can't deny that he's better than me.
So, yes, I will be more commited to Percussion, dammit.
FINE,
KOKNAM I WILL PROVE YOU WRONG.
& YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO CALL ME AN ASSHOLE.

Okay,
the person who plays Eric in Twilight is like, NOT SUITED to play Eric.
And the Jessica person,
SHE SHOULD CHANGE TO PLAY BELLA, MAN.

Damn.

WTH,
I dunno why my attitude towards teachers nowadays a different.

WAAAA, TOMORROW GOT MATHS TEST,
I supposed to study just now during CNY practice since I not playing mah.
Got caught up with,
stuff.

Just now Math, I thought Miss Chua talking to Syahid,
BUT SHE GOT DAMN SHARP EYES,
You know, Khalis' mentos fell last week,
and was still in class today.
I continue tmr lah.

Adolescent Suicide

Ok, for one thing,
____ LOVES to flirt,
He actually said, "Hey babeh" to me.
And he was totally serious that he would be buying a Valentine for me.
I want a valentine.
Stupid teacher lecture us until bore us.
Stupid conductor for making me go to the front almost every da zu.
& wth?
When I went to the front, Koknam whispered,"Take picture, take picture."
I CAN HEAR LAH!
I NOT DEAF OKAY.

I supposed to go home, not performing for CNY mah,
but I stayed,
then readreadead True Singapore Ghost Stories 3, Steph lend me.
Its as old as me leh. :)

I LOVE MY SHADES:)

Poor Celeste, hand got scraped by a nail on her chair.
YOU LISTEN TO FLYLEAF?
HIGH FIVE!

ok lamelame.

Juniors?
Cannot remember all of them,
except this guy named Randolph,
I told him,
"When you grow up right, you'll be very handsome, you know."
No seriously, he has nice eyes.

Finish watching Lost already.
Trying to remember what happen in PB Season 1.

I can never meet his eyes

Ok, now I'm really convinced that ____ likes ______.

Mr Brightside

Wth,
SEC ONE GIRLS ARE FUCKING FLIRTS AND BITCHES.
I CANT BELIEVE -ehhem- EVEN SAID HI TO THEM.

FINALLY,
after a week of eyeliner-ing,
EVERYONE NOTICES I'M USING IT.

You're never mine.

Surprisingly Art wasn't bad, not as bad as History.
Even though I was scolded and made to sit in front of the class, with George.
Being me, I should have sulked,
but I guess I wasn't me today.
What happened was...

George:& the sound quality for Nokia very good.
Syu:Ya, like N81.
George:N81 sucklah.
Nat:Nokia phone so bulky.
Gloria:Ok...what's that boy & girl's name at the back?[talks to huimin]
Gloria:Syu...ha...na, la. Syu..ha..da.. &..George? Bring your table and chair to the front.

silence
silence
silence

Gloria:Come to the front. George:No need.
Gloria:Come to the front.
George:No need.
Gloria:Come to the front.
George:No need.
Gloria: I ask you to come to the front.
[menotcertainedonwhattodo]

Took our chairs.
Crossed our legs,
& started drawing.

Aida asked me what happened,
i just say I don't know

Then I kept drawing a christmas wreath until George asked me what I was doing.

Syu: I'm drawing a Christmas wr... Can't even pronounce.
George:[tries to pronounce it]

All this time, I kept drawing that, and guess what,
George was trying to draw scenes from Secret for his poster.
Okay, that just doesn't make sense.
What would, Jay Chou, a Tofu Car, a Grand Piano and an Erhu be doing in a poster for a damn restaurant?
Then he act goodygoody, keep going to Gloria.

Gloria:What is your theme for the restaurant?
George:Eurasian, American?
Gloria:This is Singapore you know. Eurasians eat what?

[georgethinks]

George:Potatoes?

At that, I laughed.
POTATOES?
WTH?

Syu:Potatoes?!
George:They don't eat rice what.
Syu:But potatoes?! Classic.

Ok lol. Today there was sth wrong with my digestive system.Then just now science test, got one question sth to do with gastric, I think the answer is distilled water. I kept saying I need distilled water.
Until I found my very ancient axe oil.
Its expired since 2006 lol.
And the first time I sniffed it,
its like fucking nice.
& immediately I started sniffing it again,
& again,
You get my point.
No its like damn nice.
I AM ADDICTED.
And Khalis really need to improve his aiming skills.
EGGz took some pictures today, but its in Tau's phone.
Natasya hair band broke, And its like damn thick.

Saw -ehhem- today.
I know why only see him on Thursday.
He's PE period mah,
WAAAA, CAN SEE HIS SEXY LEGS!

Today's practice change to tomorrow.
Okay, I think ____ likes ______.
His attitude is damn different towards ______.


Bored.

My drug:)

Brown u.

I have to accept it, don't I?

I look so much different elsewhere.

MATT LYSGAARD!!!
HE IS A FUCKING GOOD SINGER.
I WONT TELL YOU WHO HE IS!!

Its a god damn arms race.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=YxlUNYeWs1o

Just watch damnit.
Woo, syafiq r3 noticed I was wearing eyeliner.
But he said my glasses like science lab one.
Sighsigh.
Tomorrow got CO yea?

Okay, yesterday I called Far to complain about my damn _______.
She does nothing but sleep, eat,complain, blames others & stuff.
I really hate her, if anyone wanna know what the words are ask me.
But I'm guessing some of you know already.

WAAAA, tau say I use eyeliner, like very depressing my face.
People don't notice cause my HUGE specs blocking mah.
Except Jiexin.
HAAAA, JIEXIN I GOT ONE MORE PIC OF YOU AND NATASYA.
lame.
lolololol.
But I won't post lah.

Just now Far take video of me singing Jenny Was A Friend Of Mine,
damn funny lah.

Shai bought her eyelash curler to school.
I quite nervous to use, so I didn't.
My stupid hair like so dry just now,
but who cares right?

Godgod, please let him notice me this year.
Sighsigh.
Oh ya, Jaslen has a second piercing, no fair.
I don't think she told her parents, did you?

George says that EVERY teacher read my article on the board behind.
WALAO,
HE COPY MY LITERATURE ANSWERS SIA,
THEN SYAHID COPY HIM.
WTH?
LATER I KENA BLAME HOW

Today, I think 2r7 is hated by a lot of teachers,
including Jamie Tan & Lavania.
EVEN MAZLAN,
FUCKER.
HE LAUGHED WHEN MY PHONE FLEW OUT OF MY HAND.
Some guys were playing and kickin chairs.
MAZLAN WAS MUMBLING SOMETHING ABOUT NOT REPLACING CHAIRS IF ITS DAMAGED OR STH.
WHO CARES?
We complain to Mrs Lock about the teachers already.
I kept raising my hands
behind the backs of these people & thats why my phone fell.
Sigh.
Walked 3/4 the way home with Amirah.
Then started raining, so took bus.
I nothing to do mah.
Don't think there is homework.
Is there?
I seriously want a hoodie.
But I don't want it for my bday.

I WANT A FUCKING HOODIE.

BOB BRYAR AND RAY TORO PLAY GUITAR HERO.

AND BOB IS BETTER AT IT THAN RAY.

The 8 Dwarfs

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAISARAH!!!

Today really isn't a good day.
FUCK
I FORGOT TO BRING HOME MRS LOCK TY GIFT FOR MY PARENTS,
oh well, it isnt really that nice,
BUT SHIT
GOT THANK YOU LETTER FOR MY DAD
SHITSHIT.
MUM SAY SHE DIDNT SEE ME BRING HOME
PLEASEPLEASE LET IT BE AT SCHOOL.

I think I'll stop listening to Iron Maiden.

Omg, I went Hong Zhang's blog, then there was this quiz,
I type my name,
& out comes this.

Syuhada[noun]:
A person of questionable sanity who starts their own cult.

Wow, wonder what that means.
Watching Heroes today.
Maybe Saturday I going arcade or just going out.
If going arcade,
ANYONE WANNA FOLLOW ME OR NOT?

when you wake up, dreams are never real.

You dream about something you want,
you see it so clearly in your mind,
as if you're really there.
For example, you are on a date,
with your crush.
Will you want it to end?
No, I don't want it to.
You wake up,
& you realized it was never really true, wasn't it?
You were so happy,
the moment you wake up, it was just a dream.
You are so right.
Sometimes I really want to keep on dreaming,
convincing myself its real.
I would never want to wake up.
I don't want it to end.
But then life is real, unlike dreams.
Get used to it sucker.

And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds.

Falling in love with Fall Out Boys, dammit.

1. My Chemical Romance
2. The Killers
3. Fall Out Boys
4. Avenged Sevenfold
5. Flyleaf

Why I always kena during big group man?
Steph got her drums back.
Jaslen had diarrhoea.
I seriously need to find time to go to arcade.
FOR THE THE SECOND/THIRD TIME, ANYONE WANNA GO WITH ME?

I have to stop being mean to Jessie lah

Jeremy, maybe next week i return your lost.
Finish until Episode 14 already.
Eh, u faster buy Rock Band can?
I wanna play leh.

WALAO ROCK BAND NO MCR SONG

But got Flyleaf's I'm So Sick.
Very nice song.
Then got Iron Maiden also.
YES, I listen to Iron Maiden.
But,
the best song has got to be
The Killers' When You Were Young.
Omg, The Killers' songs like damn nice.
ESPECIALLY MR BRIGHTSIDE.

Then guitar hero 2 have
Avenged Sevenfold's Beast & The Harlot.
& YES I LISTEN TO THEM TOO.
Also have My Chemical Romance's Dead!,
Famous Last Words,
Teenagers &
This Is How I Disappear.
WHERE'S I DON'T LOVE YOU,
FUCK LAH,
ONE DAY I'M GOING TO PLAZA SINGAURA'S ARCADE,
PLAY DRUM MANIA.
Beside it got Guitar Freaks I think,
The other day Aida & Syafiqah played.



YAYAYA CORRECT,
SEESEESEE

"One of the major selling points of GuitarFreaks is its ability to be linked to another of Konami's Bemani games, DrumMania. This allows up to three players to join together to play simultaneously in Session Mode. During a session, the music will play simultaneously from both games, and the players' guitar and drum sounds are relayed between the two games."
(Adapted from Wikipedia)

Cool sia,
no wonder The Killers' Read My Mind vid,
they use both games.
ANYONE WANNA GO WITH ME?
Like very paiseh if go alone.
I noob in drums mah.
But last time, Imen's dad tried, than they say must have some gamecard thingy.

JIEXIN, I TOLD YOU I'LL PUT IT ON MY BLOG

George photoshopped picture,
Damn nice,
except that its going down.

I EDITTED WITH PAINT.
SEE, GEORGE FINALLY BECOME BANGLA.
HE'S BLACK

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYATHIRAH!

Ok I am so not use to being at home on a Friday before 6.
Whatever.
I AM REALLY PISSED WITH ATIKA.
Ok, so I'm taking 07, Jing Yi 7.

WALAO, I KNOW WHERE TO PRACTICE,
GO ARCADE AT PLAZA SING HAVE DRUM MANIA.

I walked home today, damn tired.
YES I WALKED HOME
Which is like around 1-2 km.
Since no CO not much happened.
Maybe something will later

Okay, so fighting with Jing Yi over the number Seven class jersey,
REALLY drains me.
HE ALREADY HAVE A LOT NUMBER SEVEN JERSEYS LAH.
He wouldn't gave in.
Ok, he insisted on having two SEVENS.
At first I didn't want to,
I told him to take 07, he don't want,
so i take 7.
Then he told me to take 07, I don't want,
& he would take 7.
then we argued, shouted,
everything was hysterical.
Then at last, we both agreed that we both have the same number,
SEVEN.
But its kind of weird having two people with the same number on their backs.
And come to think of it 07 is nicer than 7.
So sorry to disappoint you Jeremy, but,
MAYBE I'm gonna stop fighting for my rights with Jing Yi.
I still deserve that number though, right Celeste?


Today was the O level results thingy.
And I just came back from celebrating my sis results after practice.
Practice was fuckingly okay,
Jessie didn't come, as her usual self,
since she is always asking people to do something,
but she herself doesn't do it,
whateverlah.
Ek Jun's hair was a little bit diff,
during break, we called him,
& me, steph and maisarah sang, no shouted.

HEY HEY YOU YOU
I DON'T LIKE YOUR GIRLFRIEND

& he hung up
cause he didn't know my number.
Whatever.

INDONESIANS ACCENTS ARE TOTALLY SEXY

Finally saw -ehhem- after 4 days of sianness.
I THOUGHT BAND PUTTING THEIR STUFF IN CD SHELTER?
I WANT PRACTICE LEH

Oh ya Eric cut his hair. lolololololol
he told me that kaixin person from his class act in the kinship yesterday,
she was pregnant & i think she had a miscarriage. lololololololol

& OMG JING YI & JEREMY LOOK DAMN CUTE WHEN THEY WERE YOUNG.

Like wth,
Jessie just smsed me,
Practice change to thursday.
until March
& thats bad,
why?
Because, I'm used to going home late on Friday.
Because, I'm used to waiting for -ehhem- just so I can take the same bus with him.
Because, it means another chance lost of seeing -ehhem-.
Because, it means I won't really get to see -ehhem- before he graduates this year.

SIGHsighsigh

Told myself already that 2008 not gonna be really good.
I'm going to Steph's party in March, which she already started planning.

WE LOVE EACH OTHER RIGHT?

Lava calls us racists

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I suddenly missed my late grandpa.
I was thinking of him.
I'll tell you the story on how I was too late to see him for the last time.

Since February last year,
my grandpa has been in & out of the hospital.
I wasn't very sure what his illness was,
but it was really painful to see my beloved grandpa,
weak and asleep always on the hospital bed.
He needed help to chew his food,
& there was one point, he only took liquid food.
To watch him struggle to lift himself to sit wasn't a very comforting thought.
So, I did as I was told, sit in the waiting room with all my other cousins.
It was really unbearable to think what would happen the next day.
I didn't want to lose him.
One day, the doctor told us that we have to be prepared for the worst.
But I didn't.
I held on to that one tiny bit of hope in my heart.
I kept thinking that everything will be okay.
But my grandpa's condition worsen by the day,
I was coping with the new school environment,
so my mind became very occupied.
I didn't know why I didn't bother to visit my grandpa after school.
How stupid.
I really loved him.
But I really couldn't bear watching him slipped away.
My mum, being the caring person that she was,
visited him every single day.
February past and the March holidays came.
On the 13th of March, I went to the library,
only to rush back home again after my father called and said that my grandpa's condition is worst than ever.
I kept twisting my fingers around my jacket,
convincing myself that nothing was wrong.
When I finally reached his ward,
& upon seeing the room filled with family members crying,
I knew,
I just knew.
I broke down.
Lost control.
Realized that I was late,
too late.
I didn't get to see him one last time.
At the funeral,
before they covered my grandpa's face one last time,
I cried, while kissing his cheek one last time.
I have to accept that my late grandpa, has finally moved on.

Atuk, I miss you.

WAAAAA!
40 PEOPLE JOIN CO.
COOL.

I am starting to let go of my frustrations by biting my lower lip.
Hope it doesn't bleed. Went Bedok Reservoir just now.
Will be posting pictures.


My bro take one. Thats why blurry.


He damn cute right?


Flying fox-ing at Bedok Reservoir


CAMWHORING

Under my umbrella, ella, ella.

hug, HUG, HUG



Tall candy canes, nah, I think they're for birds.



Syu. :D




CAMWHORING!!

is that shadow cute or what? Teehee.


WAAAAAA

Let's kiss the pavement.



We are all thirsty & tired.




BIG FOOT DOES EXIST.
You know what I think?
I think the Big Foot legend is derived from the Andean mountaineers Miss Gloria Tan talked about.
Missing Mrs Koh.

Last Friday....





You may kiss the...uh...broom?

Not last Friday.

George says he wanna photoshop this picture.
I wanna see the outcome.

Tell me, who have not started vandalizing their table?

WAAAAA,
JASLEN'S COUSIN WATCH PRISON BREAK.

Today, went to take edusave,
yearly affair, nothing special.
But it was held in a basketball court.
I was so damn bored.
And my head hurts.
So it was no wonder I wanted to go home early.
It still hurts.
And I don't like to take pills.
I mean, I can't swallow them, I dunno why.
Changed email add today.
You wanna add me?
tradgedyinmemoir@hotmail.com

Anyone can find for me the english translation for the Secret OST?
Ty.
Today isn't my best hair day.
And I saw that gorgeous guy from the bus stop.
He took edusave too.
His name is Darrel sth.

Stupid me, I've fallen in love with slow songs.
Especially Empty.
And when I listen to it in the morning, I tend to not be hyper in the day.
Therefore, the label 'emo' by jeremy or syahid.
So I listen to MCR to cheer myself up.
The Click Five's songs are okay.
Don't really like the band.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=6Zt315k3Z9I
Kyle,he sang it with emotions.
Love it.

For my birthday, I WANT A HOODIE.
hinthint

JEREMY, Lost S3 come out already.

I finished watching half of Lost.
Walao, why must Band have practice same time as us.
I want to borrow their drum set.
Theirs very complete.
I heard they putting some of their stuff in
CD shelter.
Wanted to try I Don't Love You Drum cover.
Its like damn easy.
But who cares, I will never get enough money for the course.
I'll try again next year

School is starting to suck big time.
Whats with me getting labeled emo every other day.
DID ANYONE READ THE ARTICLE I PRINTED?
So, George became more hardworking.
And Jeremy is still singing as badly.


CO sucks more than ever.
Wait, more like Percussion sucks more than ever.

Jessie, if you ever read this,
these are the unspoken things I would like to say to you.
Stop giving us that look when we make mistakes. You're no better than we are either.
Just because you are a senior doesn't mean we can't talk back at you.
You aren't the best percussionist around you know,
Don't think you're the best just because you are a senior.
Stop criticizing us, especially Stephanie.
YOU HAVE YOUR OWN FLAWS.
Stop thinking we are dumb.
You're a senior but do you treat us like your juniors?
If not for the hope I have, I would have quit.
I wish you would improve that fucking attitude of yours.

I didn't notice this when I first started last year.
It suddenly came to me one.
So its no wonder I was pissed and in a bad mood when I came for practice today.
Took 28.
Saw Tauhidah and Aizat.
Not talking at all, I walked into the CD shelter.
Sat and started staring somewhere.
Eric asked me what was wrong.
And I nodded my head towards Jessie.
Then he ask me sit somewhere else with him,
while people were practising for CNY.
I told him what I wanted to tell him.
And I abruptly went out of the shelter, with the excuse of going to toilet.
There, I ended up crying, like wth right?
Didn't tell Eric lah.
He doesn't read my blog.
I felt so stupid for crying.
Its just that I had so much anger against Jessie,
that I just broke down.
Then I returned, wait for people to go out.
Yiliang said hello to me.
Managed to say hi back.
Cheered me up a little bit.
But still mad.
Yiliang, you were so right to quit percussion.
The senior[s] totally suck.
Now, I can't quite agree with everything that Jessie decides.
So, I really need to put all those negative feelings aside
in order to stop percussion from falling apart.

Yesterday, during the March holidays

If it will feed nothing else, it will feed my revenge.

THE MERCHANT OF VENICE IS DAMN NICE.

Shylock's words are very true.
I totally love this movie.
Ok, so I admit Joseph is hot in the movie.

Ok, free periods were spent on reading, discussing topic in books with george and syahid
AND
reading.
My ear got problem today.
Ask Syahid and George what I said.
You probably should know since I screamed.
Loud.
TODAY, we were like all reading.
Me, Crank.
Tauhidah, Bloodline Book 2[first time i see her reading]
Shahidah,HARRY POTTER AND DEATHLY HALLOWS
Farhana, some book by Nora Roberts
Amirah, Close sthsthsth
Natasya, she didnt bring Bloodline Book 1
George was like,"You read that kind of books from where?"
Syahid,"Novels?"
"Teenagers or Adults?"
"Teenagers."
"Walao, you read that kind of book."
I HAVE TO THANK AMIRAH FOR CRANK
Crank has rape,unwanted pregnancies,drugs, the likes.
Today someone look like Aliff Aziz.
Then I say to Syahid,"I hate Aliff."
"Farhana, you know why I hate Aliff right?"
[nods]

I'M BROKE.

CURRENT HOT ACTOR:
ZACHARY QUINTO



He plays Sylar.
Gabriel.
whatever.
oh god, he is so damn nerdy but he has flat hair,
so he's my type.
HE TOTALLY REMINDS ME OF SUPERMAN.
AAAAAAAAAA
Joseph Fiennes is nothing.


SHAI!!
You wanna see the Stormbreaker person?

CUTE KAN??

Pleaded with my Dad to ask about drum lessons at YAMAHA music school.
The course starts on Valentines Day,
and how am I suppose to find over hundred bucks in exactly one month?
Wish Mum and Dad would support my dreams.
Its so frustrating if not even your family is there for you.
Whats wrong with playing the drums?
Its a skill I wanna take up.
I'm already teased for joining Chinese Ochestra by my relatives.
Why can't I be the person I wanna be?
MUSIC IS MY LIFE.
I am not ashamed to be in CO.
But why can't I have outside classes?
I know you don't want me taking up those courses you consider crap.
But let me live my life.
And you live yours.
I need some freedom.
Is there anything wrong with me, a malay in CO?
I WILL NOT LET ANYTHING STAND IN MY WAY.

But first, I need some money.

Oh and there's this new guy in MT,
his accent is totally sexy.
But he's not.
He's indonesian & his name's Anderson.
Pretty name.

Today I got talk to Jing Yi about the number seven again.
"I LIKE SEVEN!"
"I LIKE SEVEN TOO!"
"JING YI, HIGH FIVE!"
"NOT HIGH FIVE, SEVEN FIVE!"
Its suppose to be High Seven though.
Oh people don't get it wrong.
Jing Yi likes seven because of Cristiano Ronaldo.[edited]
He's not gay lah.
Me?
You guys know why I like No, seven.
No need explain.

GEORGE IS VERY IRRITATING

The other day got Temasek Poly Open house.
Then got a lot of Compassvale Sec 4 people.
And it occur to me that that bastard could be the guy who was staring at me when i crossed the road.

Ohmygod,
just realized that I have no evps friends to talk to already.
I HAVE NOT TALK TO SYATHIRAH IN A FEW MONTHS.
SHE IS LIKE, MY SISTER.

ok, this is like my fault.
I have been so caught up in secondary school,
that I ignore the people that were once my life.
IF YOU EVER READ THIS,
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABES,
PLEASE FORGIVE ME THAT I IGNORE YOU PEOPLE.
When was the last time I talk to an evps bestie?
uh, no idea.
Have I change ex-east viewans?
Please tell me.
I think I have.
I hate myself for changing.

Bedok Resevoir, damn nice place to go.

George's crazy chair.



PE



Mother Tongue

EDWARD HAS HIS OWN BUS


LOVE the title.



Trip to library

WOO, SCIENCE.


Some random mix couple, so sweet.





Shadows.

this photo so cool.



This is the result of feeling hyper.
Shahidah says if I was a cartoon, my face would be like this:
=D

See a chicken anyone?

WOO, I WAS BITTEN BY A VAMPIRE, lol.

Our haven.

Living in agony,
With eyes closed,
syuhada.

yeayeayea.
so, picture time.
feeling hyper last friday.
Trip to library last wednesday.
so, ya, hold on ya.


AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
BLOGGER GOT SOMETHING WRONG
CANNOT UPLOAD PHOTOS
WTH?


so, today first teensaLIVE lesson,
oklah.
know a number of people.
yesterday was jaslen's(:D) birthday.
STEPHANIE!
SHE SAY YOU WRAP WITH A LOT OF NEWSPAPER!
I THOUGHT YOU WERE JOKING!

Oh ya, i forgot to thank jeremy.
Thanks for the shinedown cd n lost.

Friday night I watched Lost for 3 hours,
& I didn't feel really bored.
MIRACULOUS YEA?
Since I used to say PB better,
it still is actually.
So maybe I continue watching today.
I forgot when I got fight with Jing Yi over who gets tray 7 for the science experiment.
"If got seven,I would have taken it."
"HAHA, YOU GOT SIXTEEN"
ok, i'm crapping.

Yesterdays practice,
The conductor ask me hit the cymbals harder.
I hithithit.
Then finally this erhu guy walked to my place and hit louder than me?
Anybody know his name?

JULIAN CAME BACK
"You working ar?"Eric asked.
"No"
I eyed him from the corner of my eye,
and gave him THAT look.
"I remember telling your group leader I was."
AND HE SMIRKED.
That taught me not to trust him ever again.
When he came,
"You what, Posh Beckham ar?"
AND I WAS @*$//~#&*
First of all, ITS POSH SPICE, DUMBO.
SECOND, I LOOK NOTHING LIKE HER.