jeremy, we have to stop this.
or I'm going to start hating you again.
Which I'm currently not

Today visual arts was crap.

Just because you are in SPARKS does not make you special.
From your body language,
I can tell that some of you have that kind of attitude.

By that, she meant to emphasize
on the fact that
MOST of us are proud.
WHAT FUCKING JUDGEMENT IS THAT?

Tomorrow performing for Sec 1.
2-5.30pm
Then must go CO concert
Just now, same thing happened
just like yesterday.
I don't know what is happening to Percussion nowadays.
Like falling apart somehow.
Its partly juniors' fault
but also seniors' fault.
Ok, Jessie gave me something to play in da zu
then sectional, eric, jaslen, jessie and victor suppose to play.
But Eric play too fast,
so as Jessie says.
Everyone has their flaws right?
Except Victor I think, he damn pro lah he
Take for example,
Jessie, she has short arms,
she can't really play the 6 drums.
Stephanie 2r7,
doesn't learn very fast, unlike alfred,
but she can count beat for me. :D
very constant one.
Okay continue,
whatever it is,
Jessie likes to put our juniors down.
No wonder dishearten the juniors.
Yesterday, she told me,
"This song very difficult for you,"
Actually very easy.
She makes me feel stupid.
Stephanie is always left out in practice.
I hate that.
Just now, Eric kena.
I dunno how to explain.
Thats when I explain to Jessie.
Jessie, you are so like Julian,
do you know that?
You put people down.
We feel very disheartened, do you know that?
You should let Eric play.
He came to practice and at last never play anything.
Jarratt never come because it was his choice to not play anything.
Do you know that Stephanie feels left out every practice?
But I got ask her whether she want to play what?
She say don't want.
That's because she was already disheartened.
Do you know that Julian used to pick on her? [thisoneyesterdayisay]
The [songname] got alot of instruments one.
YA, LEE CHUANG/LI QUANG ALREADY SAY.
Can let them play right?

Okay, so Percussion really started to crumble
after two of our most pro members graduate.
Pathetic.
We need to raise our standards leh?

So what do I do with Eric?
Kiss him?
So what do I do with Eric?
Tomorrow I try teach.
[someone screamed]
I thought that was you.
Where I got so vulgar one?
I only say Kiss Him.
Lol.

Okay, to -ehhem-
During practice Eric told me he at canteen
So I went, buy drink.
Spotted him with a bunch of nerd Sec 1 girls.
I stormed off.
Threw my Barley drink.
And sobbed.
I hate 2008 already.
As usual if got sth happen involving -ehhem-,
I would cry myself to sleep.
That probably sounds emo,
but its becoming a habit.
i'm not emo.
But what do you expect?
He's graduating.
I hate 2008 already.


Anyone miss Mr Lee?
I do.